Am I an Mkultra victim?

There are so many evidences that are pointing to it being true, but I'm unsure if I am or not.

My grandfather on my mother's side was part of the psychology unit in the military. And my grandmother was a witch. Well, if you believe in witches, anyway. She did. She believed completely in the occult and dark magic. I'm not sure if I believe it, but regardless, that's what she believed she was, so that's what I'll call her.

They were abusive to my mother and her brother. Sexually, physically, emotionally,...everything, they were terrible. They would do things to them that is too terrible to type down.

When my mother married my father, whom they tried to murder plenty of times by the way, my parents broke off contact with my grandparents. As much as possible anyway. We still came over every once in a while until we grew a little older.

My mother seems to have some kind of DID issues. She abuses my older brother and I - but not sexually - and completely forgets it ever happened. The abuse is torturous. Again, they're physically, emotionally, psychologically - but not sexually, torturous.

I have known how to dissociate since I was very young. And strange things always happen to me.

I'm always being watched. It feels like that at least. And I always catch people spying on me. People, vans, - some random person who somehow knows everything about me. I catch them all the time. Certain people even know from the beginning of my dissociation, and they use triggers on me to make it happen.

In the future, I feel I'll be very successful. Everything is happening to ensure I have a very successful future.

I keep having gruesome images pop into my head. Sometimes I'm thinking something, and I have the exact feeling of a defibrillator electrocuting my chest, and I feel I've just awoken from the dead and can no longer remember what I was thinking about. I have been sexually abused once, but it was by someone I don't know.

There have been times in my past where I've been taken to strange rooms where I was forced to watch gruesome scenes on television during some forms of abuse.

Before I was born, the doctors wanted me taken away for Mkultra reasons. But my parents refused. So I couldn't be a Mkultra victim, right? But then again so many strange things happen. So many odd things. What I wrote was barely even the tip of the iceberg.

How likely is it that I am?