Morning comes Early..

When you cant sleep at night.Heart all feeling funny and mind all full of fright.Knowns and unknowns, IM not meant for this.I think someones watching, when I take a piss.Have a good reason too, hopefully not anymore, but one gets used to certain ones, being at the door.MANY YEARS to create that fear, not unlike ptsd,I hope the ones who know me now, will see the friendly me.And for the trouble that has gone, forever grateful..I WILL BE.If reading this you do not get it, I will understand, but if you know, you REALLY know, thanks, you ARE THE MAN.