I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. | |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 948320 United States 08/23/2016 03:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. ... Quoting: tandym A 'true and ardent' Catholic *bellieves* the bread and wine turns into the body and blood of Christ and that is the harm, imho. It *is* a metaphor for cannibalism which is definitely a technique to lower one's vibration. Just as a cross with a crucified Christ is a metaphor for the death of the *spirit* of Christ. This is how those who follow Marduk's sublimation and impersonation give tribute. For instance, a deer skull and a stag statue may seem to be related, both celebrating the same theme, but in reality, one celebrates the living breathing majesty of the deer, and the other sublimates that celebration and brings it death... it serves the opposite pupose, taking energy away from the living, breathing majesty of the stag. All symbols can be worked this way, it just takes some thought to see who benefits from a symbol being used in the form it is seen/used in. I'm sorry. Goodness, did you mean me above? I am fine, I have just been really busy and haven't been on the computer the lastt day and a half :-) I will email you when I get home, okay Yes I did (here come the tears again) I'm having this uncontrollable "nagging" feeling.. Like "you did something wrong to push someone that is helping away again.. You messed up again" No energy today, unlike since Friday when I've been on "cloud 9" The typical positive change being sabotaged. You should ground yourself. Do you have a park or patch of woods nearby? The less cellphone/wifi near it, the better. Take a beach towel (cotton), a book, some water and fruit... spend some time outside on the ground, if you can put your back against a tree, even better. **leave your cellphone in the car, or if the anxiety of not having it is too much, then at least put it in airplane mode, or better yet, turn it off. |
AQUABRAT User ID: 72546885 United States 08/23/2016 03:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. Goodness, did you mean me above? I am fine, I have just been really busy and haven't been on the computer the lastt day and a half :-) I will email you when I get home, okay Yes I did (here come the tears again) I'm having this uncontrollable "nagging" feeling.. Like "you did something wrong to push someone that is helping away again.. You messed up again" No energy today, unlike since Friday when I've been on "cloud 9" The typical positive change being sabotaged. You should ground yourself. Do you have a park or patch of woods nearby? The less cellphone/wifi near it, the better. Take a beach towel (cotton), a book, some water and fruit... spend some time outside on the ground, if you can put your back against a tree, even better. **leave your cellphone in the car, or if the anxiety of not having it is too much, then at least put it in airplane mode, or better yet, turn it off. Ok- will do at 4pm and will update you tonight ... So relieved ...aaahhhhhh hi |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 16363866 United States 08/23/2016 03:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. I have a question for Merit and if you would all like to chime in, please do. Quoting: AQUABRAT First off: I do not follow any one type of religion.. I've kidnapped beliefs and things from a wide number of them.. So then, what? I've heard religion as used as a way to sway the masses, what's left to believe in? I'm not talking about "i need something to worship!" I just need something PURE to believe in... Something that will seriously make my IT PPPPIIIISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDD OOOOFFFF! I need a pure mantra to say.. Something short an easy.. Something that will give me and all of my "Me's" strength... Can a satanist have power over you if you don't even believe there is a Satan in the first place? I just put kyanite and obsidian on top of all of my entry doors, and bedroom doors.. I have smudging wands but am hesitant to use them bc I heard it actually will attract negative entities and I'm already dealing with one already... Sorry for rambling.. I really a, sitting here crying bc I think I may have hurt one of the wonderful people helping me with my words (and I hope you read this and know I am TRUELY sorry) I don't know what els to do. :( Anything that exists in, or within, your thoughts is also controllable by your thoughts. If something is in you, it becomes a part of you; it has no choice. It won't tell you how to stop it from being the controller, but there is a part of you that is more powerful. Your inner soul spark of Source, no matter how veiled or tiny, is still larger than the darkness that attempts to invade or block it. Darkness cannot envelop light! (Black hole is another story I can make expanded sense of.) Light is a particle/wave, darkness is the absence of it. Light yourself up. Visually see you core inner spark expanding like a sphere of loving light. Grow it until it expands and surrounds your entire body. Feel it pushing and dissolving any shadows. Become the fullness of the light that you are, and of, and use it. Know it. If that is too new age, try this philosophically psychological visual on for size.. I visually traveled to Source core one night and was able to feel like the dancer, the one, trying on the shoes of Source perspective. A shadow came and tried to enter. I spun around in spirals and watched my white dress layers expand into infinity as they enveloped the shadow on the edges of the hem. The more I would spin, the more the shadow would fall and tumble away into fractal infinity. The shadow was the 'Lucifer', the fallen angel of darkness trying to become and then surpass the Truth and goodness of God. Lucifer had entered the core as well, wanting all the secrets to become his own god, but he didn't progress with nature Her way. He wanted to cheat the system and have it his way. I was showing this form, of mySelf, that loving spirit was more powerful than invasive darkness out of place. S/He told me something when I got there, "I even hide things from myself." Being of fractal infinity, this made sense. Existence is light.. movement and vibration, and non-existence, which is also Source, but is still and silent. This form of darkness, Lucifer or separate ego self, was wanting to exist as powerful vibrating darkness instead of accepting the proper way and balance.. of nature. Darkness, non-existence, has no vibration or power other than what we give it and even that is merely a lower vibrating form of light. I know it sounds crazy, but it is what it is. It made so much sense to me, that I'll share it regardless of naysayers. It helped me and if it helps even one other person, then I am thankful. You're not crazy and neither am I. Our experiences can be brandished with any label, but the 'end' result is always The Way. These quick thoughts above are not perfect. It's still something I'm in the process of expanding. I don't expect anyone to understand all of it, because it's me, my way. I trust it so much, that I'm willing to toss it on the public table for scrutiny without perfection (from a perfectionist). I see someone reaching out and I sure as heck won't stand by without offering another of many life preservers to choose from just to save my own possible negative perception by others. It always comes down to fear, our biggest hindrance. This "blah, blah, blah" from me is to show you one of the ways I face and confront fear. Ok, stopping self here. I could go on and on. I'd rather over explain then under explain. |
