Help....ow I make myself find my fast ass old bitch of a wife sexy...

Hi,

My wife is approaching 40 and looking old p, getting saggy and a simply fat ass....and bitchy...she wants sex but when I look at her naked I vomit a little in my mouse and my erection turns to a puddle of dead flesh.......she tries to srimulate my but I see her face and saggy tits and I get grossed out and can't get it up....I swam she makes me viagea resistance....yes I love her but she is turning beastly with age and wants sex but I just can't...even thought about getting a young Chad or a BBC for her to enjoy but think I would have to pay them and that is not worth it....


What do I do, for example...u fuckers over 50 how do you tap that 50 plus yr old ass when that shit looks like spoiled salami run through a meat grinder...

I welcome any advice seriously.... I fell bad...