UPDATE: it has been two weeks since i last posted, and i feel even better. I feel almost no anxiety at all, and my depressin has lifted. I have even set goals and started working towards them! I know, not a big deal on the outside, but if you know anything about depression then you know that working towards any goals is a very big deal:)

I could not be happier, too... despite the hardships i am still enduring in my life i am optimistic and hopeful... words that were not even in my vocabulary a month ago! FUCK the meds, you can do without them. But I think the secret is the THC:) you just gotta believe!