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Anonymous Coward User ID: 22544276 United States 05/07/2016 10:51 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This thread is dedicated to all of those who have either lost their beloved mothers, had terrible mothers, spent a lifetime recovering, or had no mothers at all... Quoting: Salt i was in the card store day before yesterday and was picking out cards for people that i love very much and for a holiday event that my family is having tomorrow and i found myself tearing up in the doggone grocery aisle while i was reading the sentiments on these cards. i lost my mother four years ago, and buying cards for people OTHER than my mother was difficult in the extreme. what takes the difficulty level even higher is that my mother was a horrible mother. she had so many of her own issues that being a mother was probably the worst endeavor she could probably take. yeah, i'm one of those people that had a terrible experience as the daughter of a mentally ill, malignant narcissist, horrible mother. this thread is for anyone who is struggling with mother's day. Feel free to process thru or vent your own mother's day struggles here. i give you room and license to do so right here, right now. btw, in spite of my mother's problems and the 8 million miles of wreckage she left in her path, i still loved her very very much and still struggle with the loss of her presence. it's a weird situation for such as these. its bitter sweet.... God bless our moms. Even the messed up ones. Amen. Consider reading The Borderline Mother (Larson) and going onto outofthefog.website for validation and healing. |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 70731748 United States 05/07/2016 10:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | listen to me you guys... those who have a voice to the struggle, make it known not every one has candy-coated shit in this world you need a space to voice your true struggle mother's day really sux for a lot of us and without God's strength, i don't think i'd get thru it |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 72172750 Australia 05/07/2016 10:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | And every mothers day some hell breathing christian out there tells me she is being tortured in hell and will be forever. And yet she helped so many people and saved so many other lives while she lived. Its the christians who drove her to despair and suicide. |
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UpNorthAlaska User ID: 52389925 United States 05/07/2016 10:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This thread is dedicated to all of those who have either lost their beloved mothers, had terrible mothers, spent a lifetime recovering, or had no mothers at all... Quoting: Salt i was in the card store day before yesterday and was picking out cards for people that i love very much and for a holiday event that my family is having tomorrow and i found myself tearing up in the doggone grocery aisle while i was reading the sentiments on these cards. i lost my mother four years ago, and buying cards for people OTHER than my mother was difficult in the extreme. what takes the difficulty level even higher is that my mother was a horrible mother. she had so many of her own issues that being a mother was probably the worst endeavor she could probably take. yeah, i'm one of those people that had a terrible experience as the daughter of a mentally ill, malignant narcissist, horrible mother. this thread is for anyone who is struggling with mother's day. Feel free to process thru or vent your own mother's day struggles here. i give you room and license to do so right here, right now. btw, in spite of my mother's problems and the 8 million miles of wreckage she left in her path, i still loved her very very much and still struggle with the loss of her presence. it's a weird situation for such as these. its bitter sweet.... God bless our moms. Even the messed up ones. -The Armor of God- "Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against rulers, against authorities, against the power of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms..." Ephesians 6:10-12 "I will not cause pain without allowing something new to be born saith The Lord..." Isaiah 66:9 "Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers a multitude of sins..." 1 Peter 4:8 ...Love conquereth all....... <3 |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 70731748 United States 05/07/2016 10:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | And every mothers day some hell breathing christian out there tells me she is being tortured in hell and will be forever. And yet she helped so many people and saved so many other lives while she lived. Its the christians who drove her to despair and suicide. not me. i think there is an extra special grace upon the mentally ill ones.... i fully expect to find my mother in heaven when i arrive i might wanna slap her when i get there, but that's beside the point. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 72172750 Australia 05/07/2016 11:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I miss my mother. I spend mothers day alone. I spend every day alone for that matter. there are no friends....friends always stab you in the end. And family always dies or moves so far away they might as well be dead. I pray for death. Fuck this world. Love in what we hope for...but always flees from our grasp. In death can be found the only path to happiness. For the dead feel no pain. |
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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 70731748 United States 05/07/2016 11:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I miss my mother. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 72172750 I spend mothers day alone. I spend every day alone for that matter. there are no friends....friends always stab you in the end. And family always dies or moves so far away they might as well be dead. I pray for death. Fuck this world. Love in what we hope for...but always flees from our grasp. In death can be found the only path to happiness. For the dead feel no pain. now listen, let's not spiral down into the pit there's always someone with a worse struggle than our own and God exhorts us to seek them out and offer these the strength that He has built up in us to share with those less fortunate. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 72172750 Australia 05/07/2016 11:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I miss my mother. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 72172750 I spend mothers day alone. I spend every day alone for that matter. there are no friends....friends always stab you in the end. And family always dies or moves so far away they might as well be dead. I pray for death. Fuck this world. Love in what we hope for...but always flees from our grasp. In death can be found the only path to happiness. For the dead feel no pain. now listen, let's not spiral down into the pit there's always someone with a worse struggle than our own and God exhorts us to seek them out and offer these the strength that He has built up in us to share with those less fortunate. I know. It just seemed like a good day for a spiral. Ill get over it. I always do. But it always hits me on these days...how utterly alone i am now. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69914376 Canada 05/07/2016 11:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes Mother's Day is a sad day for me too. I lost my only child to sealed record adoption forty years ago and my mother to a heart attack thirty-seven years ago. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 69914376 you are very welcome here. Thank you Salt. There are some things you never get over. For years I went to a favorite hot spring on Mother's Day. Not just because it is a place that always made me feel peace and comfort but I think for that flashback feeling of floating in the womb. This year it's just not affordable for me. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 72158843 United States 05/07/2016 11:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My mom was "difficult" too, as was my father...but I am here and am grateful. Miss them both with all their " InPuRfeCkTioNes". The History of Mothers Day, Surprisingly Dark [link to news.nationalgeographic.com] But the holiday has more somber roots: It was founded for mourning women to remember fallen soldiers and work for peace. And when the holiday went commercial, its greatest champion, Anna Jarvis, gave everything to fight it, dying penniless and broken in a sanitarium. It all started in the 1850s, when West Virginia women's organizer Ann Reeves Jarvis—Anna's mother—held Mother's Day work clubs to improve sanitary conditions and try to lower infant mortality by fighting disease and curbing milk contamination, according to historian Katharine Antolini of West Virginia Wesleyan College. The groups also tended wounded soldiers from both sides during the U.S. Civil War from 1861 to 1865. In the postwar years Jarvis and other women organized Mother's Friendship Day picnics and other events as pacifist strategies to unite former foes. Julia Ward Howe, for one—best known as the composer of "The Battle Hymn of the Republic"—issued a widely read "Mother's Day Proclamation" in 1870, calling for women to take an active political role in promoting peace. Around the same time, Jarvis had initiated a Mother's Friendship Day for Union and Confederate loyalists across her state. But it was her daughter Anna who was most responsible for what we call Mother's Day—and who would spend most of her later life fighting what it had become. |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 70731748 United States 05/07/2016 11:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I miss my mother. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 72172750 I spend mothers day alone. I spend every day alone for that matter. there are no friends....friends always stab you in the end. And family always dies or moves so far away they might as well be dead. I pray for death. Fuck this world. Love in what we hope for...but always flees from our grasp. In death can be found the only path to happiness. For the dead feel no pain. now listen, let's not spiral down into the pit there's always someone with a worse struggle than our own and God exhorts us to seek them out and offer these the strength that He has built up in us to share with those less fortunate. I know. It just seemed like a good day for a spiral. Ill get over it. I always do. But it always hits me on these days...how utterly alone i am now. sweet beloved... you are far from alone. go to your window, and find the moon (or the sunrise) and look upon it, then realize that there are many many others looking upon it simultaneously with you in this moment. you are never alone... |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69914376 Canada 05/07/2016 11:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I miss my mother. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 72172750 I spend mothers day alone. I spend every day alone for that matter. there are no friends....friends always stab you in the end. And family always dies or moves so far away they might as well be dead. I pray for death. Fuck this world. Love in what we hope for...but always flees from our grasp. In death can be found the only path to happiness. For the dead feel no pain. now listen, let's not spiral down into the pit there's always someone with a worse struggle than our own and God exhorts us to seek them out and offer these the strength that He has built up in us to share with those less fortunate. I know. It just seemed like a good day for a spiral. Ill get over it. I always do. But it always hits me on these days...how utterly alone i am now. Yes this is something I feel too. Especially your comment about friends stabbing you in the back. |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 70731748 United States 05/07/2016 11:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | holidays such as these do not for one second recognize that they really stab pains and rememberances of trauma for many. but, we have a voice. and we are allowed to NOT be happy about these holidays. they aren't necessarily holy days anyway for some of us, they are way more bitter than sweet. and maybe that's an invitation for growth and therefore a disguised gift. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 72172750 Australia 05/07/2016 11:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I miss my mother. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 72172750 I spend mothers day alone. I spend every day alone for that matter. there are no friends....friends always stab you in the end. And family always dies or moves so far away they might as well be dead. I pray for death. Fuck this world. Love in what we hope for...but always flees from our grasp. In death can be found the only path to happiness. For the dead feel no pain. now listen, let's not spiral down into the pit there's always someone with a worse struggle than our own and God exhorts us to seek them out and offer these the strength that He has built up in us to share with those less fortunate. I know. It just seemed like a good day for a spiral. Ill get over it. I always do. But it always hits me on these days...how utterly alone i am now. sweet beloved... you are far from alone. go to your window, and find the moon (or the sunrise) and look upon it, then realize that there are many many others looking upon it simultaneously with you in this moment. you are never alone... Well..yeah...i look at the moon a lot when its out. I am not alone in BEING alone. But...i wish i had a friend. But i cannot trust any more. Every time iver ever opened my heart to someone...it always gets stabbed. I get used..played with..or ignored. So i stare at the sky..the stars are my only friends. They are always there..never changing..and my future home once this dismal life with all its never ending isolation is done...the universe and its maker will be my friend. |