AQUABRAT User ID: 72546885 United States 08/23/2016 03:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. I have a question for Merit and if you would all like to chime in, please do. Quoting: AQUABRAT First off: I do not follow any one type of religion.. I've kidnapped beliefs and things from a wide number of them.. So then, what? I've heard religion as used as a way to sway the masses, what's left to believe in? I'm not talking about "i need something to worship!" I just need something PURE to believe in... Something that will seriously make my IT PPPPIIIISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDD OOOOFFFF! I need a pure mantra to say.. Something short an easy.. Something that will give me and all of my "Me's" strength... Can a satanist have power over you if you don't even believe there is a Satan in the first place? I just put kyanite and obsidian on top of all of my entry doors, and bedroom doors.. I have smudging wands but am hesitant to use them bc I heard it actually will attract negative entities and I'm already dealing with one already... Sorry for rambling.. I really a, sitting here crying bc I think I may have hurt one of the wonderful people helping me with my words (and I hope you read this and know I am TRUELY sorry) I don't know what els to do. :( Anything that exists in, or within, your thoughts is also controllable by your thoughts. If something is in you, it becomes a part of you; it has no choice. It won't tell you how to stop it from being the controller, but there is a part of you that is more powerful. Your inner soul spark of Source, no matter how veiled or tiny, is still larger than the darkness that attempts to invade or block it. Darkness cannot envelop light! Light is a particle/wave, darkness is the absence of it. Light yourself up. Visually see you core inner spark expanding like a sphere of loving light. Grow it until it expands and surrounds your entire body. Feel it pushing and dissolving any shadows. Become the fullness of the light that you are, and of, and use it. Know it. If that is too new age, try this philosophically psychological visual on for size.. I visually traveled to Source core one night and was able to feel like the dancer, the one, trying on the shoes of Source perspective. A shadow came and tried to enter. I spun around in spirals and watched my white dress layers expand into infinity as they enveloped the shadow on the edges of the hem. The more I would spin, the more the shadow would fall and tumble away. The shadow was the 'Lucifer', the fallen angel of darkness trying to become and then surpass the Truth and goodness of God. Lucifer had entered the core as well, wanting all the secrets to become his own god, but he didn't progress with nature Her way. He wanted to cheat the system and have it his way. I was showing this form, of mySelf, that loving spirit was more powerful than invasive darkness out of place. S/He told me something when I got there, "I even hide things from myself." Being of fractal infinity, this made sense. Existence is light.. movement and vibration and non-existence, which is also Source, but is still and silent. This form of darkness, Lucifer or separate ego self, was wanting to exist as powerful vibrating darkness instead of accepting the proper way and balance.. of nature. Darkness, non-existence, has no vibration or power other than what we give it and even that is merely a lower vibrating form of light. I know it sounds crazy, but it is what it is. It made so much sense to me, that I'll share it regardless of naysayers. It helped me and if it helps even one other person, then I am thankful. You're not crazy and neither am I. Our experiences can be brandished with any label, but the 'end' result is always The Way. These quick thoughts above are not perfect. It's still something I'm in the process of expanding. I don't expect anyone to understand all of it, because it's me, my way. I trust it so much, that I'm willing to toss it on the public table for scrutiny without perfection (from a perfectionist). I see someone reaching out and I sure as heck won't stand by without offering another of many life preservers to choose from just to save my own possible negative perception by others. It always comes down to fear, our biggest hindrance. This "blah, blah, blah" from me is to show you one of the ways I face and confront fear. Ok, stopping self here. I could go on and on. I'd rather over explain then under explain. T has my email if you'd like to go further... This was "placed" on me. hi |
Lady Jane Smith Forum Administrator 08/23/2016 03:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. Just stopping in to say hi. I'm a bit behind! LilMiss, I tried to upgrade you and the system told me you can't be upgraded! :( Maybe LJS can help me figure out why. I'll try when I get home. Taking ancient kitty to the vet for her weekly fluids. Love you guys! Quoting: MilaMoon That's odd. There is no reason in the system why she cannot be upgraded. Fate whispers to the warrior "You cannot withstand the storm" the warrior whispers back "I am the storm" INTJ-A |
bigD111 User ID: 65945302 United States 08/23/2016 03:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. Just stopping in to say hi. I'm a bit behind! LilMiss, I tried to upgrade you and the system told me you can't be upgraded! :( Maybe LJS can help me figure out why. I'll try when I get home. Taking ancient kitty to the vet for her weekly fluids. Love you guys! Quoting: MilaMoon That's odd. There is no reason in the system why she cannot be upgraded. Mila, make sure you are using the user ID and not the member number you see by her name. I did that before! Looks like I did not use the right terminology, but go to her member page and there is another number you use. Last Edited by bigD111 on 08/23/2016 03:45 PM deplorably republican |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 16363866 United States 08/23/2016 03:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. I have a question for Merit and if you would all like to chime in, please do. Quoting: AQUABRAT First off: I do not follow any one type of religion.. I've kidnapped beliefs and things from a wide number of them.. So then, what? I've heard religion as used as a way to sway the masses, what's left to believe in? I'm not