I suck at sports

Fuck you dad for not making sure I excelled at sports when I was a kid. It's just humiliating for a kid to be in school while having an athletic ability so far below that of his peers. No wonder I grew up to be incel.

Currently I am playing basketball with guys at lunch, in hopes of improving my athletic ability (although I suck at the moment). The guys I play with are tough low class guys, most of whom have no college degree, not sissy scientists or engineers like the subhumans in my office.

I am hoping playing basketball will improve my hormones or something, and make me more tough minded. I used to lift weights before, but my body is so much more sore after playing basketball than it is after lifting weights.