Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness (my mood)

I've been very melancholy the past couple of days. It's the time change, the cold and the darkness. Always gets me down a little. November and December are difficult months. I forget each year just how hard it is to get through the days of November and December. Every year I forget. It's like everything is great, fine, content...until...November rolls around. I start to feel it a little in October because I know what is approaching. But Halloween keeps me happen. Then Halloween is over and it's just...November and December left. Then I will get totally recharged when the New Year hits. Life will be so great again. I would like to just hibernate for the next 2 months. Go into a deep sleep until New Year's Eve. Yes, that would be nice.

And don't tell me to go workout or eat better or get off the computer. I do all those things. No, this has nothing to do with anything other than...it's November and December.