Why I dislike Stuart Wilde

from the 10 dollar solar logos and AU visions mp3 to purchase on his site of this pointless diatribe talk about "people worshipping gold.." and other stuff... basic basic stuff well educated and informed economists talked about 10 years ago about given Au economy was built from China and China is a bubble economy anyway and the decline is occurring.. the fact that whatever country made you you go down with it.. the fact everyone knows that property investment is not property investment if you can't sell and turn into cash or other. doesn't matter if you bought for 500k and it's now 3 million if you can't sell it or in equity leverage loans with nothing paid off ur fkd. everyone knows this stuff.. but people just live there lives knowing that gold and silver are also controlled and the powers that be can do anything anyway.. i don't dispute the odd 2/20 things he says that are okay but he goes off a network of people he knows and jumps on the bang wagon with a lot of other people you can currently subscribe to in the net.

thangKs

i guess with this guy from a new age profit based perspective cost cutting factors in these times means that he ain't doin remote healings and shit like that


"walk past people in the street and cast them a soft eye and say love love.."


hahahahaha

morality over a trip?

Thanks for the B-Day wish. It's nice to see some continuity in life (like your posts). If insanity exists in the world, then let it be FRIENDLY insanity. Hateful insanity only leads to wars.

no worries. have lots of fun!

i haven't checked his site recently.

it's not really important for me to go on anymore. other stuff going on.


take care man


p.s feel bad about putting up finny's code. that was a mistake i need to apologise for. don't 'hate' wilde but the Internet is a territory that does have a resistance to it. i've said what i said. it helps me from you to realise a lot of things.

“I wanted to thank all of you so much for the healing energies at the Las Vegas event. When I first had the pleasure of shaking Stuart’s hand at the VIP event, my entire body became very hot. I have experienced the heat before, but not as strong."

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Yeah i did check back the site bcoz the ips are tracked and they sniff, people do it here so be careful. they will hack and piss around networks and shit so just to let you know.

they're interested in you and data records. that's all it is. some of these characters are quite sick with how they use their own unfortunate states to impose very weird shit upon people - insidious is the buzz word not just for that guy that said it.

what u have to realise it's not necessarily wilde it's the collective. they're a very very odd bunch of people. they're mesmerised with other people.

if he's talking about the kofi that played in gorillaz i can tell u right now that i know somebody involved and this is all complete shit:

[link to www.stuartwilde.com]

no wonder the guy doesn't use youtube to validate anything or his claims.

utter utter crap, i don't know is the guy trying to be funny?

[link to www.stuartwilde.com]

some very very weird people read this site, some have posted stuff that do hop around cyberspace looking for data

there's no escaping a matrix that never existed in the way they put it, it's all made up crap to avoid reality.

there's a lot of really fkd up people into the new age stuff like this. they'll go on about saying we're all connected but personality and in reality beyond the spiritual experience in the way how weird they are we're not at all connected and we're very different.

if you don't believe ur privacy with this lot has been broken ur a fkn idiot. they do trace ips and watch people on the internet. they wil hack your network. they're not psychics. they need tracking data to impose their sad souls.

i drop back much later if anything of poignant appears though bothering with this stuff and the general vibes i get from many here re new age is just fkn awful. really quite a fkd up bunch that are pretending at things that doesn't exist for them and will never happen. it's not like 1960's era and shit like that.. they're very screwed up right now. the new age business in terms of these sect like cults are really pushing it. it's quite sad really.

so now he's got shakti pat??!!

nobody wud write a blog and sell claims in such a way - it's too personal and i don't believe any of it.

he's a liar and been caught out many times as he craps on.

spirituality is very personal and anyone that formulates it in such a way like wilde does it by definition as cult.

this is a guy that tells everybody he walked thru a wall and teaches people to disappear dematerialise yet can't be fkd to do remote healings or anything for free because if he DEFIED MATTER FOR FREE THE WHOLE WORLD WOULD TURN ON IT'S FEET AND HE'D HAVE TOTAL SUPPORT WAITED HAND ON FOOT 24/7.

he wouldn't need to sell books and events or name drop or go on shitty interview radio doing whacko crap.

