I don't believe in god anymore

You obviously haven't had it as bad as some people. Do you realize some here were beaten from birth to adulthood by abusive parents? Tormented in school by bullies and then once they got into adulthood the shit still kept coming? A person cannot take shit 24/7 365 for 60 some years and think God is anything but getting off on watching suffering.

God doesn't give you what you want, 'he' gives you what you need.

P.S. Every loss is a gain in disguise.

You mean the evil losers pretending to be gods, you mean the ones who create and enjoy your suffering. You mean the ones who prey on you when you pray to them. They love to create strife in your life so that you pray and worship them and then they may throw you a bone and then they start the process all over again.

They are false gods using your own power to own you. However now is the time when we take our existence back and they know it. You can see their growing desperation in the world everyday now. They are losing their power over us, just as it is written in the scrolls of light. Soon they will be nothing to us.

aww, boohoo

I just stopped believing in santa claus last year, he never listens to my requests.

Dude. Not funny. When I found out Santa WASN'T real I drove my car around town for hours. :(

Doesn't everyone think of God as his or her "personal genie?" The answer is yes! I "was" guilty as anyone else, but it wasn't until I turned my back on organized religion's view of God and walk away. I had to find a new meaning, and after a few years, I found it. I don't ask God for nothing, because I realize who God is, and because of that, I know he can't do anything. NOTHING!

Would you come to me for a loan, if you knew I was broke? No!

God isn't who you've been taught he/she is. God is spirit and spirit has nothing to do with the physical. All the stories in the bible are about spiritual things. We are taught they relate to the physical. They don't!

This is why nothing goes our way. "Godly" people experience the same experiences in life as the "ungodly." Good/bad things happen to "sinners" too. God has nothing to do with any of it.

In the physical life, we all experience persecution and suffering. Some more than others, but God has nothing to do with it. It's life. It's just the way things happen.

Today, I might find $10. Tomorrow, $20. However, there is no guarantee. Maybe you'll find $50! And, if you find $50, and I find nothing, does that mean I have bad luck and you don't? No! It means, you found $50 bucks! That's all it means. In fact, sometime down the road, I may find $100! Life is chance. Good/bad things happen, and God has NOTHING to do with it!

If you want to "improve" your life, you have to learn to let go of it. Lose your identity. Give up on the ego. Learn to seek God spiritually. Try meditation.

Recent news about meditation says scientist have discovered it health benefits to the brain. They say, people who meditate generally has a brain that's 7-years younger than those who don't. There are so many benefits to meditation, so look into it, and more importantly, do it.

God is within you. Jesus is within you. Heaven is within you. What more do you need? Seek God, who is within you spiritually and not physically!

The fuckers that trapped us here feed off pain and misery. It's the only thing that makes sense. The longer this goes on, no, there's nothing/nobody good out there. We're on our own. Just try your damndest to find the exit to this fucked up place is the best thing you can do.

No, I'm not talking killing yourself when I say that. Just saying reject coming back here, that's all.

Funny to me the bad doesn't happen to the evil piles of shit in this world. But if you're a good person, decent person, it's like it's open season.

It's fucking ridiculous. I still compare this existence to taking a newborn baby and throwing the baby into the pool. You'll either sink or swim.

Or throw that same baby to a pack of wolves. "Kid, you better learn to fight, learn how to hide, make friends with these wolves or you're going to be their lunch today."

Who the fuck does that? It breaks my heart to see the shit going on. Let me see if I can find a piece that I wrote on another thread:

I'm not at all religious but I disagree. I'm using terms of good versus evil. The evil's kicking our asses day after day. The evil gets stronger. There's no way good will win. The good are still too busy playing by the rules while the evil stomps all over the rules and gets away with it. The "good" lost the second they came into this existence imo.

I said this on another thread:

I'm gonna drag some of what I did say in another thread over here and it connects to what I was talking about for viruses in the machine:

And here's some other thoughts of mine. I see a population that's always willing to play divide and conquer games. I'm outside of that. I don't give a fuck what labels a person puts on themselves. I don't care. The only label I care about is good and evil. I see an existence where the evil whips the good day after day. The evil gets stronger. The good lost the fight within the first few seconds of being trapped in this existence with evil. Why were we put together? And how much of the evil is corrupting the good? How many people out there in this world do shit they HATE doing, hate themselves for doing but they have to because they need the money to care for their family? Don't you think it's like a computer virus that's corrupting everything in its pathway? So another survey:

Are you a file that can no longer be opened because of the virus?
Are you another virus that's popped up on the computer?

I'm gonna leave out the healthy files because I don't see how there could be anything healthy on a computer that's got virus after virus, malware after malware and all sorts of other shit on there.

