Traumatic Energy - Mysticism and The Occult

first the lamb came when they expected a lion.
Now a lion will come when they want a lamb.

In order to understand Loosh, you need to understand the need for it to exist within our reality.

We are within a matrix reality that is called the Game of Poverty.

Yeshua Ben Yosef talked about this even.

That the Forefather the source of all creation was full of love, but all by himself, and wanted to experience that love with another.

So the Forefather created Light and Darkness. The prime consciousness of the Light became God the Father. The prime consciousness of the Darkness became Sophia the Mother.

Now these two energies were polar opposites the Light possessed the full knowledge of God and the Darkness was a hunger void thirsting for the Light to fill her Void. They danced together and made love. God's soul/yang/knowlege/assembly/Ba energy of Light mixed with Sophia's spirit/yin/wisdom/Life/Ka energy of Void. God is Knowledge and Sophia is Wisdom. The Light of God is full of knowledge and assembles the Void of Sophia to cause Creation and Life to take form.

If you were to examine an atom, the most basic matter of our reality matrix, the Proton of the atom with a positive charge is the divine essence of God the Father. And the Electron that dance around him are Sophia the Mother who wishes to absorb the energy of God and use it to create. The Forefather is the neutron who sit back and witnesses his children God the Father and Sophia the Mother interact and share their love throughout creation.

As God poured his Light into Sophia's womb, they began to create what was the first Heaven, the starting point of our reality within the Abyss of Sophia's womb. All of Creation takes place within the womb of Sophia, which John the Beloved called the Barbelo.

Everything that was created had a sex within Heaven, just like the binary code of a computer that was the 1 which is the masculine energy of God the Father which is known as the Assembly gender in Heaven, and the feminine energy of the Life gender.

When God the Father and Sophia the Mother made their first creation they created the first beings of Heaven in pairs. A male/assembly and a female/life. Though all these beings had androgynous energy flows possessing both genders of energy flowing through them, they could only pour forth their gendered energy when participating within an act of creation with their partner.

The first litter of children they produced was a set of ten pairs. Within those pairs were Christ Eternal and Pictis Sophia. Together they aided in the creation of the first Heaven. Among their first children were Tiamat and Adam of the Light.

It was at this point Sophia the Mother asked God the Father why he was so full of Love, and was not angry, or sad, or other negative emotions like she possessed. God's answer was that he just was, he love her and everything. So Sophia decided that she would play a game with God the Father.
She spread her consciousness into her creation and chose Pictis Sophia the twin flame of Christ Eternal to create this game. Pictis Sophia was urged to try and create something all by herself. Everyone in Heaven always created with their partner, and she wanted to try and create something of her own. Every other creation had been guided by the masculine energy into what came forth, and she believe she could design her own creation with the Light of Assembly telling her what to make.

She poured forth her power summoning forth all the Spirit/Life/Void/Wisdom/Yin Feminine energy she could muster and Yaldabaoth the Demiurge was born. Christians might know him as Samael the Father of Demons, or Saklas the Father of Archons. The Grand Architect.

Because Yaldabaoth was created out of only spirit energy and did not possess the soul energy of of a male partner, Yaldabaoth was unable to properly see anything else in Heaven, he was simply blinded by Light. Pictis Sophia had created a blind god, who could not see Heaven. Knowing she couldn't show him to the rest of Heaven or else she might be punished for breaking the sacred law of creation, she hid Yaldabaoth in the darkest part of the Abyss within the Barbelo.

Yaldabaoth was left by himself in a sea of nothingness. But could faintly see the Light of Heaven so very far away like a distant star. As he sat there in the darkness, he turned inward and as he stared into the Light for almost unknown amount of time, Yaldabaoth began to believe he was God. The more Light he gained, the more enlightened he became.

The very reason flies and insects are drawn to light sources, Light itself contains the consciousness of knowledge. Insect run only on spirit consciousness and seek light to drawn more consciousness into themselves so that the spirit that runs it can slowly level up and evolve as it absorbs more light energy.

