will i ever discover if it was all a delusion, or will i walk to my grave with my delusion in tow?

What did you see and hear?

:youreafag:

They were real.
You are being fucked with by entities maybe even demons.
They posess people, look human etc
But they can change your reality for sure.
I wouldnt worry about it too much but its not a hallucinaton.

My delusions started in 2003 when I believed that the illuminati tried to humiliate me for humiiating one of their own a year earlier. They played a prank on me involving many many extras from a hollywood casting agency.

Since then, I have fought them on the astral plane, slain the false prophet, the beast and the Satanists who allied with the beast. I am the rider on the white horse in the Book of Revelation -- the Royal Conquerer.

I have seen Christ God and spoken with His Angels and Saints.

Just don't know if it was real.

Its over now.. science destroyed all spirituality and god lost to the demons.. we now await the end of the world and end of all life in it..

Hey Op, tell me what Jesus was wearing and I can tell u if u possibly have had a real vision.

the imagination is a powerful thing

brain chemicals are a brick wall to us for our mind and brain

delusions of grandeur and illusions of grandeur in our imaginations can be the most powerful thing in the universe

to cope with this 2003 experience I suggest you get into therapy. maybe some anti psycotics might help. I'm on geodon and trilifon to help me cope with my madness.

you are going to need to be extremely agnostic toward your spiritual and imaginational delusions and illusions.

God still loves us. Its just that we are sick and need some help.

Wil