talking about "i need something to worship!" I just need something PURE to believe in... Something that will seriously make my IT PPPPIIIISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDD OOOOFFFF! I need a pure mantra to say.. Something short an easy.. Something that will give me and all of my "Me's" strength... Can a satanist have power over you if you don't even believe there is a Satan in the first place? I just put kyanite and obsidian on top of all of my entry doors, and bedroom doors.. I have smudging wands but am hesitant to use them bc I heard it actually will attract negative entities and I'm already dealing with one already... Sorry for rambling.. I really a, sitting here crying bc I think I may have hurt one of the wonderful people helping me with my words (and I hope you read this and know I am TRUELY sorry) I don't know what els to do. :( Anything that exists in, or within, your thoughts is also controllable by your thoughts. If something is in you, it becomes a part of you; it has no choice. It won't tell you how to stop it from being the controller, but there is a part of you that is more powerful. Your inner soul spark of Source, no matter how veiled or tiny, is still larger than the darkness that attempts to invade or block it. Darkness cannot envelop light! Light is a particle/wave, darkness is the absence of it. Light yourself up. Visually see you core inner spark expanding like a sphere of loving light. Grow it until it expands and surrounds your entire body. Feel it pushing and dissolving any shadows. Become the fullness of the light that you are, and of, and use it. Know it. If that is too new age, try this philosophically psychological visual on for size.. I visually traveled to Source core one night and was able to feel like the dancer, the one, trying on the shoes of Source perspective. A shadow came and tried to enter. I spun around in spirals and watched my white dress layers expand into infinity as they enveloped the shadow on the edges of the hem. The more I would spin, the more the shadow would fall and tumble away. The shadow was the 'Lucifer', the fallen angel of darkness trying to become and then surpass the Truth and goodness of God. Lucifer had entered the core as well, wanting all the secrets to become his own god, but he didn't progress with nature Her way. He wanted to cheat the system and have it his way. I was showing this form, of mySelf, that loving spirit was more powerful than invasive darkness out of place. S/He told me something when I got there, "I even hide things from myself." Being of fractal infinity, this made sense. Existence is light.. movement and vibration and non-existence, which is also Source, but is still and silent. This form of darkness, Lucifer or separate ego self, was wanting to exist as powerful vibrating darkness instead of accepting the proper way and balance.. of nature. Darkness, non-existence, has no vibration or power other than what we give it and even that is merely a lower vibrating form of light. I know it sounds crazy, but it is what it is. It made so much sense to me, that I'll share it regardless of naysayers. It helped me and if it helps even one other person, then I am thankful. You're not crazy and neither am I. Our experiences can be brandished with any label, but the 'end' result is always The Way. These quick thoughts above are not perfect. It's still something I'm in the process of expanding. I don't expect anyone to understand all of it, because it's me, my way. I trust it so much, that I'm willing to toss it on the public table for scrutiny without perfection (from a perfectionist). I see someone reaching out and I sure as heck won't stand by without offering another of many life preservers to choose from just to save my own possible negative perception by others. It always comes down to fear, our biggest hindrance. This "blah, blah, blah" from me is to show you one of the ways I face and confront fear. Ok, stopping self here. I could go on and on. I'd rather over explain then under explain. T has my email if you'd like to go further... This was "placed" on me. How exactly? Do you know? I can't pm either, but feel free to post in one of my threads. If any of what I said rings true to you, or feels at least believable, and you're willing to explore all avenues, then I'm also willing to expand and ask and answer questions to help you solve this. |
AQUABRAT User ID: 72546885 United States 08/23/2016 04:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. I have a question for Merit and if you would all like to chime in, please do. Quoting: AQUABRAT First off: I do not follow any one type of religion.. I've kidnapped beliefs and things from a wide number of them.. So then, what? I've heard religion as used as a way to sway the masses, what's left to believe in? I'm not talking about "i need something to worship!" I just need something PURE to believe in... Something that will seriously make my IT PPPPIIIISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDD OOOOFFFF! I need a pure mantra to say.. Something short an easy.. Something that will give me and all of my "Me's" strength... Can a satanist have power over you if you don't even believe there is a Satan in the first place? I just put kyanite and obsidian on top of all of my entry doors, and bedroom doors.. I have smudging wands but am hesitant to use them bc I heard it actually will attract negative entities and I'm already dealing with one already... Sorry for rambling.. I really a, sitting here crying bc I think I may have hurt one of the wonderful people helping me with my words (and I hope you read this and know I am TRUELY sorry) I don't know what els to do. :( Anything that exists in, or within, your thoughts is also controllable by your thoughts. If something is in you, it becomes a part of you; it has no choice. It won't tell you how to stop it from being the controller, but there is a part of you that is more powerful. Your inner soul spark of Source, no matter how veiled or tiny, is still larger than the darkness that attempts to invade or block it. Darkness cannot envelop light! Light is a particle/wave, darkness is the absence of it. Light yourself up. Visually see you core inner spark expanding like a sphere of loving light. Grow it until it expands and surrounds your entire body. Feel it pushing and dissolving any shadows. Become the fullness of the light that you are, and of, and use it. Know it. If that is too new age, try this philosophically psychological visual on for size.. I visually traveled to Source core one night and was able to feel like the dancer, the one, trying on the shoes of Source perspective. A shadow came and tried to enter. I spun around in spirals and watched my white dress layers expand into infinity as they enveloped the shadow on the edges of the hem. The more I would spin, the more the shadow would fall and tumble away. The shadow was the 'Lucifer', the fallen angel of darkness trying to become and then