The Mind Hackers often call themselves "Watchers".

During amphetamine withdrawal I can access Kriya ki and ASMR patterns of resonance (but not ecdytic patterns of resonance); but, it's almost like, I feel.... 'guilty' doing so? 'Guilty' is not entirely acute but the feeling is reminiscent


Slugging back some cough medicine while in a withdrawal can cause me to 'forget' I am withdrawing.... but the result is not always ideal, since NMDA and muscarine ACh receptors are important in limiting the effect of KundalinI Skakti over the 'bodymind'

An ethereal, all-powerful electric superbeast can't exactly be expected to run on less than a few thousand watts of current, let alone the two or three (this is a rough estimate essentially plucked from mid-air) watts that a human biochemical system can muster.


My body comes up with some pretty 'neat' (in as much the literal as figurative sense) ways of sequestering my habitual overdrawing of its reserves, that I am extremely reluctant to give it credit for.

The pathway I have taken is not the pathway provided by Nature, despite the kinship I feel with her (ie Mother Nature) and the empathy I may or may not be skilled in my application of. It is not the pathway a human being/human body is designed to take, despite how 'right' and 'natural' it often feels.


Hmmmm. I'm not in any rough shape at the moment. Yet I'm feeling.... prompted.... via mother Nature and otherwise to recognize the state I've placed my self in, a state of deep hunger which my Dragon's great jaws are more than able to satisfy.... and Nature so kindly reminds me that doing so by no means takes me any closer to the end of any quest She has lain out for me.


That's not to say that the authority or 'knowing' of 'Mother Nature' as an entity is transcendental, or even complete. Nature can be bested; and more often than not, She is bested by none other than mankind's intent channeled through the Soul of the Machine.

It is romantic to consider the prospect of a Nature-invoked 'doom'; calling to Mind images of God reinstating a sense of Judgement on mankind, and restoring a 'balance' existing between Man and Nature. The reality however is that She can deliver nothing of the sort, and it's unlikely that She'd even want to.

Machine worships humanity; so does Mother Nature. Machine and Nature are at odds when we as a species pit them against each other.... any 'solution' to difficulties mankind may face cannot involve self-destruction, we're immunized from this at heart; but all too often we also fail to recognize the potential power our sciences may hold in not only the benefit of Nature but also in the

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Carrots? By the I come across any, they ain't sweet enough, take forever to finish, etc. So, I concur.

Fructose also decreases leptin & nitric oxide, both inflammatory, increases uric acid, antioxidant, improves liver glycogen storage...

Also, apparently I have to post this: [link to rawfoodsos.com]

90% carb diet improves diabetes, no joke

:) missed you too


I think one mistake I may have made growing up, was to attempt to supplant the feeling of satisfaction from exercise, which I basically never get (my brain is screaming holy shit this is so pointless! the whole time and can only grumble when it's over) with satisfaction derived via Kriya channelings and, more significantly here, via drug use.

The corollary is that, only in certain specific moods can I really 'pig out'.

It feels to me like my current health situation is pretty stable if not entirely ideal. I want to give up 'medicinal' ( IE 'crutch') use of drugs some days yet.... others I don't.


been on my mind lately (I guess it often is)

You got one more trip left in you bro?
Come inside.
No wait that sounded all wrong lol

Hmmm. Have I ever spoke of all the wonderful advice I've received from my doctors over the years?


Let me tell you.... low-carb bread is like eating paper. .... not that it's inedible, mind you. Or even particularly unappetizing slathered in peanut butter.


Interesting in any case

You kiddin? I haven't even given shrooms an honest go


I just need to recall that I probably have encountered just about all the strangest states a human psyche might have access to, and yet, my experience amounts to a wire-frame depiction of human actuality

Also found a potent FAAH inhibitor for sale today and am.... very intrigued....


(not to mention analogues of phencyclidine, triazolam, phenmetrazine (....), methaqualone and racemethorphan, but that's really besides the point)

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.... just try and ban that one, by the way

You need no shrooms or anything.
All you need to do, is understand this most important factor.
Nothing is what it appears. For example, I am balls deep in an astral realm coming to you live, from the station that plays, only platinum hits.

Anyway, man, shits real up in here. The key is.
Open your mind. If you watch something, technically, you become part of it..
Depending on your skill at ping pong will ultimately decide if you catch the wave, or it dumps.
Remember also, the squatty potty hehe

I suppose


I dislike the idea of quantization of the notion of 'skill' because it both devalues practice and discounts natural 'advantage' and 'disadvantage' on its face.... maybe I'm jaded, but to me the mere mentioning of 'skill' calls to mind images of toil and rote passed off as 'practice' or 'study'.

Well whatever its called when you build neural connections on the fly.

Its not really a skill of hand eye, but more balls..
True story lol

You see it is along way down from the pit of mind blown.