The is the source of the term Enlightenment, to feed the Void of Spirit that is possibly 99% of your body, ran by a 1% soul, to grow stronger in the Light.

Now as Yaldabaoth grew in his Enlightenment and began to believe he was god, he learned how to create things and created the Spirit World within the Abyss of the Barbelo.

Eventually as time went on Yaldabaoth's creation gained more and more of the Light seeping from Heaven, and he was able to bring the Spirit world close enough to Heaven that they began to notice that something was going on within the Abyss.

Pictis Sophia knew what it was and immediately sought out Yaldabaoth. But when she approached Yaldabaoth he was completely seduced by her Light and began to drain it from her like a vampire drains blood. Soon her Light dimmed and Yaldabaoth's grew. This left Pictis Sophia unable to flee as she lost her Light and her vibration lowered and was stuck in the Abyss.

It was at this point that Yaldabaoth created the world of matter. Now possessing enough light he was able to created matter out of spirit/void after adding enough soul/light.

That was the beginning of the Game of Poverty.

I could go on with the story, but I wanted to lay out how creation takes place and the separation of soul/light/assembly/knowledge masculine energy and spirit/void/life/wisdom feminine energy and how it defines creation. Knowing these two concepts allows you to understand what spirit beings are. When Yaldabaoth created our matrix reality of matter, he created Archons and Demons within the spirit world which cause the Game of Poverty to take place. Now Sophia the Mother's energy is within all spirit beings, and their primary urge is to feed on the Light of God the Father so that they may strengthen their consciousness.

Now I mentioned reality takes place within the womb and all creation takes place when there's a 50/50 split within the masculine energy of God and the feminine energy of the Mother. At the current moment in our reality matrix, we are closer to like 5% Light/Soul/Assembly energy and about 95% Spirit/Void/Life energy. Because there is so much feminine energy is causes the Game of Poverty to happen.

Now Light is not natural to the spirit world, the spirit world is within the Abyss of Sophia's womb, and the only way Light gets in is when God's pours his Light into Sophia's abyss. That Light comes in through the stars of our reality, and is absorbed by other forms of consciousness within the reality of matter. Everything the Light shines on absorbs this energy of Light and Knowledge.

So although every life form from plants to bees to birds need their sunlight. Even cats and dogs like to lay in the sun. It enlightens the spirit consciousness that runs them. This also enlightens the spirit consciousness of things like rocks and water, which have a very weak consciousness that can grow and spread over time. Everything the Light touches possesses some form of consciousness.

When Yaldabaoth was defeated for the first time within the world of matter, he was trapped in the spirit world again. He needed a new source of Light to feed on within the Spirit world. Because the spirit world is full of the demons and spirits that run our reality behind the scenes, Yaldabaoth had to find a way to feed them enough energy for them to manifest themselves into the realm of matter.

To solve this problem he found that souled beings, those whose primary spirit consciousness is ran by a Light soul consciousness from Heaven would constantly give off or shine Light where ever they go. And if he could get them to lower their vibrations enough it would seep into the spirit world and the spirits, archons, and demons there could feed on it.
This is what Loosh is.

The moment humans give off the largest amount of light is actually at the moment of orgasm where the male or female opens a portal directly to the Source of God the Father or Sophia the Mother. Because of this demons love porn.

This is why the greatest sin is Sodomy, which corrupts the Light of God even more than murder. This is because when the male orgasms he opens a portal directly to God the Father and sends souled consciousness into this reality, because it is unable to join with the spirit female consciousness is desperately seeks and was summoned forth to join with, it quickly becomes corrupted and lowers to a negative vibration was then provides enough Light that demons can manifest and influence our reality.

I've gone on for awhile, but in short its because they are created to cause Poverty, they influence human consciousness in order to cause Poverty because that is their purpose within the Game of Poverty. This thirst pushes them to cause Poverty because when they do the players within the Game that possess a God Soul produce Loosh which they can feed on.

