Thank you SemJ... I have a tendency to think like you about this... that it is an aspect of me.

However, MY 'old' solution would have been to 'love' this woman/part of self, to assimilate into the whole.

This dream goes way far away from what I 'intellectually' would choose.

haha... it's part of the shift. The old ways not working so well anymore.

I rely greatly on first impressions... that wispy essence that gives truth. Thank you for yours, and for posting here.
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