Don't close your heart because when you least expect it...you may just find that someone....I used to be like you...and I did indeed find someone that loved me despite my flaws and I found the same with him...he is perfect for me but far from perfect....and he loves me despite my own imperfections...

I study astrology and if you have Saturn in the 7th house or Saturn hitting planets in your seventh house love can come later in life...Don't close your heart....I swear I have a dear friend that was so low...I finally did her chart and saw the massive Saturn hitting her 7th house and Venus...she had given up...and I am happy to say that I had goosebumps when she told me how fulfilled she is now with a man that she met....who knows????? Hang in there and don't give up!!!!!!