I'm a man, why am I more able to operate unconditionally than most women?

This post has awakened a feeling within me......so dangerous, so hidden, so deep.....

For the first time in my Life I will put words to what I need.....


WHERE IS HE?

He is my pure desire and my one and only need....

My only wish is to find him, and be with him always and in all ways......

The 1 and only man who agrees TO LIVE my 1 and only condition.....

Every man I have verbally expressed my 1 and only condition to......Each has Immediately and Without hesitation agreed

YES! this is the way it should be!

My condition must be.

IF: 1 man is to be called by me The Bravest of all

THEN: He will speak openly to others, in order to bring me out from the darkest shadows into the world to lead the way to "we"


Be patient with me, man, I will tell you what is we.....Yes, darling, I know you want to know...now....

What is we?


I will tell you IF when I return and look at this ----

One last time....

IF: your male interest has been aroused

AND

IF: i am approached with respect by your words expressing your male interest to learn what we is


THEN: I will tell you what we is-with deep respect for who you Are.

Until Then....
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I wrote a few other things earlier.....



I know he exists on this earth, for I have seen bits and pieces of him everywhere I look....


How long I have gone from one to the next with my eyes gazing deeply into his,

......Are you HE?

Are you him?



I will be 60 years old on October 17...Even so,
Men Desire use of my body....


yes, every man I see desires to have sex with my body.


.....

I feel so empty

I feel so dirty




I will discuss sensuality here.

I love men.....Every one I encounter is a work of himself all alone, without me... Somewhere deep within you knowingly thirst for the birth of the pure female - The one so weak and so strong.....


One woman whose only joy in life is the total and complete attention of her man....So enraptured by his complete and total attention that she lifts your spirits and your manhood to heights you had no idea existed.....

The woman who needs you and you ONLY.....


I wish I had a man worthy of my complete and total Worship.

Because the anal canal is deeper than the vagina?