What should I do? Run for my life, or stay and face the music?

Sweet! Owning stuff has it's perks.

Stay for now

Until you rent a room

Seek out a pastor for guidance. If you're serious. Doesn't sound like you are after your hookers and blow comment, but whatever. Your life.

Seriously, now that I think about it, it's probably my depression that is the root cause. I have been seriously depressed for a long time, can't seem to get out of it. It's easy to misread someone who is depressed and think they are angry or just don't like you.

Just stop talking to people unless its needed.do your work,build your life back up.move away and start new.

When you can't make a decision, you need a tie breaker. Something has got to be just something that makes the decision go one way or the other.

If you can't find a tie breaker, then toss a coin. Don't go by the heads or tails, instead go by your gut reaction when it comes up heads or tails. Are you disappointed when it came up heads (or tails)? If so, you can sometimes tell what your gut reaction is.

Stay or go--heads or tails--how do you feel about the answer you got?

The hookers and blow comment was not me. I said I was too old for that. JK I am very serious and I have considered reaching out to a pastor. Not sure what he would say since we did not get married in the church and we lived together for a long time before. Most pastors I know of would not approve and say that the marriage was never legit. I strongly disagree.

I like it. If it's heads can I stay at your place for a while?

Listening my favorite music in my room is the best

You have a room?

No such thing as 'starting new'. That is for dillusional spelledwrong..people.Keep going and never forget the past. Nothing is ever 'new'..

Youre a partner somewhere and cant afford an apartment?


hear that millenials? Enjoy your masters in business lol you shoulda mastered in liberal arts hahaha least you coulda learned to play the cello

OP to keep it real with you the whole "man up, suck it up, face the music" schtick is just that - a schtick that only suckers play with. They just say it to seem tough but always find a way to slither out

Didn't say I couldn't afford one. Can't find one. They are all booked right now. I called them all. Should have started looking a lot sooner.

Actually, I think all the apartments and rental homes around here are taken by illegal alien, I mean "undocumented workers".

You could try to identify the source of your problems and see how best to deal with them. Talking to friends may help you work through this.

or


Put some concrete in your coffee... and harden the fuck up.

I agree to an extent. I do however feel a heavy weight of responsibility for the debts that I walked away from in the bankruptcy. I have paid a price. Karma I guess.

Key word there is friends, of which I have none. Guess I could start there, eh?

Thanks

Be yourself. Don't listen to these fools who tell you to change. They are the problem with the world.

They crave to be "accepted" and they conform to what others think they should be. People hate you because you are your own man. society does not accept individuals that follow their own ways.

Be true to yourself. Follow your own road. If you conform to others then you stand for nothing and you are just another zombie clone. Those who stand for nothing will fall for anything.

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