home made vaccine?? doctor stop all medicine for my 4 beautiful children

hello been a long time lurker on glp but I just had to write this

I am the mother of 4 children, my old doctor used to let me vaccinate them once a week but I have a new doctor now and he says that their a no new vaccinations, so I asked him if my children can receive the previous vaccinations and he said it was unnessecary but the way he said it I could tell what he really said was that he wanted my children to get sick and die slow painful deaths because I could hear him laughing evilly as I left and its been 8 days since their last vaccination and my children are getting sick again I can see it in their eyes

I am thinking of making home made vaccines if I cannot find a new doctor or hleath specialist, my 4 beautiful children must live to continue my family name