OK people - I may need your help with my own intervention.

So, first of all, I do see the corruption and unworthiness...that is Hillary R. Clinton. I make no bones about my detest for the games that she's playing on the American people.

but...

I keep finding myself going back to the recent twitter video of her reaction to a guy yelling "Hillary for Prison"! and her yelling "Let's make it happen"! And then...something happens. Why does this vid make me feel bad for her? I can't help but feel sad for her for some reason. I hate this! And yet, I can watch her stand and wait for her van to pick her up while she's struggling to stand and not be affected one bit, but when it comes to that other video...it seems to strike me differently. To me, it truly symbolizes the actual rug being swept from beneath her. She's wading into the crowd of, what she presumes, is her diehard supporters, stops to cheer along with "someone on her side", and advances into a facial reaction that paints a portrait of someone who knows she was tricked, fell for it, and understands it's too late to turn back now. Those eyes though...that realization...the exposure of falling for such a cunning ruse! Her fractured weakness for all to see - I mean - WOW! I think I muttered to myself "this is really getting ugly" when I first saw it. I mean, even Trump backed off when she almost passed out during the 9/11 ceremony.

So am I having a real human moment here when I allow this to get to me? Are these feelings just a general misdirection? Should I slap myself out of it and proceed full steam ahead without the use of such emotions? Are we just witnessing a person's karma finally coming around, and if so...do I have to feel good about it to define myself as an American? What the hell is going on here?