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"I believe in God, but not as one thing, not as an old man in the sky. I believe that what people call God is something in all of us. I believe that what Jesus and Mohammed and Buddha and all the rest said was right. It's just that the translations have gone wrong."
~ John Lennon ~

my wife came back home..were so happy!:)

thank you


so hi all,

hugs for you:)

life here is trippy, i feel so close to God it's so amazing..it's like , but i don't see the source you know as a being it's just like a thought force..it's like whatever i pray for comes true..without fail, if it's meant to be it's meant to be and it almost alwaysis meant to be..lol

it's like i'll ask God for something and it happens...lol

so cool, thank you God...i love you...tears*

i just wis i could get help with the lottery, that i always ask help for and no luck yet...maybe that would be too easy? but we deserve it! imo, been a hard road...i would like to be able to just relax in a hammock in my own backyard and just chill out all day if i like..

ahh...dreams:)

anyways, love you

namaste'

"Once you accept you have all the wealth you need, abundance comes effortlessly." ~ FreeJazz

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Symptoms of Inner Change
and Personal Transformation

You sense that something big is happening
on planet Earth these days

Your inner voice tells you that
change is coming

You feel a restlessness stirring deep within

You find yourself searching
for a deeper meaning
and purpose to life

Struggling for survival and happiness
in the material world just doesn't
satisfy you anymore

More and more you are becoming
bored and frustrated with the
routines of everyday life

You no longer feel connected or attached to things,
places, or even people you once felt close to

Your career or personal relationships
with other people don't feel
the same anymore

Your hunger for the material comforts
and pleasures of life leaves you
feeling empty and incomplete

You are beginning to realize that
lasting peace and happiness
is an inner thing

You find yourself breaking ties
with all things physical

You find yourself looking into the spiritual or mystical
realms for a greater sense of purpose,
direction and meaning to life

Tests of personal, financial or physical
hardship have found their
way into your life

Perhaps you suffer through periods of profound doubt,
depression, dissociation, loss of orientation,
rootlessness and a profound sense of loss

Heavy foods such as beef, rich deserts,
and the like no longer feel right and
lower your vibrations

You often find yourself wondering... who am I,
what am I really doing here or what is
my real purpose on this planet?

Perhaps your feelings are becoming more intense,
that you cry or become overly emotional
for no good reason

You feel that time is speeding up

Sometimes you question your own sanity but there
is a knowingness deep within that says
you are on the right path

You find yourself going through a personal cleansing
process where old belief systems are being
weeded out from your inner being

At times you feel exhausted
for no apparent reason

Other times you find it difficult to focus on
your job or other types of work

Your traditional belief system is showing signs
of upheaval and you find yourself
detaching from it

You find yourself in career crisis and are perhaps seeking
employment and professional fulfillment in an
entirely new area or a series of unfocused
projects that have little
substance to them

You feel a sense of separation
from family and friends

Material things no longer are a
source of security for you

For some, it seems that your
entire world is falling apart

You begin to look at things in a
much different way

Some days everything seems to go right...
other days everything seemingly goes wrong

You no longer seem concerned
with financial security

You trust in the knowingness of your higher Self
and in the notion that the spiritual
journey is one's true path

Your old life is dying while at the same
time a new life is emerging

You find yourself very uncomfortable in
the presence of negative energy

Religious dogmas that have motivated
you through fear and guilt
no longer feel right

You find yourself waiting for signs

More and more you feel out of touch, out
of sync, with the rest of the world

You no longer find meaning in your work

Your life has recently gone through upheaval, perhaps
in the form of a health crisis, financial
loss, career failure, divorce,
a broken relationship

You feel that your vibration is increasing and that things such
as traffic, noisy malls, busy highways, bustling airports,
violent movies and other kinds of negative
energies lower your vibrations

You now find that attachments to any and
all things put limitations on you...
that your sense of freedom
is diminished

