"I was stupid enough to fall for Stuart Wilde and became a member of the Redeemers Club. I believed his fear inducing nonsense. He took advantage of me and fed me lies about my loved ones at a time that I was extremely vulnerable on one of his Aya retreats. This led to my leaving my husband because Stuart told me he was demonic. The repercussions for for family and myself have been terrible. It has been a hard way to learn to listen to my own heart rather than to others. Be wise. Be careful. Listen to your own heart."

Still agree with all of that.

Dear Finny,

I don't care about the sex scandals of being a pervert. I couldn't give a damn about the spiritual path no more. Too much Jihad bothers me.

The garage has just been broken into and the lock picked and people keep messing with the car. Been going on for a period of two years whereby various reports were made. There's expensive cars around and a person with a new car every week and completely corrupt situation around my area which goes right to the local council. Paranoid yet very shit. Spoke with someone this morning that says the locks have had glue put in them and that it may be something personal. The previous neighbours got dragged out by the police for chucking a total domestic spastic. This has happened about 6 times now. Some person trying to intimidate of making life difficult. Tried contrition but can't think of anything that bad I've done wrong. Pretty sure Ben and Sonni are both responsible. I got the list ages ago after speaking with A.Reed. Dyers is amused until Father Michael has a bit more fun. Nerid can call a Nazi a spade in the local council but hold onto your gold before Goldman loots it. His turn to dig shit. Harko' can manage Islamic dealer's affairs since he's so interested in being the top shot on the block. Bang the Dr! Jorge is ungodlike yet wanted to be the mafia's kingpin long ago. See Chelsea.......

Much stuff to get thru. Anyone else wanna bother with Wilde talk?