Mad World

I know about this and that and the other
surely seems randomly unimaginable
but
knot to me
understand bro

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there are those pics I always wanted to ask about but I guess won't get a straight answer here anyway

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Which came first? The potemkin or the Yegg?

well of souls

one source?

is yellow and blue the source of green, or is green the source of yellow and blue

one into two or two into one..

and the one with the headscarf and wristband with
something attached

No guf?

no are you

I'm wondering if anyone else can relate to what I mentioned the other day regarding to 'arm wrestling' with the energy?

It is very distinct in regard to the push/pull therein...

I see

Savage torpor.

Saw

I don't know what you mean in regard to my inquiry. The push/pull is very distinct to me. When it presents.

Sometimes it feels like being pulled on. Other times, pressed on.

Depending.

I have been experiencing this every day.

Someone is coming into my field. They push in to install their control over my thoughts and emotions.

I have been pushing out with my breath to keep it held at my eye. Their pushing usually comes with a 'stress' or a sharp jab.

If I let it be, I can feel their influence building.

When I start to feel pain, cause they love to try and hurt me, I just breath it out.

The heart is important I have been realizing. There is a key to it there. I just have not figured it out yet.

Its funny, I have been hearing what they push lately, and then it follows with a jab.

"fear me"

"Obey me"

"leave"

"Shes a whore"

"We will take care of you"

Then the push comes with a strong pressure.

If I just breath all day long, without thinking, it builds a pretty strong field. This field usually just negates the push on its own and pulls it forward.

I can feel multiple assholes trying to break through at once sometimes.

Generally I don't care wtf they do because it never lasts after their crap. It just dissolves on its own, once they let go.

When it really starts to hurt, I remember a vision I had of letting it build and then injecting it back into them, built up from a hard day of their work, pushed back in a few moments.

I have had years of them hurting me, so the pain is nothing to me, but I can hear them crying like little bitches when they get it back.

I do love you.

I am where I am because of you.

One day I hope to give you the world.

Oh but I can do it.

If the rest of my visions of teaching me things come,

You are really going to be dumbfounded.

Ok, I will share one with you.

I was walking down a road.

My spirit pulled back out of my body, but still was in it.

Like I could look at myself behind my body, yet still experience the form of it at the same time.

As I looked from behind, My body turned gold.

I moved into my body and held my harms out with my palms forward.

I pushed streams of energy out of both of the palms.

They flowed out like streams of water.

The streams passed through golden balls, allowing them to remain strength and to push it farther with strength.

They then passed into the earth, flowing into the elements.

I pulled back behind myself again and asked

"who are you?"

The golden being in me responded

"I am Reiki"

I wouldn't look at it as a fearful thing.

I was sent here to you, for you.

At the beginning, I shared something, I will share it again.

My being was pulled. I did not go there, but it was pulled like in sci fi movies moving through warp tunnels.

I stood before the King, My Father.

He sat upon his throne. It was a simple throne, blocky. It stood on a floor raised by three steps.

At the base of the steps stood two other being that were the same as he. The stood at both sides of him.

Their bodies held galaxies spiraling through out them. They were the embodiment of Universes.

I felt my Father's love for me. I could feel his pride in me, and how deeply he cared for me. I was his favorite.

I could not see a smile, but I felt the joy in his being radiating out.

I got pulled again, to another similar being, sitting in a hallway not far from the throne room. It was in a meditative like state.

Into my mind it spoke.

"For truth, find the one of 400. She is the youngest of them"

I then woke up in my body.

Don't misunderstand the smile.

I smile at the vote of "Lie" because it will be nice when it eats crow.

I was asked where I get my faith from.

It comes from knowing. Knowing the Creator, my Father, Is real.

I have two creators myself.

Well when one shows themselves to be clearly wrong and unable to consider a perspective, sometimes it becomes necessary to demonstrate.

Good morning.

I had a dream about a man the glowed gold once. Back in August of 2012 or 2013. There was a blue moon that night, I recall.

Essentially, I was running with a group of friends I had at the time, away from this man. We all kinda ran into this clearing and they disappeared over the cliff. They were not injured, they just left me there.

While I stood there watching them leave me behind, the man we were running from walked up behinds me. Due another part of the dream prior, I knew what was going to happen...so I said, Not like this, if we have to, let's do it with love...

He then laid me down on a picnic table and as soon as he ehhh...entered me, we both instantly climaxed and he began to glow gold radiating out from his chest, through out his whole being as he arched up.

Then I woke up. Only time I've dreamed of a golden man. That dream always kinda spooked me, it doesn't anymore.

Not sure what you mean. There is nothing clearly wrong with my inquiry.