Lower Self Consuming Carrington Event Underway

See that's the thing though I'm never alone I feel the consciousness of Matt come into my mind, and the smile that he offers become my smile, and then I chuckle to myself in delight as I feel the most subtle energy of matts smile become my own. I don't learn anything or attain any enlightenment but through love and through the heart itself. In the red hot chili peppers song fortune faded, he says come on God Do I really look bullet proof, and the other night after a very egoically driven day whilst in another dimension I was the awareness of what seemed like an entity or an energy that was reversing time repeatedly back and forth and at the same I was also what I remember as some sort of meld as myself and Anthony being repeatedly shot in the head, and when I awoke from this dimension, it was as if I'd had my head blown off. All I could feel was pain at the back of my skull and just a void of energy and a lack of any mind, it was as though my mind had been removed, and it was painful indeed, but I am thankful for the experience, and it taught me that to speak with family or friend and not acknowledge the God in them, or act as if God is somewhere other than in our heart, is something that calls for having ones mind erased to a degree where only the awareness of things happening on a quantum level within the energetic bodies of those I watch in satsang remained. May this be the last hardship that anyone on the ascension path need face. May this be the last metaphysical and alchemical pain felt and may all beings benefit from the acknowledgement that when a mind is taken from existence, your awareness and limitless truth, and the heart of God, remains in you spreading and cascading limitless potential to every fiber of our beings, that as this mind was erased all that remains is the truth of what your are immortal eternal endless unconditional love, limitless potential, and the expanded awareness that will fill the vacancy of what was, so that what is, can become more and more aligned to what you already are. Thank you for that smile Matt, thank you for being willing to speak truth to me and make me see the absurdity of narcissism, because truly narcissistic tendencies are just the fear of, there is no fear, that mind is gone.