He told me a lot of those things, too. One night I was lying in bed and they were torturing me revisiting all of my sins, even the small ones. I actually found myself wanting to be tortured more because I felt that I deserved it. But, no. Nobody deserves to be tortured like that. I don't know what you are going through, but there is no justification for what God did to me. Like I said, maybe you need hindsight to see it, and you are probably too ingrained in the process for the benefit of hindsight. But there's no way. If I looked at what happened to me from a different body, I would be horrified at the amount of torture I endured. It's unforgivable, and I sure don't like the idea of you being tortured either. There is no good justification for it no matter which way you look. This is just plain evil.