surpass the Truth and goodness of God. Lucifer had entered the core as well, wanting all the secrets to become his own god, but he didn't progress with nature Her way. He wanted to cheat the system and have it his way. I was showing this form, of mySelf, that loving spirit was more powerful than invasive darkness out of place. S/He told me something when I got there, "I even hide things from myself." Being of fractal infinity, this made sense. Existence is light.. movement and vibration and non-existence, which is also Source, but is still and silent. This form of darkness, Lucifer or separate ego self, was wanting to exist as powerful vibrating darkness instead of accepting the proper way and balance.. of nature. Darkness, non-existence, has no vibration or power other than what we give it and even that is merely a lower vibrating form of light. I know it sounds crazy, but it is what it is. It made so much sense to me, that I'll share it regardless of naysayers. It helped me and if it helps even one other person, then I am thankful. You're not crazy and neither am I. Our experiences can be brandished with any label, but the 'end' result is always The Way. These quick thoughts above are not perfect. It's still something I'm in the process of expanding. I don't expect anyone to understand all of it, because it's me, my way. I trust it so much, that I'm willing to toss it on the public table for scrutiny without perfection (from a perfectionist). I see someone reaching out and I sure as heck won't stand by without offering another of many life preservers to choose from just to save my own possible negative perception by others. It always comes down to fear, our biggest hindrance. This "blah, blah, blah" from me is to show you one of the ways I face and confront fear. Ok, stopping self here. I could go on and on. I'd rather over explain then under explain. T has my email if you'd like to go further... This was "placed" on me. How exactly? Do you know? I can't pm either, but feel free to post in one of my threads. If any of what I said rings true to you, or feels at least believable, and you're willing to explore all avenues, then I'm also willing to expand and ask and answer questions to help you solve this. I've read this twice and will read again... I'm not sure how it was placed or by who- only have a little info so far... But with help from those I'm working with we'll figure it out. Off to fold laundry and then visit my tree for a little grounding :) hi |
MilaMoon User ID: 72240139 Canada 08/23/2016 04:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. Just stopping in to say hi. I'm a bit behind! LilMiss, I tried to upgrade you and the system told me you can't be upgraded! :( Maybe LJS can help me figure out why. I'll try when I get home. Taking ancient kitty to the vet for her weekly fluids. Love you guys! Quoting: MilaMoon That's odd. There is no reason in the system why she cannot be upgraded. I went to the "Upgrade account" page and put in her member ID where it asks to do that and got "This member cannot currently be upgraded" or something similar. I'll PM you. :awakenthemoon: Repugnant is the creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of their fleeting time here |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 16363866 United States 08/23/2016 04:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. ... Quoting: Pavana Anything that exists in, or within, your thoughts is also controllable by your thoughts. If something is in you, it becomes a part of you; it has no choice. It won't tell you how to stop it from being the controller, but there is a part of you that is more powerful. Your inner soul spark of Source, no matter how veiled or tiny, is still larger than the darkness that attempts to invade or block it. Darkness cannot envelop light! Light is a particle/wave, darkness is the absence of it. Light yourself up. Visually see you core inner spark expanding like a sphere of loving light. Grow it until it expands and surrounds your entire body. Feel it pushing and dissolving any shadows. Become the fullness of the light that you are, and of, and use it. Know it. If that is too new age, try this philosophically psychological visual on for size.. I visually traveled to Source core one night and was able to feel like the dancer, the one, trying on the shoes of Source perspective. A shadow came and tried to enter. I spun around in spirals and watched my white dress layers expand into infinity as they enveloped the shadow on the edges of the hem. The more I would spin, the more the shadow would fall and tumble away. The shadow was the 'Lucifer', the fallen angel of darkness trying to become and then surpass the Truth and goodness of God. Lucifer had entered the core as well, wanting all the secrets to become his own god, but he didn't progress with nature Her way. He wanted to cheat the system and have it his way. I was showing this form, of mySelf, that loving spirit was more powerful than invasive darkness out of place. S/He told me something when I got there, "I even hide things from myself." Being of fractal infinity, this made sense. Existence is light.. movement and vibration and non-existence, which is also Source, but is still and silent. This form of darkness, Lucifer or separate ego self, was wanting to exist as powerful vibrating darkness instead of accepting the proper way and balance.. of nature. Darkness, non-existence, has no vibration or power other than what we give it and even that is merely a lower vibrating form of light. I know it sounds crazy, but it is what it is. It made so much sense to me, that I'll share it regardless of naysayers. It helped me and if it helps even one other person, then I am thankful. You're not crazy and neither am I. Our experiences can be brandished with any label, but the 'end' result is always The Way. These quick thoughts above are not perfect. It's still something I'm in the process of expanding. I don't expect anyone to understand all of it, because it's me, my way. I trust it so much, that I'm willing to toss it on the public table for scrutiny without perfection (from a perfectionist). I see someone reaching out and I sure as heck won't stand by without offering another of many life preservers to choose from just to save my own possible negative perception by others. It always comes down to fear, our biggest hindrance. This "blah, blah, blah" from me is to show you one of the ways I face and confront fear. Ok, stopping self here. I could go on and on. I'd rather over explain then under explain. T has my email if you'd like to go further... This was "placed" on me. How exactly? Do you know? I can't pm either, but feel free to post in one of my threads. If any of what I said rings true to you, or feels at least believable, and you're willing to explore all avenues, then I'm also willing to expand and ask and answer questions to help you solve this. I've read this twice and will read again... I'm not sure how it was placed or by who- only have a little info so far... But with help from those I'm working with we'll figure it out. Off to fold laundry and then visit my tree for a little grounding :) Ok. Good luck! Perhaps Merit will come in with a short, yet deep, answer that will help. He's good at that. |
