is it mind control? people who MUST HAVE white noise to sleep...like fans/tv/radio

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I have always needed noise to sleep . When I was little it was because I got super scared without the white noise. No idea why.

If I might ask...do you have any experiences in your life that might make you different than the rest of your family?
any gaps in your childhood memories?

witness any thing troubling?

I don't mean to pry, but your example is exactly the type that makes me curious...
the
military Vets, I can understand, and one poster knows they suffer from PTSD,

I have a neice that suffered abuse from her Father's Father...she testified, was in a study, etc, at 4 1/2, but by 18 she had no memory of it and told her brother and sister it wasn't real...but they both still have their memories....so the two don't talk to the one becauseit is like they came from different universes...(felony quality evidence gatheredfrom the oldest girl, grandfather was a high level Shriner, this incident is what started the opening of my eyes in 1988...have been awake for a very long time)

Please don't answer if I have crossed a line...

thank you for responding to the thread.

Your's in Christ Jesus.

C Saw

I guess it's so foreign to me because, growing up and even now,I need to hear what is going on around me...

Like when the horses would get out and would need to be put back, or when a baby chick got stuck between the feeder and the wire...or
as an adult,

when the baby was stirring...

or when the dogs bark, who is creeping around outside...

last night we had a bear in the neighborhood...I told my husband it was out there...

then the guy across the stre et called and said one was about...and to be careful...

My ears keep me safe, they tell what is happening in the world while I sleep...

I prefer quiet to sleep.

But most people I know, have a TV in their bedroom and leave it on when they go to sleep.

Thanks

Sorry bout your brother, but great input...

I tend to agree...

funny thing...I wouldn't expect my key strokes tobe monitored on this thread...

maybe mind control in the title caught someones attention?

enjoy the thread, maybe learn something about yourself...

If I may ask, did you grow up in the country or in the city?

I was raised by my great-grandmother. She was 65 when I was 6 weeks old. So when I was at that age of being afraid of the "boogieman" I knew (she being in her mid 70's) was too old to protect me.

I was afraid to fall asleep because I felt too vulnerable. I was kinda like the one "on watch" in my mind.

So actually turning the lights, tv, and fans off in my view was me allowing us to become vulnerable. It was much easier to feel in control by leaving those things on, as if I was still awake, until I fell asleep.

If that made any sense.

I have read some of the other postings you have around GLP, and can say that maybe your were aware more of your surroundings...

I grew up on a ranch that definitely had supernatural activity going on...

bumps in the night, red eyes following, scratching on the window screne,

one night, I came in from outside..onto the porch before entering the kitchen(house was build in early 1900's)and just as I went into the kitchen, ALL THE STORM WINDOWS(4 x 6 feet)fell off the windows....a total of 4 window(3 down the side and one down the back)

That is not physically possible!

no amount of door slamming would cause ALL THEWINDOW'S to fall 0o0ut at the same time...

maybe one or at most, 2...

but thisis what I grew up with...from 7 years old to 14....

I accepted Jesus as my Lord and savior at 10 years old...

An I called on His Name daily...and the shit would stop...

this is my own personal experience...I can't speak for others,

I have crazy hearing and overactive mind, I use it to block noise that keeps me thinking when I should be dreaming.

That makes total sense...having to do with a sense of safety.

Where I work, there are several wards that sleep all night with the light on...

makemy job easier cus I can see whatthey are doing...or not doing...lol

one of these wardswould knock you out in a minute during the day, but is afraid of the dark...wow

Yes you are probably right, I think it amounted to being hyperaware of my surroundings and my hearing is very very good.

I also believe in the supernatural now though that is a big change from what the me of a few years ago would have said.

Maybe some people are just haunted.

how are your dreams?

do you journal?

maybe you should, I do...and read them once a week, the whole collection...

In the suburbs of a city, but it was a fairly quiet neighbourhood.

Currently I live in a small town, near the countryside.

I did live in the country for a few years and found it to be very noisy, with animals and farm machinery like harvesting during the night.

Maybe its the same for people like you mentioned above - prison guards, military. police, etc.

A sense of safety and being "on watch".

maybe some people can't hear or see what is all around them...

it is just unseen, unfelt, unknown...

I have never stopped seeing, hearing, knowing,
I just have a context now to hang it on.

Faith, the Whole Word of God, has opened up many roads...

Where I work, the wards dread when I am on shift because I find what they hide...

I walk into a room and wait and feel....then I go towhere I can feel something and look around...

I find their contraband ALL THE TIME...

I go check when I get certain 'nudges' in the spirit...

I have warned co-workers, case managers, supervisors about certain wards being depressed, angry, making plans,etc...

I know people are beginning to wonder about me...

but I have promised myself and my Creator, that I will live OUTLOUD...I will not hide who I am and who He has created me to be...

Amen

If you don't mind my asking, what do you do?

I agree...

Thanks GLP

I really couldn't get my head around why someone would sleep like that...

would drive me up a wall...

but, thanks you everyone's input, I can honestly say, I will have more compassion for these individuals.

Job well done1

I have to be careful because of confidentiality, but I work with a younger population that has lost their freedom and are in a program to make positive changes...as Night staff, I am there to keep them safe and to give other staff a break... in order to sleep easier, so to speak...lol

I am very serious about my job, I study each place and take my shoes off and literally creepaou rnd...I keep in mind my energy and work very hard to be able to check on my charges without waking them andto move about with out waking my co-workers who, in my humble opinion, are probably sleeping on pins and needles, as only a door and myself are between them and up to 8 wards...

I use teh 'hunches' I get to make sure everyone sees the morning light, including myself.

hope this answers your question.

A VERY plausible theory?


Having had acute sound sensitivity my entire life, I've noticed a resolute pattern in the wellbeing of those whom choose to sleep around noise, & the difference in those whom seek complete silence for the duration of their rest. Literally, I can SEE better with the sound I hear rather than when I even wear glasses for my near sightedness.

Those who sleep without sound/whitenoise have far greater peace of mind.


Spoken from experience:

The path of true enlightenment runs through the chasm of perfect darkness (yes I know where this may come from but its true! Look up NDE experiences).

AND..


In order to hear the trumpeting &/or choruses of the angels, you need to be in the space(s) of supreme silence.


Thought IS food.

I tried this only for it to work temporarily. I found out that the house has to be decently dark and my room cool in order for me to get a good nights sleep. I don't think it's noise that affects sleep as much.

one place i lived, the hawks were so noisy during spring my kids could hardly nap, lol

so much 4 country life

agreed, great personal evidence

i have experiencer NDE myself

and several co-workers as well, maybe what draws us to this line of work, eh

I have been searching for complete silence my whole life.

No he wasn't. He does heat and air. As far as I know he just has always slept with his fan on because he got hot at night, and now he can't sleep without it. Even in the dead of winter when it's freezing, the fan has to be on.

I use this guys videos when I am traveling and don't want to take a big fan with me. Check out his videos. This one is the best one, you can just put it on your phone and saw logs all night:

Use this to scare the hell out of someone

I asked some people about this last night.
From what people said, I found this.

If you grew up in a large household, then the noise of the radio / TV stops you feeling lonely.

If you grew up in a noisy household, then the silence feels creepy because you are not used to it.

If it is very quiet and you hear slight noises then you might start imagining bad things, like a home invasion.

I used to have to go to sleep with the tv on, but in the past year, have not really watched much tv at all, and sleep in 'silence' I guess you could say. But I have to have some kind of light on. Always.