You find yourself detaching from the rat race,
material possessions, negative relationships,
and old belief systems that don't
serve you well anymore

You no longer feel connected to consensus reality

You find yourself seeking ways to achieve
inner peace and simplicity of life

You feel that you live in and sense two different realities
simultaneously: The 3-dimensional material reality
your old self used to occupy and a new reality
of higher vibration and spirituality that
you find yourself shifting into

~~~

Feel good if you can relate to the symptoms
of personal transformation!

There are massive changes taking
place on our planet these days

Mother Earth's vibrations grow stronger every
day and they are reaching higher
and higher elevations

As that happens, you will experience
profound changes within yourself

Inner change is happening for many of us

And a greater sense of the spiritual is awakening
in the mass consciousness of humanity

thanks FreeJazz, couple good posts there:)

hugs for you.., thank you

namaste:)

How beautiful you are!!!xo

Great big hugs back to you friend!

Very happy to hear of your good fortune.


Blessings

So glad to hear as you've been on my mind! xox

So glad to hear as you've been on my mind! xox

I'm scared but also confident.

Things are seeming a bit in the wild side and just seem to ... "escalate". Does anyone know for certain, or at least, a hint of what is to come in the next few months?

I'm sorry you're feeling scared...it's the not knowing what, where and when that gets under the skin to create alot of anxiety. Try to just take it as it comes and don't let the fear get to you!

We are a free will system and it's virtually impossible to know how the next step gets expressed. Be aware and remember all we have is the moment we're in so make the most of all your moments. Thinking about things that make your heart sing will increase the positive vibration to add to the collective idea of transition as opposed to total destruction. Systems are broken so they WILL come down. The earth is shifting on it's axis...can't stop that. Will be uncomfortable and if you are your "things" then it'll devestate. Awakening to truth and acceptance of change; staying open and flexible....these are the mind set of the now. Work on what you can change...yourself. Become the best version of yourself you can. That is effort that is never in vein! xoxox

thank you for sharing.

Last Edited by LLC on 09/12/2010 01:19 PM

Got it in my mail this morning - made some sense to me, so that's why I posted. Forgot to sign though...

Have a nice day

well, it spells it out for some who may need further understanding. thank you. You confirm that which I seem to know but dont know how or why. I am a child of the Universe and The Earth is my Mother and God is everything and we are all God. I have always felt that so I guess that is why what you tell us is always so with myself.

Last Edited by LLC on 09/13/2010 11:37 AM

no reason to be scared....ever...:)


i have a hint for ya...miracles:)


believe...know

love

joy

truth

Nice to know - we're all connected, so it's great to get such comfirmations.

Loves and hughs 2 U 2

Love Light Dream Light

U so true and so sacred in what u say... is a divine secret

Opening of a Seal
September 2010
by Lisa Renee

Dear Family,

Since breaking into a major timeline (a.k.a.dimensional) intersection
of the next evolutionary cycle on July 17th, we are continuing to
undergo a major "life-style" restructuring as well as enduring
profoundly deep cellular transmutation. As we recently "broke onto the
other side" the shockwaves generated from the sheer impact have been
reverberating through our very core.(and our brains and third eye!)
The Guardian's mention this "breaking through the timeline" was akin
to the esoteric or biblical reference of the "Opening of a Seal". If
you re-read the annual theme news from January, "The Year of the
Indigo" it will give you a clue as to what "seal" they are referring
to. The many earthquakes on our planetary body (the macrocosm) this
year have been shaking us to get ready to open our own personal body
"seal". (the microcosm). Additionally this "opening seal" and the
"mark it left as an imprint on our forehead" created some scarily
intense physical symptoms around our skull, brains, nerves and eyes.
The recent transmission downloads, and their lucid dream states have
contained many variations of geometries, hieroglyphs, hebrew letters,
animals as well as flying colors and hearing inner ear ringing tones.
Our pineal gland is changing. Our brain is changing. It's no wonder we
have been mostly sequestered and isolated the past few months as this
has not been the altered state where one can comfortably "tool around
town".

The Utter Silence

Even though we are left feeling a total void and complete utter
