i was "awake" and now i think differently

Edit: believed

For example?

Just think like you did when you were a sheep but utilize the knowledge gained from becoming awake. Therefore get the best of both worlds.

Becoming a wake is a state of shock. It's just what it is so just relax and think back to how simple your life was back in sheep mode and try and relive it but like i said to utilize the experience gained and move forwards until the grave.

Many "false flags" probably happened as reported for one

Most things happens as reported in my opinion.

"TPTB" aren't smart enough or hard working enough to do anything other than subcontract fairly small groups and print and spend money.

Things that might have happened:

Saudi Arabia and US sponsor OBL and OBL trains 24 hijackers to pull off 9/11.

Banking, government/cia drug interests and mafia interests coordinate the Dallas JFK thing and set up a patsy to take the fall.

Things that are unlikely/tard quality:

9/11 pre-wired a bunch of buildings, including building 7. They all collapsed from structure failure due to fire.

Chemtrails from commercial aircraft to control the population. (I worked on a heavy aircraft maintenance project and there were no chemical sprayers on commercial aircraft).

Faked the Apollo moon landings.

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I think you are even more awake if you can judge for yourself what really is likely to happen.

Stuff like Mayan alpakalypse, niburu-buru, planet zzzzz, ISOFF and zetas right again?

Nope, you actually woke up.

You thought you were awake because you are open minded.
But it turns out that the deception you thought you could see is much bigger than you can imagine.
The deception is huge! This world is not even close to what we think it is.

Like You Say In The Beginning Of Your Post, It's Your Opinion. You Can Believe Whatever You Want No Matter How Disconnected It Is From Reality.

For example?

What you're experiencing is quite common.


People in general can't handle "knowing" the truth.

So it is only logical that when people see that they can't change anything in this World, it makes them want to go back to being oblivious to it.


You are becoming Capher from the movie Matrix.


There is nothing wrong with that as we all know "ignorance is bliss", so be as blissful as you can.


Others will still search the truth even if it is painful.

No, you didn't fall back asleep.

You just got through the initial, overwhelming mountain of information and possibilities and found your spot on the spectrum.

I think a lot of it is BS ... in fact, I tend to think a lot of it is intentionally planted BS and that always brings me right back to where I am on the spectrum ...

something ain't right, and I'm always watching for the real symptoms.

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so you believe that the 911 towers simple fell down on their own. Just cause of a plane.

obviously it takes more than an airplane to take down a steel tower.

It doesn't matter what they reported on it cause it's basic common sense

Yea it was inside job to get filipo berio olive oil.

Please, tell me what is the TROOF, oh the wise one. I can find soooo many preposterous contradicting theories around these parts...

Most of the stuff is NOT the truth and most of the explanations are NOT the truth. The point is we really don't know TRUTH because the very history of our entire human legacy isn't even the truth. It's all speculation at this point. People have been finagling with truth since the begining of time.

--What we do know is that our form of government has been hijacked to enrich and serve a small number of people that have great wealth and influence - at the expense of the cogs (that's us!)

--False flags are routinely conducted to sway public policy and public opinion to achieve objects that are necessary to keep the small but wealthy and influential in positions of power and control.

--That our government exists for Itself (and those it REALLY serves) and not for the people. Imagine that?! Every unit, whether it is a person or a country has self interest for its' own survival. Once basic survival is achieved -- wealth, influence, power, and control is up next. Human kind is just not as civilized as we like to think we are. We are the baddest predator on the planet. Yes, there are good and decent and civilized individuals, but they do not play the evil games that most men do and soon, they are consumed, walk away, or get suicided by nail-gun.

--A cog in a wheel cannot be an activist or a change-maker and so...many many things to solidify power and control over the masses can be achieved when the screws are put to the people in terms of taxes, regulation and surveillance...So much of our so-called life is 100% against our God-Given rights as people residing on this earth. We essentially pay to live. People are basically just treading water to keep food on the table and maintain a decent quality of life for those whom they love. Opting out of the system of servitude and serfdom is beyond the capacity for most people and when it does occur -albeit rarely, Waco commences.

--Only men with nothing left to lose will revolt and will be willing to die for a cause. We don' t have too many men like a Paul Revere. Even then, it takes a BUNCH of men in that position of deep indignation, across a broad swath of society to take up the cause of liberty and freedom. America is nowhere near that level of courage and despair. I give the black community alot of credit because as a collective, they have had quite enough of police killing them illegally and getting away with it. Not paying child support is not grounds to be shot in the back. Sorry.

So no. There is NO truth on earth. There is only the absolute Truth of God and YOUR personal truth and how you choose to live on earth as a sentient being.

