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i said that because you were kept awake for weeks on end
and you were having hallucinations, hearing voices
and paranoid
believe me... manic episodes can last months
sometimes off and on for years with the off part being brief, like a few days
sometimes the depressed or mixed state is the norm and then all of a sudden a manic episode can come late in life
schizo effective fits, but not the being kept awake part
either way, its not God
God doesn't speak like that
and the devil wouldnt do it either unless you invited him to do so or practice the occult fairly intensely and regularly
my guess is some kind of chemical imbalance, head trauma, infection or mental illness
but i dont know enough to make an assessment
Quoting: Salt There is no way you can know what God speaks like. He spoke to me for over three years, while I mostly just listened. I haven't even told you 1% of everything I've been through. You don't have enough information to make a diagnosis like that.
you're right, i dont
but you've shared a ton of info here and lemme tell ya, it speaks volumes
i know you probably dont want to hear it, but i can tell you that there is a really good reason God doesn't speak audibly. the main reason is confusion.
and the things you are saying are things He would never ever say. mostly because they all are contrary to His word.
the enemy however speaks audibly sometimes
how attached are you to your experience and your understanding of it?
and why?
His word is meaningless anymore. He basically came out and said, God's harem is full, you can blow up the world now. Does that sound like someone who cares about their word?
He could be a collector. Collecting people, watching them here, then reincarnating them after death aboard his ship that I saw. It's certainly possible based on what I've seen, and more. I know someone else who is also going through this and he says they control his whole body remotely. If God has that kind of technology, he could be simply making unwitting slaves out of everyone.
I'm not saying that that is what God is doing, because I don't have omniscience, but if he brought it up, he said that, which he did, then that creates a very large elephant in the room, and you can throw all other experiences out the window. I know that you won't throw out any experiences though, based on my account. Nobody is going to tell me God doesn't speak that way, or God wouldn't do that. Based on what evidence? What evidence do you or anyone have to know what God does or doesn't say when he is being candid? I spoke to him long enough to know better.
God could simply be tricking people to keep the facade going for thousands of years, at the minimum. But it seems as though he's already gotten what he wanted, and doesn't care about that anymore, based on my experience.
Believe it or throw it in the trash. I don't care. I do not have the stamina to argue with people about how mentally fit I am. It is what it is. Take it or chuck it.
I'm not saying I'm done here. If there really was anyone interested, which there's not, I would try harder to remember experiences and the stories he told me and answer questions about it. A few people here have already triggered some memories I had lost. But it really seems like nobody is interested. I told you the pertinent bit. God is not one to be trusted. Hundreds of thousands of possession victims and alien abuctees can't be wrong. God seems to comfort this one and torment that one at will.
darlin, what im trying to tell you is that it is virtually impossible for God to speak against His own word. He not only would not say something contrary to His word, He cannot go against His word.
God spoke everything into existence. He can't unspeak what He already spoke. it cannot return void.
make sense?
God is not the one talking to you. Guaranteed.
and the devil cant just come up and possess someone unless you gave him express permission thru involved intense occult practice.
so, what's left?
what's left is that your mind is playing tricks.
unless you allowed a demon access to you in some way, which i seriously doubt it.
For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.
For as the rain cometh down, and the snow from heaven, and returneth not thither, but watereth the earth, and maketh it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater:
So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it. ~Isaiah 55:8-11
when God speaks to a person, it is either thru His word, through visions or through dreams. and those visions and dreams will be in perfect alignment with His word.
there can be no confusion here.
my question to you is how attached are you to this experience?
