Worst nightmare of my life , just awoke , neck is achy.

Crashing plane in a dark sky , with a missing wing
Dead rabbits in dead trees and on the ground
Mother playing friend
turning fiend , blue dead eyes
feeding from back of neck
electric shock current
sucking energy
"thank you for the meals it taunts"

I manage to wake up with a bit of a struggle.

weakness from attacks , maybe on going since childhood
attachment likely from discovery of death as a child
its taken the form of a loved one in ones mind and threatened loss.