"silence" from the multiple explosions of these impacts, we are now
beginning to find the "softer ground". Those shockwaves (the opening
of a seal) have been clearing out our spiritual house to remove the
repetitive debris of the old systems of mind control behaviors, many
of which were embedded or wired in our brains. (i.e. fears, addiction
or co-dependent patterns.) Many of us are finally feeling freer from
those controls. Some of us are still undergoing the transmutation
effects of these new Indigo "Blue Ray" brain activations while others
will catch it in the next cycle. After these shockwaves electrified
our brains and then bulldozed everything out of our peripheral view -
the softer ground finally showed up to bring shape to our new life
foundation. We have no certain idea of what's next - but we can feel
the new life foundation is being built!

(This new architectural "life foundation" is also being built in the
Universal macrocosm and it is being referenced by the Guardians as the
"City Four Square" of the Cosmic Cube Matrix. More below..)

In order to be free we have to "know" that we do indeed have
EVERYTHING we will ever need inside of us. And that "everything" is
found within the inner space of "utter silence". The recent surprising
shake ups are verifying that core truth to us over and over again.
Every time we try to join back into the external chaos, the "Yod of
God" (God's Finger) pushes us back into the utter silence - once
again! We are growing much stronger where no hidden darkness or shadow
can obscure our vision of really "knowing" the Power of the Eternal
Light. As we know it, we become it. And then life as we know it
changes forever.

The Wrath of the Lamb Begins

Esoterically the "Power of the Eternal Light" is also being referred
to this month as "The Wrath of the Lamb". According to the Guardians,
we have entered the times of which the forces of darkness will fear
the Power of the Eternal Light for the first time, and this is being
referred to as - "The Wrath of the Lamb". (As squirmy as I get making
any kind of biblical reference, knowing of its many distortions, the
archetypes and code in many cases are accurate ways to describe the
architecture sequencing of this holographic reality. Since most humans
do not understand the natural physics of building a holographic
reality, much of the bible code is reduced to linear (egoic) thought
forms of metaphor or analysis. Most of which are grossly distorted by
those who seek to gain from their misconstrued meaning. From the point
of understanding divine consciousness utilizes archetypes and code in
order to bring itself into physical matter, it is in such context that
the Guardians will speak in these terms from time to time)

The Lamb is represented as the First Power of God's Light as the human
embodiment of the Christ Consciousness. The Christ Consciousness is
the same field of energetic intelligence that is referred to as the 12
D field and its "Avatar Matrix". Also, please note the term "wrath" is
not to be misconstrued as judgment, punishment, vengeance or any type
of violence or instigated fear upon another. The Christ Consciousness
is akin to the gentleness of a Lamb, yet its power becomes evident and
then is feared by those who have controlled through "might". This is
the sign of the end times, the changing and evolving consciousness, as
we enter the "final conflict" stages during the planetary Ascension
Cycle. We are entering the stage of "the Wrath of the Lamb" which
signals the beginning of the "changing of the guard" on this planet.

We now understand why we must enter the Dark to Truly Know the Eternal
Light of God, and we are able to embrace this new vision. Through
understanding this "Universal Law of the Polar Opposites" and by
continually facing the darkness with non judgment, we then are able to
come into the wisdom of embodying this higher knowledge as a
"Universal Christ Consciousness". Through the process of experiencing
extreme polarity (by synthesizing the extremes of energetic opposites)
your physical body becomes the alchemized vehicle which holds God's
Inner Eternal Light of Truth. As we allow that Truth to Shine forth
from our hearts, it illumines the pathway to Unity - the Universal
Christ Consciousness and destiny of Humanity. As we ignite the purity
Flame in our own Heart we become the Sacred Fire of All Hearts. As a
Flame can be blown out, this Sacred Fire cannot.

The Landing Pad

This month is about finally getting our landing pad, and gaining the
ground (feeling more supported, firmly grounded yet more spiritually
embodied) we need to operate from our inner core with deeper clarity.
That deeper clarity is a pre-requisite for being and living in your
"divine purpose". There is no room for anything else inside of you any
