I had this vision in 2007.

God was really working with me back then. I was under severe spiritual attack at this time too.

There was a dream. I was in the white place and they had given me a book. It was about our family. It foretold a bad thing happening. It was something about my oldest son and it was very bad. I remember just saying, No, this can't be.

Then, there were these little boys playing soccer. They were making a lot of noise and I was upset so the noise bothered me. One little boy came and sat down not far from me. I looked up and asked him if there was something I could do for him.

It was The Lord. You can tell by the eyes. There are only 3 people who have eyes like that. The Lord. He was looking at me sadly. I got afraid and I asked Him, Why Sad, Lord? He looked at me incredulously. In that moment, I forgot what was written in the book about my family. I can't remember what bad things I read. I just know that it had to do with my children and specifically about my oldest son.

Now, we face a serious ruining because I was taking SSI for my oldest son while we were running that business. We made 28,000. in 2012 and 2013 we made 30,000. This is on paper. But they are showing that we had 30,000 dollars of additional assets in the business according to the IRS. I can't see there being 30,000 additional in assets because the business was failing every year. We took a 22,000. loss in 2013. The business only made 60,000.00 total for that year. We may lose everything for years. I don't know what is going to happen. I just hope that they don't decide to prosecute me. I don't want to go to jail.

I am scared. I am sure this is what God was warning me about. I don't know why it had to go ahead and happen. Maybe it was inevitable. Maybe it couldn't have been prevented. Maybe there wasn't anything that He could do to stop it.

I know that He has been angry with me a lot over the last 2 years, but I didn't know why. I swear, I didn't know that that was happening. My son turned 18 and I thought that our income didn't have anything to do with his income. I called them 3 times and they told me so each time. Now, this has happened and I can't get a moments peace from it.

We are ruined, but my husband had that money to pay the mortgage every month. Do you know what he would have done to me if I had discovered the error in 2013 while he was still running that business and hadn't given up on it yet. We would have lost the house back then. We deserve it.

It is so hard being stupid.