the stuff he goes on about re jewish people, well it's his problem with them just like many people have big problems with all sorts of groupings on planet earth

lots of people are pissed of yet 3 out of 10 jewish people in NY live in poverty or below, minorities similar, 1 out of 10 aussies live on the poverty line and around 15-16% of americans live that way to - stats cud be higher of course considering the gov bs you'll talk of anyway.

what's the problems the apart from discrimination and hate? well, i don't think the average person hates too much enough to kill only shout so... but it may be 400 trillion hahaha it is true there's hegemony in the ent industry totally but there's also a lot of fear too but no dffrnt from that of yesteryear given fear - scenario end of the world? nope. power restructures- too complex to rave on about stuff as i gonna go

nobody is disputing the banking system and so on, lots of corruption up the creek, there's loads of stuff out there on the net that more or less says the same thing yet there's much more informed subscriptions now too - university/college/courses blah blah. no easy way to get fit, knowledgable or to be healed if ya get my drift. wilde is bs with that stuff. as known clearly with tuff like insurance with gold and silver the authorities can do what they want. there's no ultimate safe haven or that new age stuff about 'in the heartland' and that crap too.. it's like people reading stuart wilde stuff that come here after 15 years and asking them not to be offended or judge..

new age whackos think they're connected because of stuff like sexual fantasise that they can't manifest or live in life about.. they try to imagine riches and gold and try to impose their thoughts on the world but now they need healing.. and they think they're psychic too yet so in need of living.. this form of dud fkd up yearning, a pretending for spirituality, is lil' humanity's way of living in a dream to escape the inevitability of the pain, wear and tear of life.

so, now they all need healing and he world is going to end.

sometimes people are gifted genetically but nonetheless nothing comes without work for most that are not the pedigree of the species.

[link to www.bitrebels.com]

cud be BS as all is not true but it's interesting to make a point that a lot of people in the new age think they're psychic and connected yet life always brings up their limitations in some way or form to remind them of the cold hard reality of life.

so anyone at vegas was severely disappointed, that SW couldn't heal shit?

he's back in london now counting is gold coins in the silver vaults, Chancery House 53-64 Chancery Lane, City of London, WC2A 1QT, United Kingdom

we did some spying on him too...

Who is Richard Tyler in NY music industry? Film score? No way friends. I know of people in Los Angeles, in their early 20's that work their asses off on youtube with 15 million hits type thing.. and are in competition for the session, live and compositional work.. they still need help from families to live. If you live in LA or NYC nobody would align themselves with anything remotely antisemetic (just a fact of life, I'm sorry or not). I know mid-tier touring well known indie artists who are on the larger US indies (need support to tour it's a political game for most still) who still find it difficult to pay the rent and have to work elsewhere when not busy - they have millions & millions of hits on youtube if u tally up the name searches with tracks/live fan videos etc . Fact of life in the arts, in any arts really.
Yeah, sure.. 60 scrambled eggs a day, 5 days a week.. known artists have got problems with utility bills, savings and groceries.. just a stupid joke Wilde's posts.
As everyone says, with music industry "there's no middle class at all". Most people have no money really & work their art hard or they can afford a jacket worth a few thousand dollars and bling life type thing. Stuff like DJing is a little dffrnt. Media & so on is irrelevant obviously here. People get paid haha and I don't like media too much ahaha

The stuff that the guy posts is total rubbish guys. Fraud.

SW won't post where his Canada healings are on his website as too many people might come. lol. yeah right. Some might ask hard questions. Go along and check out the new hair plugs of SW. Remember let go of your ego, unless you are the all-powerful SW or one of his cronies.

Maybe if we all take enough drugs we can see 40ft high visions of Jesus with a pig.

Here is his secret info. Go along and see what disruption you can cause.

The healings in Kalowna are on Thursday 13th September. 2.30 pm til 4.30 pm at the Japanese Gardens.

Directions: Japanese Gardens Also known as "Kasugai Gardens" is located at Water Street and Queensway in Kelowna city centre across from the Irish Pub, next to City Hall and behind the Clock Tower.