longer.

Those of us riding this "New Unity Wave" and its new source coding
have been re-aligning ourselves and in many cases are being relocated
into new spaces that offer a "steadying" foundation of which to
function. At times it has been bewildering and disorienting as it
seems the landscape around us is being drastically rearranged with
(and without) our personal conscious participation. I have likened
these times to be similar as being an actor on a location movie set,
and the director has just changed the set around getting ready to film
the next action scene. The film and lighting crew (our Guardians and
Guidance teams) are scurrying all over the place getting ready for the
"big screen moment" to unveil. The Universal energies are connecting
to us like our very Divine Director and giving us new landscapes and
props to work with in creating our new movie. This time we seem to be
getting much more "special effects" star dust and that includes
mystery manifestations and last minute surprises. As we stay inside of
ourselves, it all feels really good.

Many of us were more than ready (with consciousness battle fatigue) to
"receive" more beneficial relationships and supportive environments so
it has been a major blessing from the Universe. These new supportive
foundations in some cases are physically represented,(moving our
primary residences or working areas) or energetically represented
( sudden changes in our relationship to things: i.e. organizations,
promotions, new responsibilities, new influences and opportunities
around us) or based in resolution of the past circumstances through
the forgiveness frequency. (family reconnection or relationship
healings from your past memories) Most of the shifts have felt really
supportive unless they have involved the loss or exiting of loved
ones.

Exiting point

As many of us are aware, there are those that will decide to depart
this dimension by dropping their physical bodies. The massive
downloads of frequency are extremely harsh on the bodies of the
neurological super-sensitive, the emotionally/spiritually
disconnected, rigidly mental or dogmatic or those that persist in
acting out repetitive destructive behavior. It is this group in the
masses that generally have much more trouble with the intensity of
frequency requiring changes that result in the cellular transmutation
of our physical being. These colossal energies are at a boiling point
and the masses will have to willingly make changes or suffer its
consequence. Most of us have required retreat or solitude from the
pulsating throngs of people that are still running to catch up with
(what feels to be) lost time. Depression, escapist tendencies and
radical behaviors are likely to increase in the masses for those
reasons. For those of us that are preparing for Stewardship/
Guardianship roles, it is time to strengthen and be aware for holding
loving neutral space for the transitions of those around you.

The Special Op Starseed's ( or Blue Rays) have another job entirely on
group consciousness field repair and that in itself is another set of
physics placing demands on the genetic codes held in the bodies. This
is not the group I am referring to here. Please note that this exiting
point is a choice and if you participate with your bodies healing and
do the 'work" required - your body can and will be fully
rehabilitated. Do not feel fear over this issue, as its not ascension
symptoms that drop the physical body, it is the ignorance of not
knowing or asking to feel guidance or connect to the spiritual bodies.
You must participate with your soul or ascension process if you are
greatly physically "sick" and you do not want the "exit point" to
occur. The Guardian perspective is once you comprehend your soul plan
choices, you do not need to execute any pre-written "exit point" in
your 3D incarnational plan. You have the choice ALWAYS to change that
as you become conscious enough to participate with your personal
evolution. You will not get out of the energy balance requirement
needed for the original reason of that set up of an exit point in your
life plan, however, you can always override an exit point. The
original Crystal Blueprint for the Multidimensional God Human never
needed to suddenly drop the body, instead conscious exiting or
Stargate transmutation was the free option. Trauma and disease pattern
used to drop the body was a causation of forgetting our true spiritual
connection to the Universe. Remember and LIVE your God connection as
your primary reality and the trauma and disease will drop away instead
of the body.

The issue is most people are not aware of what is currently happening
on the planet and what the task at hand for an evolving body
(ascending consciousness) actually is. Many fall into the false ideas