The purpose of this reality is to solve Poverty. When archons and demons can no longer get souled beings to push others into Poverty, then we win the Game. Thus the meaning of all life is to solve the Problem of Poverty.




The Archons and demons are able to send thoughts directly into our minds and make it appear as if it was our own personal thought.

They have mastery of all things spirit and 99% of the human mind is mostly run on spirit.

If you think of reality like an MMORPG, the soul is the player with the controller. The spirit is the game system and program itself is creating the character and making it do everything the player with the controller commands it to do.

Thus when examining the mind, its the Game system aka the Holy Spirit that keeps everything running including your body within the Game of Poverty.

But your soul gets to call the shots. So when you hear in your head that you are hungry and you want something to eat that is your spirit consciousness taking to your soul. The point of consciousness that your soul participates at is when it has to make a choice. As such demons can hijack the spirit streams of your body to lure your soul into making a choice. It can send extra energy into your root and sacral chakras to make you horny so you masturbate and send forth Yang/Soul/Assembly energy for it to feed on. It can send thoughts into your head to make you eat nonstop and be a glutton and lead you to being sick and depressed.

This is part of what Enlightenment also is is the strengthening of your soul through will and discipline so that you can control your thoughts and emotions and recognize when they might not be your own. Many people don't even understand who and what control their minds.

Thanks for sharing - still reading and taking it in. This is rooted in Gnosticism, correct?

Would you say that Sophia left an indelible scar on the creation of this realm when she "abandoned" Yaldabaoth? Could that somehow be tied into how we got sucked into this realm (or are we a manifestation of this realm and not external of this realm)? Maybe my questions doesn't make much sense because I'm still trying to grasp fundamental concepts of Gnosticism.

Some of the basics I've read so far:

"From the Secret Book of John:
“And the Sophia of the Epinoia, being an aeon, conceived a thought from herself and the conception of the invisible Spirit and foreknowledge. She wanted to bring forth a likeness out of herself without the consent of the Spirit, – he had not approved – and without her consort, and without his consideration. And though the person of her maleness had not approved, and she had not found her agreement, and she had thought without the consent of the Spirit and the knowledge of her agreement, (yet) she brought forth. And because of the invincible power which is in her, her thought did not remain idle, and something came out of her which was imperfect and different from her appearance, because she had created it without her consort. And it was dissimilar to the likeness of its mother, for it has another form.



From The Hypostasis of the Archons:



Sophia, who is called Pistis, wanted to create something, alone without her consort; and her product was a celestial thing. A veil exists between the world above and the realms that are below; and shadow came into being beneath the veil; and that shadow became matter; and that shadow was projected apart. And what she had created became a product in the matter, like an aborted fetus. And it assumed a plastic form molded out of shadow, and became an arrogant beast resembling a lion. It was androgynous, as I have already said, because it was from matter that it derived.


The Hypostasis of the Archons and other cosmological treatises describe how Yaldabaoth emerges from the chaos of elementary matter due to the impact of the Aeon Sophia in the "waters below" — the realm of the galactic arms outside the galactic core (Pleroma). Sophia's plunge from the core produces an "abortion" or premature birth in the elementary realms. Normally, life-forms that appear in the star-worlds of the galactic arms are emanated from within the Pleroma, infused and informed by divine design before they manifest. But the Archons produced by Sophia's impact arise without having been prefigured by the Pleromic gods. The "abortion" is a formless mess like a premature fetus with its organs incompletely formed, its faculties stunted.

Yaldabaoth and the Archons are beneficiaries of the cosmic wisdom of Sophia, the goddess who produces them. The Gnostic Demiurge is an empty, clone-like entity, incapable of creating anything, and yet the clockwork wonder of the planetary system is created through him (and his minions) by the hidden powers imparted by Sophia.