Enter through gates and follow path to the left for approximately 50 Yards and you will see the Gazebo on your right.

I'm dealing with heavy shit, I have no time for cults. Sara I won't ever speak to you or related. I'm not gonna phone u or have anything to do with anything.

Finny loves this and his red haired q-buddy [link to www.youtube.com]

but I can't speak to u at all.

I'm constantly hacked and in an environment which is gang hold.

Wilde won't teach u shit, they'll impose various stuff on u by picking at psyche collectively and trying to draw people. You know I have too much street knowledge to bother with many of u. Tom, Krepcik, Wilde they're just total dickheads.

Finny though I was agnostic jewish hahaha made me laugh

anyways folks, if u knew what i know what's going on u'd not bother with the drug of cults and back off.

wh'y' - ur an idiot along with the lower end network worrying about nobodies. Ange, we'll forever hack the fuck outta u.

too much stuff going on for the next future. not interested in speaking to various people. there's misinformation but some of the extra posts are fkn gr8.

#Anon

Don't need contrition of anything pal. Ur alright and jesse is really nice. Ur more str8 up than "clean up ur act". u not a bad person at all. u can't blame urself for shit u know anyway. take care mate.

wat's dat pixie pixie wat wat wat?

committed relatives?

u try hard catholic ass wipe

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hb likes this stuff [link to www.youtube.com]

oh yea eric gales is shit hot can hear that johnson burn goin' on...

[link to www.youtube.com]

trashed last night - gr8 fun. no, hacker groups don't really careless about someone like wilde only observe various people bcoz it's put on cult watch as due to people being so stupid in the first place. it's really up to the individual if they want to get ripped off and lose money in the first place. personally, i doubt he was ever hacked in the first place, i really do. bigger sites to have a threat but it's minimal. they'll have more trouble in future anyway re net regulations (sadly but they won't go away). he's lied b4 saying his online business was costing 100k (impossible - [link to www.stuartwilde.com] ) a year then says later how he doesn't have much help with things and only a few people then complaining about a few whacko emails telling every1 2 cast a soft eye whilst blurting out stuff on his blog. highly doubt he was ever hacked "the severs got nuked from within" rubbish meaningless whacko line just bs. his recent post 'protection from entities' is from a while back on old swblog [link to www.youtube.com] as 4 the guy's modus with putting up social media sites and taking them off again,well, that's just cult tactics for new members & data collection just like his site collects data. he's not big on social media so feels less divinely protected yet wants the data anyway and can heal like jesus christ? 60 scrambled eggs a day: [link to www.youtube.com] [link to www.stuartwilde.com] healing people hiv [link to www.stuartwilde.com] yet obvious stigmata on d'ole man [link to www.stuartwilde.com] blurting out some random person's name on the net over irrelevant tripe [link to www.stuartwilde.com] casting a softness sounding weird [link to www.youtube.com] teaching tough 'gaia warriors' ultimate martial arts tricks in times of newly coming civil riots and gun control (well, the place is up shit creek so i guess there's riots inevitably soon) [link to www.youtube.com] enthusiastic warrior here that wud shit his pants in a dark alley and of course penal colony talk with his divine protection [link to www.youtube.com] big views (coming up to 70 to be precise) don't know why he wanted to take stuff down that members or alist folk put up anyway, very odd but hey, he's old and a bit of a nutter so nobody really cares other than to have a bit of a laugh watching. the principle is people do get ripped off so it's their fault. anyways, funny

Thanks to christ like Stuart Wilde, Military man Tom, and Krepcik for healing HIV and cancer and reading these posts, and of course other members protecting ex-members from cult slander with divine protection, spastics.

Thanks for reaching out and all your 'healings', prayers and ghouls wars for you've defeated the dark army'.



It is with a sad and heavy heart that we announce the passing of Janet Liang. Plz help us honor the legacy of this inspiring hero #grouphug


RIP sweetheart


[link to twitter.com]

P.S Do not donate to fraud, buy rubbish or feed his lifestyle at 'events' so he can burn fuels crapping on about Gaia and stay in nice places, hire mercs, travel around, when his rubbish should be totally free considering he's 'christ like'. Do NOT support cult rubbish.