of defining labels for imbalances by calling them "diseases" and then
getting sucked into the medical system and pharmaceutical routes. It
is very hard to transcend this "3D medical reality" to a complete
healing if you are still "believing" the medical system is the total
"cure" for a sick spiritual body. All disease stems and is preceded
from a sick or imbalanced aura or "energy body blueprint". If one
believes that a synthetic chemical or scalpel will entirely cure the
cause of the imbalance, then there is a huge hole missing from the
approach to healing. This is why so many diseases return back to the
body even when the "scalpel" has cut out the tumor or the "sickness"
from the body. The entire holistic view needed to heal the bodies
energy field is not being accounted for in the current standard of our
medical system. Until the energy body is considered as important as
the physical body in healing cures, a total healing is rare to occur.
This is the danger of the current times as many of us are not aware of
how we can heal ourselves through understanding our blueprint. (and
simply listening to our body) Every human being has a physical,
emotional, mental and spiritual body layer comprising their aura. The
aura is the instruction set that controls every function in the body
you experience as a physical "self". It is a major area of
vulnerability to manipulate the human species as we have forgotten our
multidimensional nature and creational energy blueprint. (It is
another reason as to why the controller forces use this angle of
compromising health in order to weaken the planetary population. Stay
awake and aware of the competing global agenda to instigate the
"pestilence program" by controlling our access to alternative health
methods and by suppressing our immunity. This is the major trump card
which the controllers are putting into aggressive play now. Stay out
of fear and quietly gather your resources as you may be guided. We
will be given what we need when we ask for it.)

Some of us are the mid wives of the spirit and have been busy working
with not only the group astral body soul retrieval but that which is
required of this physical dimension. Preparing for other's bodily
transition or drop is not an easy job, yet it is most noble and
necessary. This means we have a greater need for "portal jumper's"
that can straddle multiple dimensions of consciousness to keep portals
open for others. As we have entered a Universal Intersection Cycle,
this allows many beings to leave their physical body at an auspicious
point in the timeline which allows for a greater spiritual body
connection or a full rehabilitation into the next available "gateway".
Some of them are the preparation crew to re-educate (or heal) the next
waves moving through the multiple gateways over the next years of the
Ascension Cycle. Some of them are taking the ancestral miasma and
genetic defect implication out of the family lineages so they are
freed from the future effects of the generations yet to be born.

In any case, bracing yourself and preparing for these abrupt and
sometimes surprising passages of people around you with some context
can be helpful. When dealing with children or adults before their
prime it seems especially harsh for the families of these loved ones.
People are seeking answers. Holding the loving space for passage and
saying the guided words to heal human hearts will very much be needed
in the coming months. Most aptly expressed through the Prayer of Saint
Francis, "Lord, Please make me an instrument of your Peace."

The City Four Square or New Jerusalem

The Guardians have been showing me over the last weeks (in the middle
of the night at 3 am) the imprint of the schematic of the Divine Mind
of God upon the third eye in the center of our brain. What this means
is that the actual Living Divine Plan of God is projected as a
geometric schematic of the "Divine Will" blueprint as through Its "All
Seeing Eye". All intermediary lenses of "mind control" (Eye of Yahweh,
Eye of Jehovah, Eye of Horus and other religious control mechanisms
requiring salvation or redemption) must be broken away in order to
"see" the mind of One God. This "All Seeing Eye" of God is coming to
reside as the Living Presence in our re-wired brain.

The All Seeing Eye of God projects its Divine Mind blueprint as an
imprinted Geometric Tesseract called the Cosmic Cube Matrix. It is the
schematic being projected into the brains (and bodies) of the Blue
Ray's at this time, those with the "mark of the lamb" on their
foreheads. (as created by the opening of the seal)

This imprint of a Geometric Tesseract is being referred to as the
Cosmic Cube Matrix of God's 144,000.The Cosmic Cube holds the
schematic and blueprint to God's Laws by building the architecture of
the "City Four Square". This represents the Four planes of matter in
