Checking in one last time

I've tried that twice, it didn't work - and it'd only be for a month. I don't pay for my own membership I use my karma so it soon runs out.

So sorry to hear of all your struggles. Today in church we where reminded how important communication is ,so important to share honestly what we face in this life.

I have faced some of my worst fears the last 2 years and about to face even harder things. I could not have done it without , prayer , The Word , God and church family. We do not hear preaching on how hard the end times are and many think we are in them.
Over a year ago God told me a storm is coming without warning and we are not prepared. Take one day at a time , one event at a time , give away the things you can not change and never allow the enemy to take a foot hold.

Not sure why you are leaving GLP but , satan has wanted me to many times. It is hard to determine sometimes who is urging our lives...

Prayers for you


Peace was never coming to earth , peace is what we have to find with war all around us. When we think life is about us we get distracted , when we forget the end of all this, we focus on what satan wants.

I do not know a single person right now , not facing tough battles. When we lose someone we love it is hard and we assume we live to be old but this life is about purpose and if we keep the faith we will see those who had faith again.


Try and focus why God has you here and it will be easier . God Bless

Today's the day.
it marks the 1 year anniversary of writing my "Farewell Ode to GLP".

So much has happened this last year, can hardly keep up with everything.

Mom passed away after fighting with Breast Cancer,
Still dealing with a Mother-In-Law who is terminal with Cancer too,
We became empty-nesters,
Sold our house and moved,
Sold one of our Businesses,
Fought a corrupt political system while they try to keep the Good Ole Boy Club alive,
Fought for Liberty and Hosted numerous Constitutional Educational Seminars,
Successfully wintered over 100% of my apiaries,
Relocated my work office,
Lost a Step-Sister, to a brain bleed,
Have some Clients who are struggling with Cancer themselves.

(Damn-it all.......WHY LORD!)!
So much more has happened, that I cannot share....yet.....Here I stand, struggling to put un the Full Armor of God to be a Warrior and Stand for Something that is Righteous.


My head is still spinning, yet I keep hanging on, adrift in the ocean of this Matrix we live in, holding onto this site as I would a floating driftwood, as waves of life keep crashing down upon me.

Time has become so precious. I count my free time nowadays in seconds, sometimes in minutes. Yet I find time to check in here.... and I keep asking Why?
What good does it do? Am I making a difference??

I am torn, Each of you, whom I have bonded with are a part of me. some still remain, others have fallen by the wayside and become Anonymous Cowards.
I too, fear that and AC is what will become of me too.

My paid membership ran out last year, a gracious benefactor here on GLP renewed me for a full year and this too runs out today, this may be my last post. I have tried to check out before, but keep getting drawn back in. Feels like i have checked into the Hotel of California.

So much to share, so much to contribute, but am I truly making a difference?

Incase I do not renew, Let me just say, to all of my GLP family. Thank you for being here, listening, and caring. and even some jeering at me, as I researched and expanded my knowledge......

I am grateful and blessed to be connected to so many of you here......We are all one family.

Just wanted to check in, one last time and say Thank you GLP!

You'll do an Arnie & be back
15 years I've been saying the same thing

Today's the day.
it marks the 1 year anniversary of writing my "Farewell Ode to GLP".

So much has happened this last year, can hardly keep up with everything.

Mom passed away after fighting with Breast Cancer,
Still dealing with a Mother-In-Law who is terminal with Cancer too,
We became empty-nesters,
Sold our house and moved,
Sold one of our Businesses,
Fought a corrupt political system while they try to keep the Good Ole Boy Club alive,
Fought for Liberty and Hosted numerous Constitutional Educational Seminars,
Successfully wintered over 100% of my apiaries,
Relocated my work office,
Lost a Step-Sister, to a brain bleed,
Have some Clients who are struggling with Cancer themselves.

(Damn-it all.......WHY LORD!)!
So much more has happened, that I cannot share....yet.....Here I stand, struggling to put un the Full Armor of God to be a Warrior and Stand for Something that is Righteous.


My head is still spinning, yet I keep hanging on, adrift in the ocean of this Matrix we live in, holding onto this site as I would a floating driftwood, as waves of life keep crashing down upon me.

Time has become so precious. I count my free time nowadays in seconds, sometimes in minutes. Yet I find time to check in here.... and I keep asking Why?
What good does it do? Am I making a difference??

I am torn, Each of you, whom I have bonded with are a part of me. some still remain, others have fallen by the wayside and become Anonymous Cowards.
I too, fear that and AC is what will become of me too.

My paid membership ran out last year, a gracious benefactor here on GLP renewed me for a full year and this too runs out today, this may be my last post. I have tried to check out before, but keep getting drawn back in. Feels like i have checked into the Hotel of California.

So much to share, so much to contribute, but am I truly making a difference?

Incase I do not renew, Let me just say, to all of my GLP family. Thank you for being here, listening, and caring. and even some jeering at me, as I researched and expanded my knowledge......

I am grateful and blessed to be connected to so many of you here......We are all one family.