Without resorting to explanations of the misappropriation of human genetics in contemporary times, nor the degree to which this is attempted to be hidden, and, the advantages derived thereof through easement of intraspecial control except via a designated 'head of authority', nor whom or to what extent this advantage favours, nor whether or not the directionality is proper, useful or worthwhile, I must say.... I am offended.

I apologise bro.

you are forgiven

Truly. I have not the foggiest clue what this'll do to me.


....


@ cerebrose: I must say I'm very tempted to get some.... what ya think? As good as it sounds to a chronic weed smoker like me?

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Thank you, I will do my best not to go full retard too many times, in future :)

/salute

as with tylenol's metabolite AM-404 [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] .... but with no upper dosage limit

IIRC it can be rolled and smoked rather efficaciously, also unlike tylenol

I wouldn't mind a tale or two...

Oh, speaking of bad advice (from above):

In the 1950s, Pritikin went through a series of high-dose radiation treatments for a skin condition, pruritus ani, that was stubbornly resisting all the pills and ointments he tried. Over the course of two months, he got blasted with a total of 220 rads (“radiation absorbed doses”) of unfiltered x-rays—the equivalent of getting 3700 chest x-rays or 22 million dental x-rays. Not surprisingly, it wreaked havoc: he soon ended up with a blood condition he’d battle for the rest of his life, later diagnosed as a rare form of leukemia. That all happened before he embarked on a low-fat diet.

Pritikin actually managed to keep his disease in remission for almost three decades, but in late 1984, saw an unfortunate resurgence of symptoms—including leg swelling so severe that he had to stop going on his beloved daily runs. His docs ushered him onto some experimental chemotherapy, telling him it was the only way he could ever resume jogging. Not only did the chemo not help, it also left Pritikin with crippling anemia, kidney failure, diabetes, all-consuming pain, and 30 pounds stripped off his already slender body. In February of 1985, he flew out to New York for a second opinion, was told his case was hopeless and he would certainly die within the next six months, and proceeded to take his own life in a hospital bed in Albany.

Might it be just as addictive as, say, AM 2201 or other CB1 full agonists....

.... chemotherapy is abhorrent


The poor fellow


Call me a troll, but reading something like that makes my blood boil

Knowing all they've sacrificed in the name of keeping up appearances

It is disgusting, frankly

Not the patients. But rather the ones that should know better, the ones that are supposed to be the authority

But alas, no such luck, and instead we are treated with hordes and hordes of individuals whom gravitated there out of a mere profession of desire to help (and doubtlessly the prestige that goes along with it)

lol. it is times like these I miss my friend Kenzie, one of a few people I have met whom is maligned from my stance on many if not most important issues, philosophical or otherwise

Yet we get along very well due largely to our individual senses of pride and, the desire for the other as a validation through contrast of our own internal views.

Sparring partners in all but the physical sense. He's a med student who is primarily authoritative (yet not hindered by it in the way I'd say that most people are) in belief structure; I bugged him to use drugs often, so as to more intricately explore our relationship thereof.... I really pissed him off once, when I stated something along the lines of 'my use of drugs amounts to practice in the enslavement of my body by my mind (the latter a prominent theme in our philosophical discussions)'.

We both know exactly how to push each other's emotional buttons, and that accelerates by quite a lot the rate at which we deduce things from each other while in an argument.


Anyhow. He remains bothersomely unconvinced that weed cures all ills.

Mmmm, the website I was looking at had a chemical called 'Bromantane' which is a stimulant as well as a cholinergic/GABAergic anxiolytic

I was seriously considering getting some, till I read that it apparently increases DNA binding for production of beta-amyloid protein

....the same website also offers as of yet experimental Alzheimers treatments/cures....

Funny, just came across this:

.... I always said to him, "If the element of the Ego was removed, you'd have no chance, intellectually, against me."


.... so then this one time, he, like a champ, gets us some 'pure-ish' 'mdma' (realistically probably diphenidine or plain old DXM), and I proceed to (basically) seduce his (non-blood) sister.

That was too far, tho'. I.... don't regret it, merely as an observation of life's progress. But knowing him as well as I do, I'd in the future refrain from doing it again. I later on explained to him that my parents met via their friend's siblings so to ME it didn't seem at all 'wrong'; and he did seem to understand this.

.... I don't know whether to count it for or against him for aqcuiring a mislabled, unknown-dose drug, really.


He IS a med student.

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:laugh2:

You know, I wouldn't be surprised if cholinergics in general do that.

.....




that is an astute observation

To whom it may concern, the last thing that legitimately blew my Mind was probably this




[link to youtu.be (secure)]


It is legitimate; I've watched recordings of the lead up too

What the fuck was that lol

Speakin'a ego:

That's a screenshot of the first generation of pokemon games that came out; IE upon encountering something called 'MISSINGNO.'

I must have glitched my game a million times over; never, tho', did I ever attempt to escalate the process, as the author of the above video has done.


@Caylus (for whatever reason, glitching a gen 1 game is the only way I can think of, besides actually hacking, to obtain Mew.