i think you are getting closer to the truth, like it's about different types of energy.

there is some energy that is high energy, what i call high energy is basically joy, laughter, good times, when you feel good thats high energy. like hollywood stars and rockstars, they thrive on 'high energy' like fame and fortune and glamour of a lifestyle that is really about being worshiped.

when you feel fear, suffering, pain, that is like a different category of energy that seems to power a different sort of reality, which seems to birth 'evil'.

the thing is these two types of energy don't mesh or go together, you can't give high energy to portal of fear or suffering, or if you do, it's like an effect that is similar to water meets fire, like the high energy will just clash with the thick energy and either dissipate both together or whichever is stronger wins.

if you choose to power yourself of thick or dark energy, it's like you cant do anything that involves high energy or you lose your momentum. and if you choose high energy, you lose your momentum with dark energy.

so it's like you can't use both, and when you choose one type of energy, the other type is automatically at war with you. so it's like you always have an opposition.

im not completely sure about my theory but this is part of it, another part of my theory is everything is information.