Truth is black is white and white is black.


But never mind, it is apparent that your mind will not be able to process even that small piece of information without blocking out the "unwanted" feelings.

routine makes you fell asleep, once learned repetition is no help

No friend it just means you are realising life and all in is just a naturally alternating and conflicting bipolar process filled with truth, lies and a heck of alot of fantasy and bullshit.

All going on inside and around us in chaotic circles, season, and fluctuating cycles..because everything in the cosmos is made and recycled from the same eternal bipolar energy and elemental matter going round in chaotic and conflicting light to dark and then recycled circles.

But of course many humans keep trying to find some fake hierarchical and linear and polarised purpose, meaning and order to it all..as if there is a perfect happy ending to find. .which of course is a fools errand because there is no ending...as we are in an infinity loop...or eternity loop to those who stupidly think there are two opposing invisible puppetmasters out there fighting for ownership control


Which is absurd...but of course ensures many bipolar humans bow down to some form or hierarchical or minority controlled bullshit here and serve some ponzi puppetmaster for supposed favours and rewards (here or in the next incarnation or recycle). Thereby only adding more moronic divisions and disparities, them verses us bullshit conflicts and rivalries and chaos...just so amfew humans can act and pretend to be gods and devils here.

Friend life is just a naturally bipolar and conflicting ride, but it is still amazing to be evolved complex bipolar humans to see and witness bipolar reality as it has taken billions of year and a lucky break to be here rather than electrons and carbon and other element just bashing around in space...we are lucky..if only we where smart enough to know it...as being any organism is truly remarkable but fragile...and therefore somewhat precious...sadly most humans arent able to see it because they are stuck in polarised ponzi hierarchical delusions and systems to realise.

But it is clear whilst clever critters..humans arent that special behind all the toxic bullshit, rhetoric and bling...as we still fight and compete against eachother and nature just like moronic troops of bipolar baboons..sometimes caring sometimes not...which shows how bipolar we truly are.

It's called being a coward. Once you accept truth into your heart, it comes with a tremendous amount of responsibility. Knowing the truth requires you to make changes in your life and stand up against fear in all its forms. Inaction equates to negative action.

Many people aren't willing or able to make this commitment, which leads them back to cognitive dissonance and believing whatever is easiest and/or the most convenient again. It can be such a powerful response that it happens subconsciously and you genuinely begin to believe the falsehoods again. It is in fact the ego attempting to pull back control from your higher self, as your reptilian brain goes into fight or flight mode.

In other words, you were never truly awake and you have a long journey ahead. When you can honestly say that you will choose right action over fear every time, then you are on your way to true enlightenment.

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this is until you find out earth is actually an encapsulated platform instead of a sphere with water impossibly sticking to it whilst spinning at a retarded speed. then the fun really begins.

You work for a major organization.

Sorry that reverse psyc crap does not work on me. If you think you can discern truth from ANYTHING the media outlets put out then have at it. I on the other hand will NEVER watch/listen/believe ANY of their BS.

You hit on one of the biggest conspiracies out there, they even plant a conspiracy theory to keep people busy looking in the wrong direction. Also, the answers to the conspiracy they plant can make a person searching look like a complete nut case. Sounds crazy, but it is true. Yes, they plant lie in with truth. Send you on wild rabbit chases. Learn history Old history then you can get a better handle on it. Just be warned it is not fun, if they know, you know something.

Yep.

"They" have been feeeding well-meaning, good people crazy things for thousands of years ... starting way back with ancient religion ...

1) as a form of control
2) to steal their wealth and labor

I happen to believe that the real reality that they leverage is as simple and plain as it seems, and that the entire conspiracy involves tricking "us" into believing there is something "else" to worry about and answer to other than what we see right in front of our eyes - the bad guys enslaving and abusing the good guys.

If we woke up one day and it was proven beyond a shadow of a doubt for everyone that this world where we live and die and what we see plainly in front of us is all there is to "existence" ... "They" would be immediately strung up.

I really really do believe it's that simple.

ETA: but it took me years of conspiracy research to come to that conclusion, so I understand what OP is saying here.

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Everyone has to start somewhere. I think it is when one becomes complacent and just accepts whatever new information is given to them they stop growing. I know more now than I did a year ago and I will know more in a year than I know now. I look back on some of the things I accepted and know that it is not truth. I think that is the curve. It eventually comes down to what matters. It doesn't matter if something is exposed if it doesn't present a solution or deeper understanding. Many get looped into the endless tail chasing and stop ascending. If this describes you, knock louder...seek harder. The truth is not just one thing.

Well put. Awesome post and writing!!