Please SUPPORT universities, the sciences, doctors, nurses, healthcare and research.

I've been an avid reader and believer of SW's stuff for years. until I met the man in person, several times. I was more than disappointed, almost heartbroken to see him spread his venom. no compassion, no warmth, no love, just disgust, hate and anger.

SW suddenly found hinduism and gaia, but he never was in india nor does he really do anything for gaia except rant about anyone eating meat.

it's not enugh to sit behind one's computer and write self righteous stuff feeling great about oneself so one can have dinner at a posh restaurant. it's not authentic. it's hyprocrisy.

it's shocking to see this once great mind deteriorate into a drug addict, deluding oneself to fight in some illusionary mind fuck to actually make a difference. you can make a difference by starting a revolution, not by having mind fucks.

now all of this becomes extremely dangerous if he sucks you into his matrix. don't do it. you won't get out. you will be wandering in circles experiencing a spiritual death.

he said it himself: it's all backwards. that includes his teachings as well! look at the messenger, not just the message. he can't lead you to the hidden door to heaven, instead he will guide you to the gates of hell. beware for it is hard to get out.

humanity is NOT from hell. there are many hellish humans in power, but generally most of the people you meet are fairly decent trying to make a living and raise their kids. and there are a lot of inbetweens who fluctuate between various forms of goodness or evil.

but there's a lot of love on this planet, despite of who we are and how we behave. that's because you can't punish someone into goodness. you have to love them into goodness. heal them. punishment is an old paradigm, history has shown it doesn't work. love is the only way.

peace.

"I did marriage and babies and there was a bittersweet beauty in that, moments of inadequacy and euphoria wrapped in lots of pain, it was the karma of an expensive chocolate embedded in a cactus. And while all that was a wonderful learning – no regrets at all, it wasn’t my real destiny, escapology was the soul mate to which I was bound for life." Escaping the matrix of course.
UFO birthing tube (retarded): [link to www.stuartwilde.com] and the ole 'Etheric Bug' [link to www.stuartwilde.com] Similar to bugs in the air and within your system but without them your immune system wouldn't exist as strong as it is, nevertheless: [link to www.stuartwilde.com] Obsessive Compulsive Germaphobe: [link to www.stuartwilde.com] yet of course, the stigmata.. as they say healthy nails healthy bodily organs and immune system etc [link to www.stuartwilde.com] "Senators Passed Fascist Laws to Torment Citizens" [link to www.stuartwilde.com] Afraid, it's overpopulation and the stuff on earth we all bound to in this life Mr.Matrix but U have a better quality of life than a few hundred years ago compared to other people right now on the planet.
Stuart Wilde is a visionary: [link to www.stuartwilde.com]
Sudden Global DMT release from Darpy [link to www.stuartwilde.com] yet climate change is drivel with a pole shift..
And remember "Come now, while ye can.." Last Chance Saloon from 2007 [link to www.stuartwilde.com]
"It all came true in the end. The attack on Iran is not far off. The battle fleets are sailing full speed into a nasty surprise. Dogma meets dogma with a clash of shields, while the dogs of war strain at the leash snarling to be let loose."
Of course, Las Vegas 2012 was a last chance as things were getting 'heavy in the world' and retreat for the few he could only take with him [link to www.stuartwilde.com] asteroid they don't see coming, fire taking out Australia (as always), it's guaranteed armageddon anyway so no more Wilde gigs of course…
ah but another last chance saloon lads, still booking gigs up until 2013 next year post Dec 25th 2012 END OF THE WORLD MAN!!!?? OH NO!???
From a while back: "I went a small bet long on oil, expecting a conflict in the Straits of Hormuz. Now the parliament in Iran is passing a law to close the Straits as a reaction to the oil embargo placed on it by the US and Europe, so the oil jump might be a bit later on." Betting on politics of war again Wilde & healing kiddies yet not understanding the karma of people that die young, oh well Mr.Matrix Money Hoarding Event Pushing Healer Cult Twit [link to www.stuartwilde.com] RIP Janet [link to twitter.com (secure)]
[link to www.stuartwildeblog.com]
[link to www.stuartwilde.com]

[i]Awake: "I've been an avid reader and believer of SW's stuff for years. until I met the man in person, several times. I was more than disappointed, almost heartbroken to see him spread his venom. no compassion, no warmth, no love, just disgust, hate and anger.

