After 12 years of employment I'm jobless and I feel fine...

How long are you going to be a bum?

You can do that when you're single.

Been there doing that also. On again off again.. Ugggg.. Relaxing is hard work.

It definitely make a it easier being single. My mind doesn't play tricks on me

I'm not sure. I applied for a few jobs last week, but I really hope they don't contact me. I want to meditate for a little while. I hope to breath out all of this shit tjat ive accumulated over the years.