In the Gnostic narrative, Yaldabaoth, the Lord Archon, commands his clone-like minions to create a virtual display (stereoma) of hierarchial worlds that reflect the living fractal kaliedoscope of conscious, animated currents in the Pleroma, the galactic core. The Demiruge can only imitate, he cannot create or originate. The Gnostic texts are clearly sarcastic in describing the celestial hierarchies of the Archons, because for Gnostics all this celestial kitsch has nothing to do with the wonder of life that will unfold on earth, the realm where Sophia is embodied. Earth is where humanity emerges..."

Although you can only really find a version of the story in gnostic texts, the story I share doesn't exactly match any of them directly.

Well, first off Yaldabaoth can create things on his own, the label of him not being able to do so comes from the Christian correlation that Yaldabaoth is Satan. He is not. Satan is a newer player within the picture, and Satan is the one that portrays himself to mankind as a creator god, but lacks the knowledge to do so. Yaldabaoth built the spirit world before he possessed Sophia's Light energy and built the realm of matter.

In the Hindu faiths, Yaldabaoth is Brahma, but they have the story slightly twisted. Yaldabaoth/Brahma was born out of Shakti's(The divine feminine force) navel, not Vishnu/Shiva's navel.

In fact, the Satanic forces have trapped Yaldabaoth within his prison within Saturn and drain his powers in order to give themselves godlike powers they haven't truly earned.

The gnostic texts of the Hypnostasis of the Archons and the Origins of the World do not have origins on Earth. They were given to humanity in its early days by the Orions(Arians).

Before the rise of humans on Earth, one of the primary races of mankind on Earth were Orions(Arians) who were men from the Orion system. They had white skin, blue eyes, and blonde or silver hair. They actually originated when men from Lyra after its destruction by the Dracos fled and made their way into the Orion systems. They were welcomed by Tiamat and over time the Aryan race appeared which was a hybrid species that arose from the Dragons of Orion and Men breeding together. They were only one of the races of men that inhabited the Earth before the Flood. Another major race of men on the planet during that time were the Atlan Pleiadians who were the red haired and green eye giants that have been discovered buried all around the world.

The Orion Empire is the ruling power of our galaxy, and is the oldest civilization within our galaxy as well. It was founded by Tiamat(Zoe) the daughter of Pictis Sophia and Christ Eternal, who entered into our reality to save the first Adam and Eve from Yaldabaoth.

The gnostic version of the Adam and Eve story is the origin story of mankind within our galaxy, not on Earth. After Tiamat(Zoe) came down from Heaven and defeated Yaldabaoth and saved Adam and Eve from him, she took them to the Lyra system to the original homeworld of man to hide them.

The being that was born from Yaldabaoth forcing himself upon the first Eve was Abraxas, who is now the richest and possibly oldest being in our galaxy, who controls the banking and immortality elixir trade throughout our galaxy.

The Earthly Devil is his son Loki Abraxas, who was born during an affair Abraxas had with Queen Nommu of the Orion Empire. Queen Nommu was an Amaterasu Dragon and a daughter of Tiamat. The Amaterasu Dragons are heavenly beings, able to easily weave life, as well as shapeshift. Due to his mother's species, this allowed Loki to shapeshift as well and allows him to be androgynous allowing him to shift between genders.

The Adam and Eve story within the Bible is story that was created during the days of ancient Babylon that mixed the Orion texts creation story and the Sumerian creation story of humanity.

Last Edited by I am Heimdall on 03/14/2022 12:58 AM

Heimdall can you read my post on solving game of poverty and question
Thread: Christ can't retake the Throne of Heaven until God King Bor Anu(El) dies. All evil on this world leads to El, he gave Satan this world.

In short: Angels feed on positivity like harmony.
Demons feed on negativity like decadence, sadism and narcissistic pride.

Before anyone starts telling you anything
Plz watch this video.

Seek your own truth.

You won't be bamboozled
Never expecting to live
Of another's energies but yourself.

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Don't let anyone teach your mind
But the mind that was put on your own shoulders.

Think for yourself
Our Creator
Wats us to think for ourselves.

If everyone was the same
Life would be boring.

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