SW suddenly found hinduism and gaia, but he never was in india nor does he really do anything for gaia except rant about anyone eating meat.

it's not enugh to sit behind one's computer and write self righteous stuff feeling great about oneself so one can have dinner at a posh restaurant. it's not authentic. it's hyprocrisy.

it's shocking to see this once great mind deteriorate into a drug addict, deluding oneself to fight in some illusionary mind fuck to actually make a difference. you can make a difference by starting a revolution, not by having mind fucks.

now all of this becomes extremely dangerous if he sucks you into his matrix. don't do it. you won't get out. you will be wandering in circles experiencing a spiritual death.

he said it himself: it's all backwards. that includes his teachings as well! look at the messenger, not just the message. he can't lead you to the hidden door to heaven, instead he will guide you to the gates of hell. beware for it is hard to get out.

humanity is NOT from hell. there are many hellish humans in power, but generally most of the people you meet are fairly decent trying to make a living and raise their kids. and there are a lot of inbetweens who fluctuate between various forms of goodness or evil.

but there's a lot of love on this planet, despite of who we are and how we behave. that's because you can't punish someone into goodness. you have to love them into goodness. heal them. punishment is an old paradigm, history has shown it doesn't work. love is the only way.

peace."

Says it all.

Previously, I don't hack at all besides leave it to Barret Brown etc, minimal security is all I need. I have 1 week of rest and packing up stuff and movin' on. I am so appreciative to some of u that have posted - aside from my mental ramblings - because even though I probably never will understand life/death, it's really allowed me to see the new age business for what it is. I'm sorry to christians and other folk that I'm not religious or anything but this has helped with a new clarity in my life. Cults & particular beliefs I find odd. Wilde & co. - a bad feeling. The world always was a mess and awash with death, so why not keep your dreams & new senses and do what feels good for you. Take care

September 17, 2012


Well, I just sent Tom Lishman this recent news. I learned about it from my 25 year old nephew a few days ago. I wrote to Tom Lishman several months ago asking him to give up his Ayahuasca business. He and the others profiting from it apparently disagreed and have MANY more dates scheduled.


Headline: Peruvian shaman buried body of U.S. teen who died from drinking Ayahuasca

A Peruvian shaman admitted to police that he buried the body of a U.S. teenager to cover up his death during a retreat in the Amazon last month.

Jose Vargas, 58 years old, told the authorities that 18 year old Kyle Nolan, from Northern California, died on August 22nd from 'exceeding the dosage' of Ayahuasca at his Center.

Vargas buried Kyle Nolan's body at his jungle retreat and said to others there that he had disappeared.

Nolan's mother began searching for him after he didn't return from Peru as scheduled on August 27th.

I ditched Stuart about 12 years ago when he and his followers at the time decided it was a good idea to include hallucinogenic 'Fairy Juice' at his get togethers in Ireland.

Some people left and wrote about it on Stuart's original web site discussion board.

What they really don't get is: People's metabolisms vary and hallucinogenic drugs can not only KILL some people they can also make them PERMANENTLY schizophrenic - BRAIN DAMAGED.

THAT is why I left and many other people left. Because Stuart became SO irresponsible because of HIS drug damaged brain. So the people around him now are even more destructive than 12 years ago. A robbery at gunpoint wasn't enough to stop them. Stuart's bizarre behavior hasn't been enough to stop them.

As long as they have their fantasy image of Stuart as their 'King' or 'Priest' to rally around and to 'bless' them they'll keep doing it.

RAGNELL

September 17, 2012

It's interesting that these threads started with Stuart and the guy from Europe selling laser lights for $2,000 which was posted on the RickRoss.com website. The problem with those lights is that they are weapons. Teenage boys injure about 2,000 airplane pilots a year.

Some stupid people use them to tease their dogs and drive them insane (Cesar Milan, Dog Whisperer TV show).