the Four quadrants of our Universe. This is also representing the four
elemental bases of our raw material making up the planes of matter.
(Air, Fire, Water, Earth) These four elementals make up the main
chemical constituents of our DNA code and are being re-encrypted by
the Aurora's through the "Crystal River". The City Four Square
contains the blueprint of the Solar Christ identity of the 144,000
archetypes of the sons and daughters of God. This new life foundation
(the new grid base matter of the 144,000) is necessary in order to
focus the Divine Wholeness of God consciousness in the given
dispensation of the Ascension. The City Four Square is where the
Crystal River Flows and is represented as the "Golden City" archetype
that returns God's Laws back to this creation. Its projection is to be
held as embodied by the divine messengers (with the seal of the lamb
on their foreheads) of the Cosmic Cube 144 Matrix.

The Blue Ray Families (See Code of the Blue Nile from March news -
encoded with the 144,000 genetic imprint) are the first ones embodying
this process on the Earth now. It is a part of the Christ
Consciousness returning through the Oraphim Blue Ray and the Elohim
Creator Gods to reinstall God's "divine" plan in this density. I am
aware the Guardians are suggesting we infuse ourselves with this image
as a connection to see a "symbol architecture" of the divine plan of
God, as projected through our 3rd eye.

The Guardians mention that although Metatron's cube appears as a
similar geometric function, that this "Cosmic Cube 144" is not the
same thing. They describe both ArchAngelic "Metatron" and "Thoth" as
the appointed "Scribes of God's Mind" (had held these geometries in
the lower form worlds) that served its purpose in the dark eon that is
now coming to an end. As we enter the Cosmic Christ Intelligence and
create a direct relationship to God, no intermediary, including a
"scribe" is needed.

Through synchronicity this youtube video of a crop circle discovered
on July 17, 2010 in the United Kingdom came across my desk. I admit I
was overjoyed to see this after being kept up multiple nights staring
at this Cosmic Cube in the sky. Here it is for your enjoyment!

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Stay in the luminosity of your Avatar Heart Path! Be Gentle with your
hearts and each other.

Love Always, Lisa

© 2010, Lisa Renee

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was wondering if you're gonna go..?

i'm gonna go..pitch my tent and enjoy the vibes:)

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Channeler: Marlene Swetlishoff
Master Hilarion's Weekly Message

September 12-19, 2010

Beloved Ones,

Many of you are now beginning to feel joy in your daily lives again. This is a sign that you have passed through the ‘dark night of the Soul’ in whatever form it took as karma to be acknowledged, released, transmuted and cleared and are now coming into completion with this process of Ascension. It means your test of faith was met with success and an Initiation into a higher consciousness is now coming to pass.

You it is, who have volunteered to be here in this present moment, successfully navigating the Cosmic currents and radiating those into the core of the Earth to be used for the Highest and Greatest Good of all. As you radiate this Cosmic Light, the effects ripple outward from your Being and make a deep impact upon the energy fields of others and these others then Awaken to many truths and revelations that were available to them before but which they did not understand or comprehend or even discern as important to them. This is now changing, Dear Ones, for the required number of Souls who are Awakened or are Awakening has reached critical mass.

Things upon your World will begin to move much more quickly now and whereas before you felt as though you were walking in molasses and feeling stagnation, you will now find that events will begin to transpire with a rapidity that might at times take your breath away. You are all ready now for the next step and this will become clear to you in your personal lives and you will begin to take action as you follow the dictates of your heart and your inner guidance. You will start manifesting much more easily now that which you have been affirming and it may come so quickly that you may not recognize it has manifested for you, so we ask you all to be aware in the days ahead that your every thought, word, and deed has an impact upon your World.