Don't you think the programmers deserve all the wrath and anger? This was a comparison I made on other sites. Picture a computer programmer coming out with a program, turns out the program is buggy and sucks. A good programmer would either take that program down 100% or fix the damn thing. At least a person has the option of downloading a program onto their computer. What were TRULY OUR options in terms of this existence? Or are we basically like your solitaire game on your computer? It's beyond silly to think of a programmer going up to a computer solitaire game and asking a GAME "Do you want to be installed on this computer? Do you want to be installed on that computer?" No. The game's just installed and probably installed on any computer out there. My guess is we were treated like that solitaire game. "Install on machine." Some of us just have the know how of being able to look around, pay attention to what's going on and realize there's viruses corrupting and destroying everything and everybody good in the machine. Back to the programmer: How would you feel towards this asshole if the programmer strung people along? "lol, I know I told everybody I'd work on the program this week but I haven't gotten around to it. I'll get to it next week." The asshole keeps stringing you along. And what would happen if the programmer said nothing? Here's hoping the people downloading the program look at reviews and see all the 1 star bitching before downloading.

It's late and I hope even some of this makes sense.

So true. I'm able to look outside of myself. When I bitch, I'm not just doing it for myself. I'm doing it for every being that feels trapped and cornered in this damn place. I see the pain and misery from others, just like I do myself.

What if we are just their toy soldiers and they are playing with us and enjoying it and that is our only purpose? How fucked up would that be to be created just to be tormented and then cease to exist or something even worse.

I say this every fucking day it is so true.

I feel ya, like where the f is he if he IS good? I ain't buying that free will bullshit as I have free willed myself to being as good as I can been for all I been abused and been though and I still get fucked in the ass. I can't catch a break unless its a bone.

I don't pray anymore. I was raised praying.
I'm tired. I prayed for peace and got none.
I didn't ask to be given money, only opportunities to help myself and it's still the same old thing.

I am grateful for what I have and we're fine really but there are some issues I would like to resolve, but I thought I couldn't do it alone.

I asked for help. Send me a guide, show me the path, open a door. Nothing. This went on for a couple of years.
Sure, it's supposedly all in His time, but I'm tired and tired of waiting and not so young anymore.

And I felt like I always had to add "with harm to no one" because I've heard of prayers being answered at a price and I won't play that.

I've witnessed 3 situations where someone completely surrendered and dedicated their lives and then the suffering was terrible. From sickness to near divorce.
They left it, went back to their old ways and everything was fine again.

What or who are we praying to? Whatever it is, it seems to like a game well enough at our expense.
Tests, people like to say. I've had enough of those so, no thanks.

So, I AM standing on my own and feeling better the last few days.

I feel ya, like where the f is he if he IS good? I ain't buying that free will bullshit as I have free willed myself to being as good as I can been for all I been abused and been though and I still get fucked in the ass. I can't catch a break unless its a bone.

I also don't believe in free will. You have shallow choices at best: You gonna wear this shirt or that shirt, watch this or watch that, eat this or eat that, etc.

I always wonder why god never helps children. They get raped, murdered, get cancer and other diseases and die. and nothing from god. That says a lot.

What is the fucking purpose for this fuckhole? Suffering? I mean really. "Oh it is so you can be tested and your soul can mature". I mean really? I don't think if I was a spirit that was going to live forever in a HEAVEN I would even need this boot camp in hell shit right?

I always wonder why god never helps children. They get raped, murdered, get cancer and other diseases and die. and nothing from god. That says a lot.

I don't pray anymore. I was raised praying.
I'm tired. I prayed for peace and got none.
I didn't ask to be given money, only opportunities to help myself and it's still the same old thing.

I am grateful for what I have and we're fine really but there are some issues I would like to resolve, but I thought I couldn't do it alone.

I asked for help. Send me a guide, show me the path, open a door. Nothing. This went on for a couple of years.
Sure, it's supposedly all in His time, but I'm tired and tired of waiting and not so young anymore.

And I felt like I always had to add "with harm to no one" because I've heard of prayers being answered at a price and I won't play that.

I've witnessed 3 situations where someone completely surrendered and dedicated their lives and then the suffering was terrible. From sickness to near divorce.
They left it, went back to their old ways and everything was fine again.

What or who are we praying to? Whatever it is, it seems to like a game well enough at our expense.
Tests, people like to say. I've had enough of those so, no thanks.

So, I AM standing on my own and feeling better the last few days.

Because the poster before you doesn't believe he is responsible for abusing children...

Excuse me? What the hell does that mean since you quoted my post as well? The only one I've ever abused in my life was myself. And I had a lot of help doing that. I don't even have kids and I'm a SHE instead of a he.