So, my mission these days is to inform people of THAT - Dangerous flashing lights, that cause trances, seizures, and permanent brain damage, black outs that cause car accidents and DEATHs.

I have had about 400 views on my 'Brain Damaging Technology' thread here on this site. It's a start and who knows how many people they have passed the information on to. Here's my recent update on that topic:


September 15, 2012

UPDATES:

The seizure causing scene in the 'Twilight - Breaking Dawn' movie was changed before it was released on DVD, to avoid lawsuits.

BEWARE: I bought a GUN MAGAZINE recently and found that strobe light attachments for rifles are available to civilians AND police officers. Strobe flashlights are also in use. They have been used by the military and Police SWAT teams for I don't know how long. (I originally got that info from a police officer.) Not only do those lights stun people into submission, they cause amnesia, so WATCH OUT.

ABC's Nightline show interviewed Madonna recently. They showed a clip of her most recent tour. The lights they are using in their lightshow absolutely PULSE. They are weapons. Who knows how many of the people in her audience even remember the show.

Ragnell

Either way Ragnell, the flash light thing that 'de-ghoul' the environment are hilarious in a fraud sense of sale. Your statements are valid. Your statements about Ayahuasca are valid too. It's not that cool or 'indie' either and people get so messed up that they keep returning to trip for guidance and can't get out of it. Literally fries their brains. I am not a Scientologist, I'm agnostic, but psychiatry and medical science has politics involved in it which are strayed from 'pure science'. All faculties of science have their place but we live in a political world. Cults are political as much as the new age business is. Aya is a shamanic tradition. Westerners do not do this: [link to www.youtube.com] neither do most people do satanic blood rituals like they believe their boss CEO does them @ their multinational company like these guys: [link to www.youtube.com] Aya is contraindicated for me and I'm not interested in going to a remote place tripping out with someone calling me brother I don't know from shit. I believe in science and progress: prob btwn good & evil intrigue under the spell of the 2 faces of humanities universe, each playing a game with itself just to thicken the plot.

I'm not interested in frying my brain as I did enough pills, pot, speed, coke and drink. If you have no experience with acid then you're going into deep territory with Aya. Terence McKenna fkd his head up causing lesions in his brain with the stuff he'd done. I have no interest. You can mention a very few people from Woodstock era and movers n' shakers in intl. business that have tripped out. Top scientists don't recommend it of course, only the odd fkd up artist that can't get over something (Courtney Love??!). "I need to face my past it hurts so much and my own death" ??!! So fkn stupid. I need my cognition. I've read many accounts from people caught in the Aya trap with the same old religious problem that the cult group/shaman can't fix (just a cult situation). I've watched people fall by the wayside due to dabbling in drugs short term just due to their genetics not fitting right with dabbling. Just stupid and irresponsible but no the risks involved. FACT: Most people that believe strongly in stuff like these new age cult teachers do suffer from psychological/psychiatric disorders in the first place and need to escape, dissociate/avoid reality of life and taking something as potent as Aya without any mental health assessment such as neurocognitive testing (IQ & various neuropsych. tests inc.) are just asking for trouble. Darpan considering the shit that he's written on Wilde-- Global DMT release--as credible psychologist? Geez. There's intel gathering everywhere but let's be more balance here.

Here, a total misunderstanding of psychology, the transpersonal experience and how the sub-personality structure pertaining to the whole terminology of 'awakening' and actualised is. More crap written in english: [link to www.stuartwilde.com]

You don't force the mind out of it's own way pretending to focus on another person to gain subtle etheric/occult knowledge. Total idiot.

Find a good teacher for the 4 main classical meditation techniques without any religious dogma (unless in India/Tibet tradition etc), enjoy your life balanced, don't worry about his misinformed diatribe. If you're christian, muslim, jewish, agnostic etc etc then don't let anything else disturb you whilst you can include classical meditation (along with exercise of your choice and everything else you know good).

