Hm, 'Silent Watcher' reminds me of that phrase 'Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.'
I never met Wilde, but you could sense the warmth in him. I agree that he should have stayed off the drugs. But I don't feel I have any right to judge others. God and karma will judge each soul ...... it's not my job. God looks into the heart, and how far any particular person managed to be loving, generous and compassionate, and how far they failed at it, is not my task to evaluate.

There's an interesting account here by a woman who worked for him in the 1990s.

[link to www.zen-haven.com]


As for 'paranoia, BS, delusions', not at all. I and quite a few others have had exactly the same visions, we see the same information. When you see the etheric one day too, you will get a shock! And I've never taken drugs; I loathe drugs. (I don't even take anything for a headache). So you may not like Stuart; but his perception was good.