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MilaMoon User ID: 72240139 Canada 08/23/2016 04:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. LMAO! None of mine are on video either but I'm ALWAYS the person who gets taken down with the friend who wipes out. Usually because, when drunk I'm affectionate with girlfriends and do the whole walking arm in arm kinda girly love fest, and BOOM one goes down and it's over. I'd have taken the face plant with you on the cruise, I'm sure. I'm pretty good at drunk walking in high heels though, I have to say. I can mostly still stick to the straight line and not wobble side to side LOL :awakenthemoon: Repugnant is the creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of their fleeting time here |
MilaMoon User ID: 72240139 Canada 08/23/2016 04:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. The face plant fails reminded me of this and I figured everyone could use a good laugh LOL: :awakenthemoon: Repugnant is the creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of their fleeting time here |
Merit User ID: 72829592 United States 08/23/2016 04:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. I have a question for Merit and if you would all like to chime in, please do. Quoting: AQUABRAT First off: I do not follow any one type of religion.. I've kidnapped beliefs and things from a wide number of them.. So then, what? I've heard religion as used as a way to sway the masses, what's left to believe in? I'm not talking about "i need something to worship!" I just need something PURE to believe in... Something that will seriously make my IT PPPPIIIISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDD OOOOFFFF! I need a pure mantra to say.. Something short an easy.. Something that will give me and all of my "Me's" strength... Can a satanist have power over you if you don't even believe there is a Satan in the first place? I just put kyanite and obsidian on top of all of my entry doors, and bedroom doors.. I have smudging wands but am hesitant to use them bc I heard it actually will attract negative entities and I'm already dealing with one already... Sorry for rambling.. I really a, sitting here crying bc I think I may have hurt one of the wonderful people helping me with my words (and I hope you read this and know I am TRUELY sorry) I don't know what els to do. :( In your situation this is a weapon mantra. It kicks negative energy asses. Do not be surprised if you cry. Feeling overwhelming and powerful help on your side while doing it. Let yourself cry and keep singing. Why did you use the term "kidnapped"? (Tandym?) Your feelings that tandym is mad at you is the parasite. Trying to break you away from her. Yes the whole "if I do not believe in it something it can't hurt me" philosophy is basically bullshit. It is a will power game. If they believeit works with more will than you believe it doesn't you are beat. If they have been doing it for years with success then good luck convincing them it doesn't work. It would be like saying you can not be hypnotized because you do not think it's possible. That has been proven wrong so many times magicians do it on cruise ships as a parlor trick. In many cases someone's lack of belief makes it easier on the one using it against you as you do not defend against it, thinking it impossible. Use that mantra for now. It is for clearing out parasites in the aura. I am up to my neck in a problem here as well. Use it. It will work. • Don't tell me the moon is shining; show me the glint of light on broken glass. • |
MilaMoon User ID: 72240139 Canada 08/23/2016 04:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. I always listen to my betters. Are you really hitting 65 in a couple of days? That's great! Happy Birthday xoxox Quoting: Niamh I hope you are doing something nice. Chippendales? [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] LOL yes, let's all fly over to Hellozac and do a male strip club. Magic Mike stuff. When's your birthday, Hellozac? Have anything special planned? :-) :awakenthemoon: Repugnant is the creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of their fleeting time here |
MilaMoon User ID: 72240139 Canada 08/23/2016 04:50 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. If only we could all be more like that little turtle. Super chill. Pavana, I can't find the picture of your doggie that you put up but I wanted to tell you how adorable he is! Those ears!!! I melted. All these little doggies everywhere. :awakenthemoon: Repugnant is the creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of their fleeting time here |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 72838722 Ireland 08/23/2016 04:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. I have a question for Merit and if you would all like to chime in, please do. Quoting: AQUABRAT First off: I do not follow any one type of religion.. I've kidnapped beliefs and things from a wide number of them.. So then, what? I've heard religion as used as a way to sway the masses, what's left to believe in? I'm not talking about "i need something to worship!" I just need something PURE to believe in... Something that will seriously make my IT PPPPIIIISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDD OOOOFFFF! I need a pure mantra to say.. Something short an easy.. Something that will give me and all of my "Me's" strength... Can a satanist have power over you if you don't even believe there is a Satan in the first place? I just put kyanite and obsidian on top of all of my entry doors, and bedroom doors.. I have smudging wands but am hesitant to use them bc I heard it actually will attract negative entities and I'm already dealing with one already... Sorry for rambling.. I really a, sitting here crying bc I think I may have hurt one of the wonderful people helping me with my words (and I hope you read this and know I am TRUELY sorry) I don't know what els to do. :( This is only my opinion but in 2012 I went through what you are going through now. It was strange. I didn't know what to do. Someone said it's depression. Someone else said it was hormones. Someone else said it was getting the wifi into the house! lol. To be honest I was shaken to the core with it all. Literally shaking. There was no one that understood and you think you are loosing it, totally. Then I picked up the phone and rang someone. A complete stranger. She said to write down in whatever form it came in. I wrote and wrote. Drew pictures. Poured it all out in those large copy books. One of the pictures were a washing line filled with polo shirts. His uniform, my uniform and the children's school uniforms. I never wanted a life in a uniform. Then sent it to her. When I went to see her she shrugged her shoulders and said that I had had a HUGE awakening. As if it was nothing! What?! How dare she shrug her shoulders! I was going through hell! Sure what does an awakening mean when it's at home??? Awakening? My hole. But she was 100% correct. Those that look inside awaken, those that look outside dream. Your path isn't your path until you look inside and you must have looked inside. Now you have to alter your course in order to follow what you were put here to do. That's your "shift". Instead of doing stuff for everyone else eg family, friends, neighbours you have reached your elastic limit. It's time for you to find out what it is YOU need for YOU and what YOU are supposed to be. Is it selfish? No Is it self centred? No Will your whole world fall apart, the lifestyle you have built, the friends you've made. No.