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Anonymous Coward User ID: 51481685 United States 04/18/2017 08:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I know how you feel. I am very tired and don't see a point to all of this existing anymore. The one thing I have wanted in life above all else was to find love and happiness. Instead no one ever really cared and no one does. I've been screwed over and hurt by everyone in my life. No one feels like I do. No one sees things the way I do. It takes a miracle to even find anyone attractive to me these days, and when it rarely happens they are more messed up than me because they've been screwed over too and by middle-aged we're all jaded. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 51481685 If I can't have love, trust and happiness there is no point being on this stupid planet. All I see are things getting worse all over the planet anyway and that is the reality of what is coming. I am tired of doing everything alone. I am tired of knowing the things that I know and seeing the evil in humanity. Listen - the answer is not in another person. If we all incarnated at this "end time" - this difficult time in history and reality - and though in all honestly we have it for the most part physically well compared to earlier generations - seriously we do - imagine times before electricity and sanitation and rudimentary medicine - even if you don't do Western Med you can order from the comfort of your own home many things that can help alleviate many types of sufferings: supplements, heating pads, things to help you stretch - you can climb in your vehicle and drive to a massage/physical therapist - you can find groups and meet ups - etc etc - even it IT DOESN'T WORK - you can - we can - we all have options. AND STILL OUR SOULS ARE EMPTY. We are being forced by this "pain" to either look inside or give up and die. Looking outside brings us nothing. We are all here - like it or not - to do a spiritual journey - and come to peace with our own souls. I know it isn't in another person, but it would help. That's really all I ever wanted in life was to find "my person" and have a relationship like I see others have. Others out there DO have it. It exists. Money, property, talent... nothing is better than a soul mate who would always have your back and give back as much love as you yourself have to give. I have done many of the things you mentioned, but they don't work. Year after year it goes on and on. I'm not even close to anything to find groups now. I have plenty of nature around me, but taking care of it is a burden and not a joy. If I didn't have this computer as a way to connect with people even if they are complete strangers, I would have been gone a long time ago. It would be nice to have something to smile about. I know so many out there have it far worse. I watch or read things all of the time to prove that to myself so I'll get off my pity party, but I still feel the way that I do. I just see so many people suffer and that the world sucks even more. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 15320663 United States 04/18/2017 12:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I know how you feel. I am very tired and don't see a point to all of this existing anymore. The one thing I have wanted in life above all else was to find love and happiness. Instead no one ever really cared and no one does. I've been screwed over and hurt by everyone in my life. No one feels like I do. No one sees things the way I do. It takes a miracle to even find anyone attractive to me these days, and when it rarely happens they are more messed up than me because they've been screwed over too and by middle-aged we're all jaded. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 51481685 If I can't have love, trust and happiness there is no point being on this stupid planet. All I see are things getting worse all over the planet anyway and that is the reality of what is coming. I am tired of doing everything alone. I am tired of knowing the things that I know and seeing the evil in humanity. Listen - the answer is not in another person. If we all incarnated at this "end time" - this difficult time in history and reality - and though in all honestly we have it for the most part physically well compared to earlier generations - seriously we do - imagine times before electricity and sanitation and rudimentary medicine - even if you don't do Western Med you can order from the comfort of your own home many things that can help alleviate many types of sufferings: supplements, heating pads, things to help you stretch - you can climb in your vehicle and drive to a massage/physical therapist - you can find groups and meet ups - etc etc - even it IT DOESN'T WORK - you can - we can - we all have options. AND STILL OUR SOULS ARE EMPTY. We are being forced by this "pain" to either look inside or give up and die. Looking outside brings us nothing. We are all here - like it or not - to do a spiritual journey - and come to peace with our own souls. I know it isn't in another person, but it would help. That's really all I ever wanted in life was to find "my person" and have a relationship like I see others have. Others out there DO have it. It exists. Money, property, talent... nothing is better than a soul mate who would always have your back and give back as much love as you yourself have to give. I have done many of the things you mentioned, but they don't work. Year after year it goes on and on. I'm not even close to anything to find groups now. I have plenty of nature around me, but taking care of it is a burden and not a joy. If I didn't have this computer as a way to connect with people even if they are complete strangers, I would have been gone a long time ago. It would be nice to have something to smile about. I know so many out there have it far worse. I watch or read things all of the time to prove that to myself so I'll get off my pity party, but I still feel the way that I do. I just see so many people suffer and that the world sucks even more. Are you a gemini or is it in your charts? I say this because I forget that I really am independently solo wired, so in fact its me thats the outlier - my very good friend who is a gemini needs a partner - as she puts it because she is a "twin" - I don't put complete weight in this concept but I understand there are influences upon us as beings. I observe and get that some people really need others - I just tend to fall into that "Hell is other people" camp. Since you enjoy human companionship - well there are a lot of nice people who volunteer for things like Habitat for Humanity or at the Humane Society or other agencies - it would be a good way to meet people - I even noticed today the nice, kind people in a group shot of an agency down here that works to protect and conserve a particular river. They host educational events and kayaking trips - and all those nice smiling people looked welcoming. I hope you find what you seek. |
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