There's enough political stuff out there that's truly informing and also aspects of the web which are left, centre, right for many cultures. I have no opinion to impose upon you. That's your say. Politics is very heated right now and I'm not big on it but probably would not disagree with what you say to me but this is a thread and there's lots of stuff like Icke, Rense, CNN, BBC, Israeli alt. sites, hardline muslim sites etc so I'm not interested in speaking about Wilde's politics stuff as it's borrowed from all the other new age alternative folk anyway. I just know he says the same old thing for cult fear sell.

Anyways, and this my friends is the work of someone who's a tad insane:

[link to www.stuartwilde.com]

"I recently showed a couple of hundred how to dematerialize their upper body, once you are not much attached to the desires and a rapacious need to satisfy the ego the rest you goes also goes wispy and you can eventually roam about where you wish. It is the threshold to a brave new world."

* Why do you want to roam around mesmerised by the intrigue promising a 'brave new world' to potentials when supposedly not being attached to desire and egoic needs? Ah, back to square one Mr.Wilde; the pig - ignorance; the rooster - lust; the snake - aggression.

"Let the Nazis have the streets we are not here to fight them. No. We have to love them and admire their crisp uniforms and appreciate how they suckered the human shadow to come out of hiding for all to see. That is spiritual moment for humanity, when Hitler rises from his grave to attend once more. For unless the shadow comes out, there will never be a proper justice for ordinary people for the shadow will rule forever. Once it comes out fully for all to see, then it will eventually fall."

* As if it hasn't been out for a long time considering we don't live in heaven buddy. Such tripe of dialogue it's just laborious same ole same ole.

"Meanwhile, we’ll walk the other way taking a few with us if they want to come."

* C.U.L.T

See ya next time if I can folks when I'm not busy. So much to do. Hope youre alright and well :-)

sorry i'm quick typos etc etc.

"Sting did Aya.. So did that jew Paul Simon. you demonic soul!! you'll die in pain I've seen your mini-video on the wall!!" - say cult followers.

Rolling Stones, Jimi H. and they've al done lots of stuff like H and acid. They're rockstars with cash and can afford to get fucked up. They don't run businesses or need their heads to pass exams. Yeah, screwed a lot of folk too (lucky guy and very rich).. go and try that now and push herbal STD treatments and live in a jungle. Don't go to Wilde gigs and don't burn fuels to n' fro.

Peace to all peoples of the world :-)

+ many can't handle a senior job or public pressure let alone the dizzy heights and the deep shady networks that go with fame. innocent sensitive people that can't get over some stuff they haven't clarified rationally, logically, should not be going anywhere near aya if they've had no experience with psychoactives/entheogens before.

i just woke up. i will leave you with this.

as said before correctly learned classical meditation (the 4 main techniques) taught by a good teacher without religious dogma is invaluable to anyone. there are cults, crap teachers and the misinformed everywhere. there are a slew of good teachers too. 1) breath awareness 2) mantra (silent/chanting - invaluable due to health benefits biologically) 3) a technique from kriya yoga (feeling points meditation - to train away from falling into valium style visualisation -wake up senses practice - to stop the practitioner from getting into the trap of being locked into a part of the personality structure kidding itself that it is meditating correctly thus without an energetic component to it ie. without the correct relaxation response which releases all the good stuff etc etc within the biological make up during session - the stuff you'd say are the big spiritual experiences if you get my drift) 4) vipassana (techniqueless technique - which is tricky and needs to be taught by competent person.

visualisation techniques and stuff like that is ???? valium. transpersonal experiences related to classical meditation are a natural outcropping of an expanse of awareness. the mind is one single faculty. think of awareness like a torch flashlight. the torch of awareness moves across the surface of the field of your whole mind. as it moves across the surface of what is illuminating more of the contents of the mind comes to the light of consciousness. whatever it leaves goes unconscious. so the mind is one field part of which is illumined at any one time by the torch of your awareness. conscious mind: images, fantasies, day dreams, feelings, emotions. subconscious mind: underneath the conscious. it's essentially memory, containing material stored from the past. unconscious: contains main operating system per se - bodily functions running. we tend to use only a small part of our mind that is illuminated during daily living. we learn to behave in certain ways and tend to spend our lives behaving in those ways unless something causes us to change. there are millions of units of data (just like a computer network connected to the world wide web, as simple example), impressions that the mind is receiving all the time. just like a wireless router perhaps (let's not go off the trail and go into psychiatric diagnoses such as schizophrenia here ok haha, that's operating system & hardware problems). meditations goal: to fully wake up. that's why it's so tried and true and why chanting has been used with many religions for so long and why there's a valid science to the other basic fundamental classical meditation techniques. any person with a good idea of any main religion's doctrine understands this.

