I feel much the same way. After spending countless nights reading every conspiracies, every article I would find, I now realize it's a lost of precious time to actually do something of your life.

I'm not saying they are not important. But since I now get the whole idea, now that I have my own perception of our world, I should spend my time for something else. No need for waiting for the shit to hit the fan, it'll happen when it happens.

Better just go out and enjoy every damn thing I want to enjoy before it may be too late...

Though I still come back here from time to time to monitor the news. GLP is a great place for breaking stuff...