I'm really pissed off at life about to drink a 32 oz of malt liqour, who cares if I am some powerful sorcerer? | |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 28308665 United States 05/28/2015 08:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I'm really pissed off at life about to drink a 32 oz of malt liqour, who cares if I am some powerful sorcerer? yea, its hard to stay pissed when nothing surprises you. beer and pot always work bro Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28308665 I can't keep doing this shit though. My body is falling apart.. Sucks that the only thing that really helps is something I am ultimately going to have to give up. Does it really help though? Not saying I'm not just as reliant and it is wonderful at times hahaha. But still I feel like I might be able to at least reach a mild contentment otherwise. you can, ive lived that. i've allowed it back into my perception to give my ego time to process everything that happened to me within the first two years of being dedicated to my god.... i swear... in situations like the OP is talking about, its like your a 32 bit computer trying to upload a terabytes worth of information written in 64 bit. if decompression means self medication, so be it. at least that's what my god told me. |
Addicted User ID: 67461000 France 05/28/2015 08:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I'm really pissed off at life about to drink a 32 oz of malt liqour, who cares if I am some powerful sorcerer? It doesn't matter who I am, but here is an offer. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 42043972 I've decided that on June first, I am quitting smokes and Herb. Come join me on this decision, and drop both obstructions. Time to clear the spider webs of the past from our mind, let the Sun of June burn away the hunger for these distractions, and get back to creating changes as opposed to reacting to outside daily stimuli. Yeah, I quit tobacco it isn't that hard for me. Alcohol, weed, different story... lol... June first? Hmm, I just may take up that offer. A good day to quit. It's just that when I quit, I have this thing where I notice things others don't. It gets pretty bad when I'm sober. I start getting deeper into sorcery. Weed and liquor sort of pacify me. keep me away from it. Dumb me down just enough. Can I live in such a loud world? Living in a loud world can be an advantage if you look at it from this perspective, treat the loudness as a challenge for you to go inwards, think of yourself from as an above, so below perspective, and realize that the exterior conditions are ripe for their opposite (interior) blooming as well,from the Sun of June to the joy of returning to the inward Journey... It is either that, or blow out my eardrums. I almost did that the other day. It was fun. A better alternative to all this noise. Or so it seemed at the time. It just hurts now... lol I'm so lost... But I feel invincible. I just don't care. I am ready to die. I am just here to protect others. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 28308665 United States 05/28/2015 08:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I'm really pissed off at life about to drink a 32 oz of malt liqour, who cares if I am some powerful sorcerer? My god does not speak to me. It is silent. It shows me through vision, and guides my steps. Quoting: Addicted 67461000 I saved the world, but how could I ever expect credit or praise for such a task? Superheroes are not real, just an ideal. The real heroes always go unsung. Only the stars acknowledge them. beautiful introspection my friend. |
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loveexists User ID: 66790266 United States 05/28/2015 08:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I'm really pissed off at life about to drink a 32 oz of malt liqour, who cares if I am some powerful sorcerer? Perhaps you are going through a "dark night of the soul" OP. Do not despair, you are here for a reason ; perhaps this negativity is a sign of spiritual evolution, of beginning to perceive the deep depths of the true dark nature of "the matrix" ? Because of the very nature OF duality, one must accept as factual duality's transient presence in order to truly comprehend its objective non-existence |
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Addicted User ID: 67461000 France 05/28/2015 08:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I'm really pissed off at life about to drink a 32 oz of malt liqour, who cares if I am some powerful sorcerer? yea, its hard to stay pissed when nothing surprises you. beer and pot always work bro Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28308665 I can't keep doing this shit though. My body is falling apart.. Sucks that the only thing that really helps is something I am ultimately going to have to give up. Does it really help though? Not saying I'm not just as reliant and it is wonderful at times hahaha. But still I feel like I might be able to at least reach a mild contentment otherwise. I just have to realize that nothing helps... |
Addicted User ID: 67461000 France 05/28/2015 08:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I'm really pissed off at life about to drink a 32 oz of malt liqour, who cares if I am some powerful sorcerer? Perhaps you are going through a "dark night of the soul" OP. Do not despair, you are here for a reason ; perhaps this negativity is a sign of spiritual evolution, of beginning to perceive the deep depths of the true dark nature of "the matrix" ? Quoting: loveexists Is there a "dark decade" of the soul? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 28308665 United States 05/28/2015 08:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I'm really pissed off at life about to drink a 32 oz of malt liqour, who cares if I am some powerful sorcerer? tough love: you keep yourself spiraling on this negative feedback loop, nothing will. there's others out there... but right now they are few and far between. we have entered a new age... there will always be hiccups and problems and troubles when something new gets moving |
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Just sad time almost up OP User ID: 43142830 United States 05/28/2015 09:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I'm really pissed off at life about to drink a 32 oz of malt liqour, who cares if I am some powerful sorcerer? I am thinking its about time to use you powerful sorcerer skills. wait... I figured it out, your the kid that he tricked. You wanted to be taller and he made it so. Now you old and weak. Next time read the fine print... |
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