Just wanted to check in, one last time and say Thank you GLP!

just another testimony of the lack of virture of your god

how blind can you be NOT to see that the people who do not worship and serve the entity who calls himself "god" are so much better off than his slaves

oh sure his minions do occasionally "save" some people, to encourage others to join ... but god doesn't care one wit about you ... and his angels and demons just do what they are told by Lucifer - the enforcer of "god's" Commandments


My life has been exceedlingly better since I released my dependency upon him and his Hierarchies ... you should try it for yourself ... and not depend on god for anything - because NATURE was created to provide for your every need, by our (true) Creator ... who does not punish or reward us for using the free will he gave us ... because everything he created is PERFECT - and eventually ... will do the RIGHT thing


if nothing else - consider the FACT ...

that GOD DOES NOT - "do unto others as he would have them do unto him" ... and that Jesus said "the truth will set you free"

I am so sorry for all that you have gone through. You're in my prayers, and I hope you can find a way to stick around.

Today's the day.
it marks the 1 year anniversary of writing my "Farewell Ode to GLP".

So much has happened this last year, can hardly keep up with everything.

Mom passed away after fighting with Breast Cancer,
Still dealing with a Mother-In-Law who is terminal with Cancer too,
We became empty-nesters,
Sold our house and moved,
Sold one of our Businesses,
Fought a corrupt political system while they try to keep the Good Ole Boy Club alive,
Fought for Liberty and Hosted numerous Constitutional Educational Seminars,
Successfully wintered over 100% of my apiaries,
Relocated my work office,
Lost a Step-Sister, to a brain bleed,
Have some Clients who are struggling with Cancer themselves.

(Damn-it all.......WHY LORD!)!
So much more has happened, that I cannot share....yet.....Here I stand, struggling to put un the Full Armor of God to be a Warrior and Stand for Something that is Righteous.


My head is still spinning, yet I keep hanging on, adrift in the ocean of this Matrix we live in, holding onto this site as I would a floating driftwood, as waves of life keep crashing down upon me.

Time has become so precious. I count my free time nowadays in seconds, sometimes in minutes. Yet I find time to check in here.... and I keep asking Why?
What good does it do? Am I making a difference??

I am torn, Each of you, whom I have bonded with are a part of me. some still remain, others have fallen by the wayside and become Anonymous Cowards.
I too, fear that and AC is what will become of me too.

My paid membership ran out last year, a gracious benefactor here on GLP renewed me for a full year and this too runs out today, this may be my last post. I have tried to check out before, but keep getting drawn back in. Feels like i have checked into the Hotel of California.

So much to share, so much to contribute, but am I truly making a difference?

Incase I do not renew, Let me just say, to all of my GLP family. Thank you for being here, listening, and caring. and even some jeering at me, as I researched and expanded my knowledge......

I am grateful and blessed to be connected to so many of you here......We are all one family.

Just wanted to check in, one last time and say Thank you GLP!

:bless you:

You are right Goofy. I have had the hardest last 2 years of my life as well. The past month has really been hard on me. I told someone the other day if I could just crawl into the woods and lay down and go to sleep and not wake up again I would be happy. I have had 3 deaths in the past month around me. Had to still handle the neighbors issues, and may be having another death in the next week in the family. However through prayer and Gods will I have made it, however this is the worst that I have ever had it in my whole life time.

Prayers for you OP.

Today's the day.
it marks the 1 year anniversary of writing my "Farewell Ode to GLP".

So much has happened this last year, can hardly keep up with everything.

Mom passed away after fighting with Breast Cancer,
Still dealing with a Mother-In-Law who is terminal with Cancer too,
We became empty-nesters,
Sold our house and moved,
Sold one of our Businesses,
Fought a corrupt political system while they try to keep the Good Ole Boy Club alive,
Fought for Liberty and Hosted numerous Constitutional Educational Seminars,
Successfully wintered over 100% of my apiaries,
Relocated my work office,
Lost a Step-Sister, to a brain bleed,
Have some Clients who are struggling with Cancer themselves.

(Damn-it all.......WHY LORD!)!
So much more has happened, that I cannot share....yet.....Here I stand, struggling to put un the Full Armor of God to be a Warrior and Stand for Something that is Righteous.


My head is still spinning, yet I keep hanging on, adrift in the ocean of this Matrix we live in, holding onto this site as I would a floating driftwood, as waves of life keep crashing down upon me.

Time has become so precious. I count my free time nowadays in seconds, sometimes in minutes. Yet I find time to check in here.... and I keep asking Why?
What good does it do? Am I making a difference??

I am torn, Each of you, whom I have bonded with are a part of me. some still remain, others have fallen by the wayside and become Anonymous Cowards.
I too, fear that and AC is what will become of me too.

My paid membership ran out last year, a gracious benefactor here on GLP renewed me for a full year and this too runs out today, this may be my last post. I have tried to check out before, but keep getting drawn back in. Feels like i have checked into the Hotel of California.

So much to share, so much to contribute, but am I truly making a difference?

Incase I do not renew, Let me just say, to all of my GLP family. Thank you for being here, listening, and caring. and even some jeering at me, as I researched and expanded my knowledge......

I am grateful and blessed to be connected to so many of you here......We are all one family.

Just wanted to check in, one last time and say Thank you GLP!

You are right Goofy. I have had the hardest last 2 years of my life as well. The past month has really been hard on me. I told someone the other day if I could just crawl into the woods and lay down and go to sleep and not wake up again I would be happy. I have had 3 deaths in the past month around me. Had to still handle the neighbors issues, and may be having another death in the next week in the family. However through prayer and Gods will I have made it, however this is the worst that I have ever had it in my whole life time.

Prayers for you OP.