My feelings on the subject of living on this planet...

I hear ya OP. This place is a complete illusion matrix duality system. Reincarnation is the truth and there are other realities to incarnate into and experience. This reality is really starting to resemble a prison planet and I would dearly love to lay down my physical avatar and go someplace else. However prematurely trying to escape this world only results in having to come back and do it all again. I know it's a definite drag.

Know this, my journey through hell and back was having to spend all of these years down here on earth with you freaks known as humans. I am disgusted by the fact that my energy vehicle had to be imprisoned in this human shape for such a long time. But tonight is finally the night that I get to go back to my home again, far away from any of you pescy humanoids. Clearly souls of the human race has nothing of value to offer the rest of the galaxy, or beyond it, and therefore you shall all continue to be kept down here on a short leash until your species will develop into a more suitable candidate. But from the looks of it, that transformation might take a very long time indeed. Over and out.

If you knew for sure that there was no afterlife, that when you died, you were dead, would you want to live longer? Do religious beliefs keep us plugged into the slave system?

There is as much or more to gain and behold in the process of "overcoming" challenges and barriers as there is in "achieving".
You've overcome a lot and should be proud of that, You have to pat yourself on the back and express love to the one who's looking at himself in the mirror. It sounds like going through the motions but it is a powerful habit.

A controlling group that came here long, long ago - and their Elite minions - created a layered system of control and manipulation. Abuse, pain, disease, relationships,,,there is nothing that escapes the system that seeks to fracture our collective human consciousness and feed on the negative energy by harnessing etheric energy (emotions, negative and positive energy) from humanity.

There's been a battle taking place for a long time and change is upon us. Have to see how it plays out, The leaders of today's world are as mind-controlled and entrained in the system now as they were when Jesus called out the phenomenon before a small crowd, saying cleverly that the Pharisees 'know not what they do".

No savior is coming, no cavalry is going to ride into town to bail us out of the situation we find ourselves in right now. After much time spent trying to understand "what is", the fact that there is an expectation of a savior at all is a symptom, to me, of the greater problem of constantly looking externally for satisfaction, joy and answers to life's questions, Christ said we are 'all gods' and that the kingdom was within us. It appears that everything else is a fabricated 'story' to fit with the controllers goals. Humans colonized Mars long ago before the wars. We are creators with hidden abilities to manifest our reality.
Best..

Hang on, and in there, things are soon to change.

For real, this is not a drill.

It wont be much longer, and I cannot say any more than this.

Peace...

Its like I could have wrote this...well done.

Exactly how i feel.

im with you, i recommend not taking your own life no matter what because since energy cant be created or destroyed and can only be converted my feelings on the matter are every time somehing "dies" then your energy will probably manifest itself in plants/animals/bugs. my thinking is that everything has some sort of conciousness/awarness and you will probably be constantly tortured and killed by nature or humans or both. the best way to avoid this, i think, is to eat healthy, train your mind, body, and spirit, brain wash your self to be happy with your self and others, learn to meditate and always promote freedom, liberty and no taxes for all. i think these key goals will train your energy so that in death you can perhaps control your conscious energy. just my thinking though

You're no better than a plant OP. Once your scalloped by a knife, your dead for infinity. A broccoli head chopped. Enjoy your deep and dark sleep. It's forever. How is that for spirituality? LOL

Thank you so much for allowing me the opportunity to fulfill my deep desire to be a freudian analyst in another life: you are exactly as intellectually challenged as a head of broccoli, and:have no greater emotional aspirations than murder to achieve? Welcome to the the PTB, my friend! Deep and Dark sleep is where YOU are, and: will REMAIN, my friend...

Oh, and , that was what's commonly called a troll...there are even some who say they don't exist, but, there you have it...

Agreed, Ive always wondered if you made your own reality of death. Like if you believed in reincarnation, you would be reincarnated, if you wanted to sleep and be resurrected later with family members who agreed to wait on the other side than thats what you got, But if you wished and believed in eternal death than you got this one shot at life only

Ive had soulless acting people who said "when you die you die and thats it" and they were just as blank, cold and passionless in real life, lol

I would love for that to happen to me. I'm just sick of this shit. Don't want to come back here or go to any other "levels" either. I'm done. Tired and fucking sick of all of it. I'm thankful for who and what I have in my personal life. As for things this world has put out that's any damn good, I love music, perfume and cats.

Same here.

Scizotypal PD. Although I just believe I am spiritually troubled and targeted.

Something is currently happening though, so many Christians on this site are going through the same thing on this site right now I suspect.

Take care.

If nothing else, it's going to be interesting. I will do whatever He asks of me.

it sometimes pisses me off i cant be bad.