Hi Ahim-sa, Cos and Dances <3!!! Quoting: ~ Allie 8984077
These are incredible times. I've really withdrawn from my heart and The Flow this last year +. I engaged in an extremely abusive relationship on all levels that was really damaging for me in every aspect of my life. My light, my chakras, dimmed and muddled and I got really sick.
Several months ago little signs started nudging their way back into my consciousness (perhaps I sought them out - ah, well, it's one in the same anyway, isn't it? ;D). Birds, lights, a random card, "You are Being Helped" that fell out of a bin... small at first, but quickly growing. I began to vibrate away from those painful, constricting expressions I was surrounding myself with. Reconnected with some beautiful spirits and met some new ones. I am suddenly vividly aware of my guides vibrating on those faster planes again - and boy, oh, boy, do they swarm the room with LOVE! Each day the synchronicity, the wonder just speeds up. It's incredible.
Finding my way back to my Spirit, my Soul. Cleansing that constricting, separating hatred out (especially the self-loathing, unforgiving kind) and filling with love, with acceptance. Filled with so much more gratitude than I ever before could comprehend. <3
Troubling times indeed, Cos, but hold strong and true in Love, One :). Right there with you, Brother ;)!
Ah Allie - Im not one to make comment on relationships - but after what seems like life times of failed ones - I sorta live by this .
Comes the Dawn
Veronica Shorffstall, 1971
After a while you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to understand that kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head held high and your eyes open,
With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child.
You learn to build your roads
On today because tomorrow's ground
Is too uncertain for plans, and futures have
A way of falling down in midflight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine
Burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate
Your own soul, instead of waiting
For someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you can really endure,
That you really are strong
And you really do have worth
And you learn and learn ... and you learn
With every goodbye you learn.
Allie I still have the picture you made - did you ever finish colouring it ???