(well maybe a little) Things become simplified. You find your course, like on a river and then the river takes you downstream instead of you swimming against the current, killing yourself for what? for who? No one can tell you what course is except you. You know yourself better than anyone. For me it was Truth, Nature and Knowledge. You know what it is deep down. Do me a favour and have a look at the symptoms of having an Awakening. Google it. Seemingly this happens, no one ever told me about it but it does. We are here. |
MilaMoon User ID: 72240139 Canada 08/23/2016 04:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. I'll tell you. It's my place to tell you. Quoting: Niamh Every Friday night I go on the lash. Usually I'm sloppy and soppy. I'm Irish - no - I'm me - I make no excuses. Did you ever watch the exorcist? Yeah? Well I turned into a she-devil, warts and all and took it out on Merit. He....knew what was up straight away (because he knows us really well) and I got thicker and thicker until I fecked off in a blood red that time of the month RRRRAAAAGGGEEEEE. I've been bawling ever since. Hiding with my shame of being a silly aul' wan. I have saddle bags for eyes now cause really and truly I love these lads and I missed them. and that's the craic. AND do you know what worse than that? I didn't even know myself!!!!! I think it's safe to say the man has seen far worse than an Irish lady who likes to cut loose on Friday nights ;-) Give me some liquor and I turn into the happiest bubbliest person on the planet. Some people would say that is FAR more annoying and horrible that someone who turns rage-y after some liquor LOL. Not everyone likes happy bubbly people who act like cheerleaders when loaded. Last Edited by MilaMoon on 08/23/2016 04:53 PM :awakenthemoon: Repugnant is the creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of their fleeting time here |
MilaMoon User ID: 72240139 Canada 08/23/2016 04:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. That's why I live off an island, off another island, Off another Island off the mainland. Quoting: Niamh Hy Brasil! Merit should have sent me to Spike lsland (same as alkatras) Naw, then I'd have to get a boat and go out there and get you. And I don't really feel like travelling out to Spike Island to pick your ass up. <3 :awakenthemoon: Repugnant is the creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of their fleeting time here |
MilaMoon User ID: 72240139 Canada 08/23/2016 05:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. A few pages back there was a discussion on rocks/gems/stones "finding" people (LJS I think you said you had one ) Quoting: AQUABRAT How did this happen? What led you to it? Were you shopping, hiking, etc and suddenly saw it? Shopping. Looking at rare cut gems and was just drawn to it. Had to have it, and probably would have fought to purchase it if need be. Yeah, some stones are drawn to us and us to them. Lately I have been very, very drawn to star sapphires. I've been looking at some pieces online and something about them is really speaking to me. :awakenthemoon: Repugnant is the creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of their fleeting time here |
MilaMoon User ID: 72240139 Canada 08/23/2016 05:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. Thanks for including me! Good morning to you and everyone else too! Quoting: AQUABRAT There are some truely gifted, amazing and sweet people here <3 Good Morning and Afternoon to everyone. I hope everyone has a terrific day. Nice to see you Aquabrat. Flutterby, that was a beautiful video. Thanks. xx True story. It's my Mam's B-day today. I'm going to head off and spoil her. She's hilarious and Tiny 4'9" as she says herself in her thick Dublin accent "I barely escaped being a leprechaun" She plays the Bodhrán and recently she went to Holland to see her brother. She was looking forward to a few seisiúns. When she was getting on the plane her carry-on bag went through the x-ray machine. There was a strangely shaped object in her bag. Unrecognisable to Security. Her Tipper.(Bodhrán Stick) She was pulled off to one side. Now, Ma goes red from the toes up if she feels threatened in any way, much like when you see a Dog with the hair raising on it's back. Well, her neck started to GLOW. ...Trouble! The security about 6' 3" says "What's this?" Mam: "It's me feckin' Dildo! What do you think it is!" Security Guard: "Is it battery operated?" Mam: "Do you see any batteries? No, it's a manual and my wrist kills me after using it, Will I give you a demo?" Security Guard: "eh, em, eh.... It's made of wood." (Getting flustered and embarrassed) "Just don't take it out of your bag on the plane." When Ma came back to the group and as loud as you like just so he could hear said, "Jaysus Lads, That told him! Cheeky pup, you'd swear it was... (this is in the airport now in front of EVERYONE)... "A Weapon of Mass Distruction" God I love her, she has no clues, no filter and brings joy to the world. That is a story for the Grandchildren when they are old enough! [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] LOL Happy birthday to your mam!!! Sending her lots of love. :awakenthemoon: Repugnant is the creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of their fleeting time here |
