I feel almost dead mentally and emotionally

Yes. It is depression. It could be something easy to fix. Ask for help. There are many ways. Ask a friend. A relative. Go to a church.

Find a counselor.

Take care of yourself

Eat good foods

Get some sleep.

No drugs

Get some help.

We care.

No one cares, man I wish I was that comfortable, must be nice being you.

Thanks, all those things do nothing for my symptoms I think I have a chemical imbalance.

It's not as simple as depression. I mean sure your state of mind is lowered but it's really just a realization and acceptance on how fucked everything is. You're not alone in your thinking OP and you're right ... no one cares outside of their own self interests. They care as long as it benefits them but outside of that they are very selfish. Hope you feel better.

I understand how you feel OP, have felt that way myself many times for many years. Then one day I don't and it's a good day and the mist of that good feeling lasts for a little while to get you through. Life is like that.

Be of good cheer

Read the Bible, Get some excerice

get better.

then eat some magick shrooms

Serve others

or dwell on yourself.

Drink lots of pure water...

Try the drugs. If it doesn't work... at least you can say its not depression? You can do st johns wort. it's pretty potent.

are u constipated .. taking a shit always helps wake me up

Remember to always seek. Then, seek some more. You are being forged.

I made peace with the bullshit. But everyone else has too and they seem fine living life and being able to function I try to avoid people as much as I can because I have no energy and I feel I'll just bring them down. I didn't used to be like this, and I don't remember how it feels what it was like before, now I need alcohol just to make me numb.

Yup, I hear ya, OP! Throw in some lonliness and a good dose of anger and that's how I feel most days. I hate exercise and I'm not religious, so that's out. I've tried counseling and AD's for a while, but that just masks it for a while, and the counseling did jack shit. So, I don't have any answers to help...still trying to figure it out myself. I just try to get through one day at a time.

Maybe a walk in nature with your inner child?

A good cry?

Hugs and more hugs OP ;)

Tried that before it just made me feel even worse.

IMO it helps to read about how the brain functions and stuff like neural pruning. Seemed to help me figure out why i was sad.

Whatever you do or think, you're not alone and many care about you.

Much love OP.

Go for professional help. Honestly, I was close to suicide once, and turned to medical help. Regardless of what all the anti-pharma people say, I've had a successful prescription for awhile now. I'm doing well, and the suicidal thoughts have not returned.

You sound like me to be honest with you. It's a very subjective situation and no one can really tell you what will help. You just have to try different things and just trial and error it. I'm also bi-polar as well as having a personality disorder so I understand. Just because others can't see the sickness doesn't mean it isn't there. You need to find someone you can talk to on a very personal level.

Helping others without expecting anything from it will help you find yourself. You've hit a low, set your heart and mind on standing back up , realizing you're an awesome soul, its in there. This world is working on overdrive to suppress, discourage , and promote hate. Fight it as hard as you can, if you have nothing left to lose, honestly give it all you've got.

Dreams are useless,plans are dust, goals are impossible.......unless they are followed by ACTION containing INTEGRITY!
Peace brother!

What are you depressed about? The world? It's all fake. Right yourself a new script, say to yourself 40 times…"Tomorrow I will feel Better, things will get better, i will see with new eyes". Keep doing this every chance you get. It works.

You are what you think.

Think it today.

Become it tomorrow.

Nothing can hurt you or help you as much as the thoughts you carry in your head.

Get a complete physical, make sure Doc checks thyroid. Find a good psychiatrist, one who works with your GP and works to get their patients off meds.

Best of luck to you OP!

Take a bath and listen to some music
Nd believe in jesus and ask for help
Dont condemn yourself

Believe in jesus the son of God come the flesh
And listen to some praise music on headphones.
And just ket GOD speak to you
READ HOS WORD THE NEW TESTAMENT

NOT ALL AT ONCE
JUST IN GENERAL

For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are--yet he did not sin
[link to biblehub.com]

Yep. Gotta get help buddy

I have less and less thoughts if any, and less and less emotions.