This is why we have counselled you to create more peace, harmony and joy in your daily living and to connect with the elements of Nature, for this is tremendously helpful in clearing your energies and holding your Light steady. When you sit quietly, and hear only the water lapping on the shores of a lake and listen to the seagulls or watch their antics come feeding time, you are connecting with All That Is and even if just for five minutes, this will restore your energy fields to optimum levels. This will become a more and more important practice for you to use and remember. Never forget that Creator manifests in and through Nature and is not distorted but remains pure as the Source.

No matter what transpires in your personal lives, realize that you have always had within you, all that you need and desire, and all answers come more easily to you as you practice “being in the flow”. Begin to discern your patterns and how they cycle in your interactions with others and how this affects the whole and begin to make those changes which will make you more the Master of your life. You are creating new patterns of Being on every level now and we of the Higher realms draw closer to you each day.

You are each deeply and unconditionally loved and we ask that you extend this by passing it forward.

Until next week….

I AM Hilarion

©2010 Marlene Swetlishoff

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Rise above thy sensing. Be Me in thy
knowing."

Walter Russell

thank you

Hay guises,

as some of you might know, I'm on 'a break' from lightworking. Specifically, I'm on a break from consciously tuning myself to the higher frequencies, that is meditation and other similar practices. This year, 2010, has been titled "The Year of Completion" (also, the year of the tiger, the year of the lung, and other names given to it). I'd like to let you in on some of my thoughts from a point of view of a regular "non-spiritual" person, an average chump who's not that keenly striving for expanding their consciousness.

First of all, the overall feeling that I'm having right now and have had since I stopped meditating, is this sort of dullness. It's like I stepped down from multidimensionality to some sort of lower dimensional projection of it. Things happen on their own, and all reality is this sort of grey goo. I'm totally NOT experiencing any depression, a feeling that I frequently dropped down to when I was really actively meditating, it's just that the feeling of excitement, the feeling of joy and the ups and downs have greatly softened, and maybe lessened too.

When I was meditating, I had these huge bursts of creativity, activity, laughter, and I generally felt really connected to other people. I could project my emotions and feelings on them, and everything was this sort of psychedelic, always moving and expanding forever and ever. Huge shifts of emotions, like a roller-coaster, are now absent. I feel more stable, but also somewhat more uninteresting. There is this some sort of missing of connection, like others have their own thoughts, their own things in life, like I'm not part of it to an extent I used to was. It's like when I talk to friends), I'm only this empty shell that they can't relate to. Like I've become a mere business contact to them, not being able to connect with them and share their joy. I'm only here to smile at them, leave them my card and wait for them to call in case we had to make some money.

Talking about money, it's what I have been interested of lately. Not spiritual things. I feel that I have gained some confidence on these matters. I'm a trainee in this small telecom company now. I feel like I'm able to manifest some physical wealth in my life. It was really something I've been unable to get a grip on before. Also, this manifestation thing has sort of revealed itself to me. I've taken this attitude of letting it go, letting things be as they are, and I feel my manifesting skills greatly evolved. "Yeah I'd like this and that, but whaddayagonnado", let go of the thought and *blinggg*, you suddenly find it in front of you. The letting go part was my greatest barrier in manifesting.

I also feel somewhat psychic. I can sense people's emotions, just like they have been telling in those channelings that the phenomenon will greatly increase. Especially the bad ones. It's like they bring the thoughts themselves there and share them with me energetically/vibrationally. And they can sense my thoughts too. If I'm thinking of something I'm not comfortable with, it can be seen on my face, and I find people thinking in the same way. In situations like these I need to adjust myself. I have found that when thinking about stuff that I'd rather not think about, I just make myself concentrate on my heart center. It always helps dissolving bad thought forms that might distract communication.


Well that was about it for now. Had my thoughts cleared. Sending out peace, love, unity & respect to everybody here. You know who you are.

Welcome on the other side.

Here is where its fun,amazing and simple.

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