need help by woman with question about woman...

hi gals,

i´m pretty confused.
i´ve been dating this girl regularly since new year´s eve and she even sleeps in my bed regularly, everything like it should be in the beginning of a relationship.

we get along very well, have loads of things to talk about, etc...

both are VERY shy and quiet people.

the last time she even asked me if i´d allow her to lay in my bed (serious question).

i sometimes watch her posts on the internet and something struck me last week:

1) she posted a "song of the day" with the following lyrics:

so you came like a missle
leaving me the whole world in exile
you think you're giving
but you're taking my life away

2) she added a pic to her profile that says:

"i wish i could gather all my tears so i could fucking drown you in them"


i assume she´s confused. maybe thats directed at me. I´m almost 90% sure. we still get along well and she appears to be happy/funny more than sad/confused. everytime i ask her to come spend the night at my house she´s positive and with me until next afternoon...


another fact is that she´s planning on leaving this country next year. maybe it´d break her heart if she did and i stayed here... (i thought only guys had that problem)



so, my conclusion: she´s obviously hurt by something; high probability has it that this was me. she doesn´t say anything and appear happy all the time. we REALLY get along well. we laugh together, we love together. and she´s quiet/shy but for sure not an emo kid, so why those posts on the net...?


can any woman help me out and tell me what to do and/or what that situation could be about?

i´d really appreciate that, as i want to handle her with care and make her feel safe, not hurt her feelings...

thx a lot in advance,

john D.A.