Consciousness (Itself) Is always already The Case—no matter what arises, and even if no "thing" arises.

The reason we cannot know what anything is, is that we cannot become other than it, at last.

We cannot differentiate ourselves in order to view its existence.

In our ignorance this can be accepted, because we do not have a position to defend.

There is nothing within.

If you are not a something that is within the body in the first place, you cannot be separate from it or anxious about its death.

We do not need all that technical awareness to go through this process of glorification or spiritual transformation.

I am that whole process, I'm not other than it. I am not viewing it from a position that is other than it.

Subjectivity brings a halt to the body's process.
It is a form of contraction ....

A way of keeping everything essentially as it is.

When "I" am the body, all these contractions cease.
When "I" become the body altogether, I cease to be in an anxious relationship to it.

so how do i manifest infinity gold?

Narcissus begins where there is a frustration of creativity.

Where there is no narcissus there is simply unqualified creativity and presence.

Narcissus is the reduction of the world to the form of his own separate person. Seeking is the drama of narcissus.

He waits outside the heart.

You want to be consoled and fascinated. That's what it is.
That's what you're up to.

It's not that you are trying to understand and really can't.

It's just that you are fundamentally, presently committed to that thing hat understanding would make impossible.

Just to perceive the point of view of the search, if you could truly see it, would be terrifying.

In the midst of all these distractions that we try to generate every single moment, as often as we can, basically no one knows what this is.

No one! No one knows what it is.

The usual man stands as a human being in the world without the slightest idea what that is. You don't know where it began. You don't know fundamentally what it is, you don't know where it goes.

Nobody knows what it is.

:highfive::

We are never at any moment in the dilemma we fear ourselves to be.

Love is something to understand.