Ever since the elections I've been taking 30 mg of Oxazepam three times a day

good stuff

You are in serious trouble to say the least. 3 pills a day x 365 x 8 years = 8,760 doses.

You might as well start jacking heroin instead.

Try some Thorazine.

Just wait until the drug doesn't work anymore, you have to quit it and face the reality. The crash will be SPECTACULAR and you will be in HELL for weeks.

I know. I was on diazepam (and ramping up the dose steadily) for six months until my supply suddenly dried out. Cold turkey, bro. No chance of tapering down. Smoked like there was no tomorrow, didn't see a sober day for weeks, tried to smooth out the ride with pot, but nothing helped. It's HELL, I tell you. The awful reality hits you on the head like a ton of bricks - over and over again.

If you still opt for the drug, I seriously recommend seeking professional help when the fun ends. Might save your life.

Move to North Korea to ease up your pain .

Oh, I forgot to mention one thing.

At least I seem to retain tolerance for these drugs - even after years of quitting them.

I was addicted to both opiates and diazepam for a long time, before I kicked both habits.

Now, I need to tell my doctors that I need a double dose if they want a sedative or an opiate to have any effect on me. It's not that I'm looking for a buzz. It's just that if they give me a standard dose of some opiate, for instance, it doesn't do anything to the pain. Nothing. It needs to be a double dose or more to have the intended effect.

Apparently the prolonged use of these substances changed something permanently in my receptors (or the way how my brain reacts to signals), and even today I need much higher doses for an effect.

Double the dose.

Congrats OP. You found a chemical safe space. Maybe the Trump admin could dispense free sedatives for all libtards.

How the fuck can you type with 90mg of that shit ?

I'm not OP, but it's not hard at all. It looks like he's taking 30 mg three times a day, so the single dose is just 30 mg. The total for his day is 90 mg.

At the height of my tolerance, I used to ingest up to 30 (or maybe 40 mg, because I didn't keep accurate count) of diazepam in one go. The standard prescribed single dose is 10 mg "for severe anxiety", and 20+ mg single dose is considered a dangerous dose.

Even after that kind of a dose, I could walk, talk (with a bit of slurring), ride a bicycle, deal with my work, go shopping, chat with my wife without her noticing anything, and so on. I had enough self-restraint not to go and drive a car, though. Didn't want to hurt anyone.

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Yep.

Goddammit. Reading this thread woke up my craving for being properly sedated. I can so remember that calm, pleasant and collected feeling when you knew there was a ton of shit waiting to be dealt with, but you felt like you didn't have to care about it at all.

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Please, just throw yourself off a tall bridge.

The liberals really don't deserve Trump. He's too good for you.

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One thing I found in common with all the liberals and leftist. they all seem to suffer from depression, anxiety and most of them are on pharma drugs. Its a correlation I have found. It may be because you have been programmed but a small part of you is resisting. AI programming via facebook is a real thing. Mind control victims suffer from delusions and severe anxiety.

You play the role of a weeping snowflake very well. I hope they paid you.

Problem is you not the President or the country that elected him! Go see a profesionnal.

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To bad I feel great never better I feel like a new man in my own country for the first time in my life. Such a relief like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders.

Try meditation. Less destructive to your body/mind.

Putz!

This drug can cause paranoia and impair judgment.... apparently you have the symptoms.

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This is very good advice OP. Nothing like a change of scenery and different culinary treat for a tired pallet..bon voyage

Bennies are a good start, now add Oxy to the mix...

Don't feed the trolls....

even if it were true let his idiot die from an overdose...

I think you should DOUBLE the dosage.

That will certainly help!