Merit User ID: 72829592 United States 08/23/2016 05:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. I have a question for Merit and if you would all like to chime in, please do. Quoting: AQUABRAT First off: I do not follow any one type of religion.. I've kidnapped beliefs and things from a wide number of them.. So then, what? I've heard religion as used as a way to sway the masses, what's left to believe in? I'm not talking about "i need something to worship!" I just need something PURE to believe in... Something that will seriously make my IT PPPPIIIISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDD OOOOFFFF! I need a pure mantra to say.. Something short an easy.. Something that will give me and all of my "Me's" strength... Can a satanist have power over you if you don't even believe there is a Satan in the first place? I just put kyanite and obsidian on top of all of my entry doors, and bedroom doors.. I have smudging wands but am hesitant to use them bc I heard it actually will attract negative entities and I'm already dealing with one already... Sorry for rambling.. I really a, sitting here crying bc I think I may have hurt one of the wonderful people helping me with my words (and I hope you read this and know I am TRUELY sorry) I don't know what els to do. :( This is only my opinion but in 2012 I went through what you are going through now. It was strange. I didn't know what to do. Someone said it's depression. Someone else said it was hormones. Someone else said it was getting the wifi into the house! lol. To be honest I was shaken to the core with it all. Literally shaking. There was no one that understood and you think you are loosing it, totally. Then I picked up the phone and rang someone. A complete stranger. She said to write down in whatever form it came in. I wrote and wrote. Drew pictures. Poured it all out in those large copy books. One of the pictures were a washing line filled with polo shirts. His uniform, my uniform and the children's school uniforms. I never wanted a life in a uniform. Then sent it to her. When I went to see her she shrugged her shoulders and said that I had had a HUGE awakening. As if it was nothing! What?! How dare she shrug her shoulders! I was going through hell! Sure what does an awakening mean when it's at home??? Awakening? My hole. But she was 100% correct. Those that look inside awaken, those that look outside dream. Your path isn't your path until you look inside and you must have looked inside. Now you have to alter your course in order to follow what you were put here to do. That's your "shift". Instead of doing stuff for everyone else eg family, friends, neighbours you have reached your elastic limit. It's time for you to find out what it is YOU need for YOU and what YOU are supposed to be. Is it selfish? No Is it self centred? No Will your whole world fall apart, the lifestyle you have built, the friends you've made. No.(well maybe a little) Things become simplified. You find your course, like on a river and then the river takes you downstream instead of you swimming against the current, killing yourself for what? for who? No one can tell you what course is except you. You know yourself better than anyone. For me it was Truth, Nature and Knowledge. You know what it is deep down. Do me a favour and have a look at the symptoms of having an Awakening. Google it. Seemingly this happens, no one ever told me about it but it does. We are here. I want her to use Samhain this October. That is my target date to finish this fecker off. I will send her to you for a proper education and mindset on the matter. If you do not mind. • Don't tell me the moon is shining; show me the glint of light on broken glass. • |
MilaMoon User ID: 72240139 Canada 08/23/2016 05:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. Just stopping in to say hi. I'm a bit behind! LilMiss, I tried to upgrade you and the system told me you can't be upgraded! :( Maybe LJS can help me figure out why. I'll try when I get home. Taking ancient kitty to the vet for her weekly fluids. Love you guys! Quoting: MilaMoon That's odd. There is no reason in the system why she cannot be upgraded. Mila, make sure you are using the user ID and not the member number you see by her name. I did that before! Looks like I did not use the right terminology, but go to her member page and there is another number you use. Got it, will do. I'll try again this evening. I think I used the number and the name and got the same result but I'll see if it is resolved after I mentioned it to LJS. Big hugs, BigD!!! :awakenthemoon: Repugnant is the creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of their fleeting time here |
SouthernLight User ID: 68842374 United States 08/23/2016 05:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. Hi Southern Light and good morning to you also. Quoting: * Flutterby Fringe* Maxine came to mind with her many quotes lol, have you seen hers? [link to www.themorningfunnys.com] Have you heard of the Manpon? [link to cdn.konbini.com] A fine day to you too, Ms Flutterby. OMG! I Love Maxine! lol It would be mighty hard to compete with that. Okay, scratch the quips book lol Manpon... lol I'm just going to have to ignore that one. We know more than we know and understand less than we think. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 72838722 Ireland 08/23/2016 05:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. I have a question for Merit and if you would all like to chime in, please do. Quoting: AQUABRAT First off: I do not follow any one type of religion.. I've kidnapped beliefs and things from a wide number of them.. So then, what? I've heard religion as used as a way to sway the masses, what's left to believe in? I'm not talking about "i need something to worship!" I just need something PURE to believe in... Something that will seriously make my IT PPPPIIIISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDD OOOOFFFF! I need a pure mantra to say.. Something short an easy.. Something that will give me and all of my "Me's" strength... Can a satanist have power over you if you don't even believe there is a Satan in the first place? I just put kyanite and obsidian on top of all of my entry doors, and bedroom doors.. I have smudging wands but am hesitant to use them bc I heard it actually will attract negative entities and I'm already dealing with one already... Sorry for rambling.. I really a, sitting here crying bc I think I may have hurt one of the wonderful people helping me with my words (and I hope you read this and know I am TRUELY sorry) I don't know what els to do. :( This is only my opinion but in 2012 I went through what you are going through now. It was strange. I didn't know what to do. Someone said it's depression. Someone else said it was hormones. Someone else said it was getting the wifi into the house! lol. To be honest I was shaken to the core with it all. Literally shaking. There was no one that understood and you think you are loosing it, totally. Then I picked up the phone and rang someone. A complete stranger. She said to write down in whatever form it came in. I wrote and wrote. Drew pictures. Poured it all out in those large copy books. One of the pictures were a washing line filled with polo shirts. His uniform, my uniform and the children's school uniforms. I never wanted a life in a uniform. Then sent it to her. When I went to see her she shrugged her shoulders and said that I had had a HUGE awakening. As if it was nothing! What?! How dare she shrug her shoulders! I was going through hell! Sure what does an awakening mean when it's at home??? Awakening? My hole. But she was 100% correct. Those that look inside awaken, those that look outside dream. Your path isn't your path until you look inside and you must have looked inside. Now you have to alter your course in order to follow what you were put here to do. That's your "shift". Instead of doing stuff for everyone else eg family, friends, neighbours you have reached your elastic limit. It's time for you to find out what it is YOU need for YOU and what YOU are supposed to be. Is it selfish? No Is it self centred? No Will your whole world fall apart, the lifestyle you have built, the friends you've made. No.