my entire life is a lie.. none of these babyl demons I have been imprisoned in the hands of are real family of mine..

I know for a fact im 1 year younger than they told me I am.. I can remember as far back as being 4 years old and not having another sibling at the time but the satans implanting a twin sister later on in time.. her actually being the anti christ and my worstest of enemies actually.. many inconsistancies.. as in a can barely remember 1 or 2 memories my entire childhood life.. at the very end of my childhood toward my tenth birthday actually 11th according to what they told me my whole life I went on a overseas family holiday during our winter and summer up there.. it was a great summer.. I remember that mostly.. my adolescense I barely remember only bits and pieces.. my early teen years I remember for a few years.. my later teen years are mostly wiped.. then since the age of 20 iv been making my way through endless hell I was in hell a couple years then already now after all these years im slowly waking up to all the lies iv been forced fed all my life even though I was awake and christed at around age of 20 already.. man what a mess of a life these cunts created upon me..