depersonalisation and problems taught via cults in meditation and dodgy stuff is due to misinformation and it being incorrectly taught. kinda like someone teaching weight lifting by making you throw weights around - trying to cut up eating lots doing 100 reps each exercise or bulking up eating 1 meal a day straining like an idiot (everything back to front like an ignorant person) , or yoga or pilates by forced stretching and hurting yourself for gain (illogical nuts?!) etc etc.

there's scientific studies based on meditation, yoga, exercise programmes of which confirm VERY DEFINITIVE health benefits (for people of all ranges of health in their lives). DMT has been made illegal in almost every country, aya is a very illegally classed drug just like cocaine is or heroin. i don't care what you say about 'nazi' authorities, they're not kidding around unless you want to move to south america and not return and live that drop-out tune-in lifestyle. up to you.

wilde is hilarious when he writes stuff like "grabbing a molecule of someone" to get occult perception. it's just so stupid. the personality structure is always with you. the correct practice of meditation is ultimately effortless concentration whereby the relaxation response occurs 'SPONTANEOUSLY'. classical meditations 4 main practices are NOT to try to stop the mind but to transcend it via the relaxation response; harmonising, balance, releasing holding patterns (that's why people find yoga so great for stress relief). the personality is in constant action all the time. with meditation, it is like a person caught in a cyclone, being the awareness of the meditator, the cyclone is the mind/personality structure, and the flag pole within the eye on the ground is the technique for the person to climb down onto. it's the effortlessness holding attention on the technique. the more one extends the duration of their concentration, the more beneficial. correctly taught, classical meditation is second to none.

the mind makes a wonderful servant but a terrible master. the problem with wilde rubbish is that you'll lose the plot and screw urself even more following that fraudulent nutbag into realms of psychoactivism without a life raft whereby you may not get the help you're having from people you saw in south america. there's aya tours (without going into detail here) whereby they're not actually using the pure vine which is why it's sketchy (you get my drift? i will use the research up to you on the Internet) you're playing with fire. when you play with the fire of life and you're involved with people who you don't REALLY KNOW AT ALL, have no experience with drugs, and are say s 'hell bent christian with overt religiosity' going on because you've been wrapped into it via his private bs ceremony healings in staunchly christian localities in countries such as Ireland etc. you're playing with the fire. a proper and pure experience of the vine is not something that you take for granted at all. it will knock you for six. experienced psychonauts only.

if you have problems with depression or something of now or in the past then find good therapy through standard means. though realise psychiatry and psychotherapy is academically political (for good reason!), sometimes fence sitting, profiling perhaps, and is not perfect like you'd fantasise pure science to be. we're not in year 4050 we're in 2012.

i and also say with much honesty given many 'official' (nazi haha) studies that good diet, good out look positive approach to life, yoga, classical meditation, lots of your favourite sports/exercise training of your choice, sleeping and eating right, dietary supplements (gingko, vitamins/minerals etc at your local pharmacy/health store) is in fact more effective than much of the pill popping lark like antidepressants. depression is episodic and the brain can right itself naturally. ayahausca is not for psychiatric disturbances or healing life threatening diseases. it is a shamanic tradition of tribes people. that's it.

stay safe and well :-)

that is cult speak. so, you get the drift.

i admire stuart for this: [link to www.stuartwilde.com] it's nice sentiment and i'm all for it.

there's so many contradictions going on.

is it because we're human or should we try not to be and dematerialise quickly as time is running out because it fkn damn well is?

E.S.A.M (your new mantra I've given you).

warm regards/agnostic blessings earthling, Elevated Supreme Agnostic Monk.

Meant to post it on this thread at first.