(well maybe a little) Things become simplified. You find your course, like on a river and then the river takes you downstream instead of you swimming against the current, killing yourself for what? for who? No one can tell you what course is except you. You know yourself better than anyone. For me it was Truth, Nature and Knowledge. You know what it is deep down. Do me a favour and have a look at the symptoms of having an Awakening. Google it. Seemingly this happens, no one ever told me about it but it does. We are here. I want her to use Samhain this October. That is my target date to finish this fecker off. I will send her to you for a proper education and mindset on the matter. If you do not mind. That, Sir would be an honour. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 16363866 United States 08/23/2016 05:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. If only we could all be more like that little turtle. Super chill. Pavana, I can't find the picture of your doggie that you put up but I wanted to tell you how adorable he is! Those ears!!! I melted. All these little doggies everywhere. Man, I felt so stupid with what I posted about toes. It was like, duh. But I'm the one who takes a while to get jokes too so, lol. Speaking of toes, I forgot to tell you about our cat "Toes". She has 7 toes on each front paw. I'll have to post a pic sometime. I have a question for Merit and if you would all like to chime in, please do. Quoting: AQUABRAT First off: I do not follow any one type of religion.. I've kidnapped beliefs and things from a wide number of them.. So then, what? I've heard religion as used as a way to sway the masses, what's left to believe in? I'm not talking about "i need something to worship!" I just need something PURE to believe in... Something that will seriously make my IT PPPPIIIISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDD OOOOFFFF! I need a pure mantra to say.. Something short an easy.. Something that will give me and all of my "Me's" strength... Can a satanist have power over you if you don't even believe there is a Satan in the first place? I just put kyanite and obsidian on top of all of my entry doors, and bedroom doors.. I have smudging wands but am hesitant to use them bc I heard it actually will attract negative entities and I'm already dealing with one already... Sorry for rambling.. I really a, sitting here crying bc I think I may have hurt one of the wonderful people helping me with my words (and I hope you read this and know I am TRUELY sorry) I don't know what els to do. :( This is only my opinion but in 2012 I went through what you are going through now. It was strange. I didn't know what to do. Someone said it's depression. Someone else said it was hormones. Someone else said it was getting the wifi into the house! lol. To be honest I was shaken to the core with it all. Literally shaking. There was no one that understood and you think you are loosing it, totally. Then I picked up the phone and rang someone. A complete stranger. She said to write down in whatever form it came in. I wrote and wrote. Drew pictures. Poured it all out in those large copy books. One of the pictures were a washing line filled with polo shirts. His uniform, my uniform and the children's school uniforms. I never wanted a life in a uniform. Then sent it to her. When I went to see her she shrugged her shoulders and said that I had had a HUGE awakening. As if it was nothing! What?! How dare she shrug her shoulders! I was going through hell! Sure what does an awakening mean when it's at home??? Awakening? My hole. But she was 100% correct. Those that look inside awaken, those that look outside dream. Your path isn't your path until you look inside and you must have looked inside. Now you have to alter your course in order to follow what you were put here to do. That's your "shift". Instead of doing stuff for everyone else eg family, friends, neighbours you have reached your elastic limit. It's time for you to find out what it is YOU need for YOU and what YOU are supposed to be. Is it selfish? No Is it self centred? No Will your whole world fall apart, the lifestyle you have built, the friends you've made. No.(well maybe a little) Things become simplified. You find your course, like on a river and then the river takes you downstream instead of you swimming against the current, killing yourself for what? for who? No one can tell you what course is except you. You know yourself better than anyone. For me it was Truth, Nature and Knowledge. You know what it is deep down. Do me a favour and have a look at the symptoms of having an Awakening. Google it. Seemingly this happens, no one ever told me about it but it does. We are here. Ooo, I enjoyed that story. Thanx Niamh. I had to conquer a depression monster. You offer good advice. :) |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 72838722 Ireland 08/23/2016 05:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. Pavana, isn't it a great thing though when you do come through that.....dreadful awful. You see things in an entirely different way. A new light shines on everything and you see what you hadn't seen since you were a child in a new kind of magical wonder. It's not easy. Not at all. But you go with it and whoosh. God love people that go through that on their own. It's great when people have the courage to speak up about how they feel. Really feel. I admire that kind of courage. |
AQUABRAT User ID: 54244924 United States 08/23/2016 05:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. Popping in real quick from under my tree Feeling a lot better.. I have the mantra memorized, just need to find my comfortable vocal tone (I hear it said high in my head, but vocally I have to go much lower- or should I?) [link to a63.tinypic.com] Really need to thank ALL of you who have contributed. Thank you :) hi |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 72838722 Ireland 08/23/2016 05:51 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I will tell you some secrets for no other reason than to jade my family. I am of the bloodlines. Popping in real quick from under my tree Quoting: AQUABRAT Feeling a lot better.. I have the mantra memorized, just need to find my comfortable vocal tone (I hear it said high in my head, but vocally I have to go much lower- or should I?) [link to a63.tinypic.com] Really need to thank ALL of you who have contributed. Thank you :) Hello, pretty lady. Nice to see you. I'm delighted you are feeling better. Beannacht leat. |