It’s strange and amazing...

yup

...when you realize you live with the enemy...

I need to practice what I preach I'm sitting here thinking about the water fasting I'm doing and then about how this physical manifestation is going to be more appealing and attractive after I lose weight, and instantaneously as I have this thought of glorification of the flesh, spirit sends pain pulsating through my reconstructed shoulder as to remind that this fasting is not for the aesthetically pleasing nature of this manifestation, but for the transference from the carnal to the light body and to have my thought process focused on my own bodies attractiveness is to go against what I have spoken, that flesh made spirit is a wonder of wonders.

I imagine myself with the goddess.

Good.

what year is it ?