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Personal/Planetary Transformation... Let's GET IT ON, BABIES!

 
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Good to hear from you WBR!
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Hi guys,

I've been reading many of the posts in this thread, and although i've been on GLP for a bit, I never came across this one. I Think there are so many of you here that have ascended and reconnected with the source as one would say, so i can't help but ask you this. I know it's long but please do take a moment for me. : )

I'm fairly young, pretty much indigo as a child (although i never actually knew there was a term for it) I've always loved and given and cared freely, and a bit too much sometimes. At some point, (around 16/17) I began to hate my loving nature and i began to focus on all the things (material wise) i lacked due to, what i figured, my loving nature. I never let the fact that most people couldn't care less get to me. I always had this sense ( connection to the source i guess) that love would prevail in the end, and regardless of anything , it was ALWAYS worth. But back to that period of time. I began to hate myself for having cared so much, yet the only result seemed to be the inner peace i felt doing it. I though maybe i was wrong to love so much, and instead i should be more tough, angry, and less embracing of other people around me. I grew up being a very nice kid in school, never feeling quite there , but there only for the purpose of showing love. Most kids thought i was crazy for being so nice and allowing everyone to step all over me just because i didn't feel the need to "hurt" or "deny" someone of their happy moment. (although later on an old friend from middle school told me about all those kids now young adults looking back and being amazingly grateful for having me in their lives. this they never mentioned then oufcourse! go figure! ) I don't want to make this too long ( i tend to go on and on) so i'll do a short version. I tried forgetting my loving nature, myself, and what i desired to do 24/7. I tried to adapt to the bahaviours of most people around me. I rebelled, left my religion (christianity) and dwelled into a lot of, well, dark. Before i knew it i was performing rituals (satanic), raising my kundalini etc. I figured if being a lover to all only resulted in loneliness, and sadness, being a hater would probably work the opposite way. Ofcourse i learned a lot through that experience, and venture into many more. Eastern traditions, egyptian, ancient sumerian etc. I pretty much covered most of what the average joe covers in a lifetime in the one year. ( 18) Then as i began to learn once again that i was one with all etc, i remembered why through all those times, i still felt love. I still had love inside, even if i tried to get rid of it, I couldn't shake it. (i'm glad now ofcourse) but i realized and remembered and ofcourse began to ascend and reconnect. I began to do heavy soul searching, heavy purpose alignment, and ofcourse reconnecting with the source, guides, etc.
WHich brings me to now. As many have described in previous pages, the ascension etc, includes different stages. I woke up again, remembering why i had chosen that time, went through the whole energy release weight gain etc. Didn't want to stay here anymore, yet still felt an urge to remain here for others. Unfortunately this story , for now, will be ending on a sad note. Due to the pressure on me at the moment, and the countless ways that someone/thing tries to tell me i may be wrong all along, I almost gave up again. There was a small voice , very small yet distinct, that told me i might be wrong about everything and maybe the whole dark secret was that to love was indeed to fall. Ofcourse that would only make sense in low vibrational spaces, situations. High vibrations don't mix. ANd since this is earth, and many people around me are very negative, i felt this fear that i would not last with this desire to live on love. I'm young, it's very hard to be loving all the time when most people my age are very caught up in the whole media trend. The media does not advocate love, most of it is about releasing your anger and showing another what you're made of. TO me that seems like the coward's way out, because to love someone unconditionally is to allow them to make mistakes as "they do not know what they do".
Man, i rambled.
After i gave that small voice a listen it grew louder. THen i began to see/hear it everywhere. (you really can't miss hate nowadays) I began to doubt myself, as clearly this young there is not much i can do to help people. Either because "i'm too young" to be listened to and/or know better. Or simply because I haven't accomplished much other than being used freely and confusing myself. This again added to my doubt as a whole and brought back that fear/belief than all this loving wasn't getting me anywhere. Anyhow, the small voice grew and, i assume, i was tested. During this test love was still in me, the desire to help was still there, but i felt like i had a choice to either love and get through this life, or do the opposite, yet still be helping others. In other words I wanted to live for my purpose (good) but in a low vibrational way. WHy? Well, i was scared i'd never see the light of day, the voice kept repeating "what if this whole end of old, new birth thing doesn't happen? then you'll have wasted most of your youth trippin out!". I admit in complete sincerity i feared this outcome. I feared that i was blinded by this hope for love to win and was completely wrong about everything. Ofcourse more and more random doubts popped up so i figured , maybe all this enlightening experience is just my imagination and i'm going insane. SO right at that moment i said to myself, and the voice, ( the voice is not an actual voice, it's a figure of speech in this case ) that for the sake of all those people i was meant to help, and for the sake of their freedom so to speak, i'd be willing to lose myself, my connection with the source, and my soul in order to live this life actually manifesting what i visioned i would do. Ofcourse it's my purpose and there was nothing that could have stopped me, as it is my blueprint. But the voice was strong and i felt lonely. I feared that this was the only way i could possibly be there for people, no excuses. So i took the bait. Then regretted it. Which brings me, finally , to now. I feel like i rejected love in account of fear. I meditated and felt love embracing me once again ( i consider love the source btw) , however i cannot bring myself to believe that i can once again reconnect. I feel like, well i know, i did wrong and now i feel like maybe there's no turning back? I might add that with the embrace came the answer being that that was only one of the tests and i would have many more to come. Specifically between now and the end of december, i will be tested to regain that level of faith so to speak. I have many dreams, no doubt, but that same night i found myself in a very weird situation. I was being thrown into a dumpster by some guy who had a bunch of kids in his house. When i asked him who i was and why i was here he explained it was because i visited some kids daily or something. That's not the point though, after the dumpster scenario i jumped up, out of his hands, and began to run. Unfortunately halfway through a parking lot, i was surrounded and tackled down. I usually jump into cars and drive away but this time i wanted to confront them and see what would happen. They arrested me, as weird as that may sound, and i felt like it was over for me. I panicked a bit and asked for a moment of silence. (they tackled me down and then yelled a lot) In my moment of silence i realized that regardless of the amount of reality in the situation i found myself, and the heavy outcome of my actions, i would still be of "love". I reminded myself of love and then said to myself, out loud while they took me away, that no matter what i believed in love and knew it would prevail. Ofcourse instantly they disappeared and i found myself slowly coming back to my bed. I woke up. WOohoo. It's nice waking up like that. :) However i still feel discouraged and now instead of doubting love, i doubt myself and my own right to be with love. I am not scared, scared shitless, that i fd it up and the source no longer wants me or can connect with me due to what i consider my fall. ( that night) Ofcourse i know that there is no possible chance of that but there's a lineup of tests ahead and they are growing each moment. So i'm pretty sure this new fear of mine will grow as well. What if i fail once again, because i no longer deem myself worthy of love. I failed love. I failed the source. Or at least that's how i feel. I cannot imagine consciousness without it. I still feel love, it engulfs me believe it or not. My thirst is not quenched and my desire is still burning. Aching actually. I need to realign with my purpose, i need to reconnect. I feel like my whole vision (consciousness) has been tampered with and now everything is blurry and on edge. I figure there will be a major test at the end of dec for me in order to see if i'm ready or not. But again, i'm scared. I can choose to believe and then hope that i am still very much on my path and within the source's light, but what if i no longer deserve to be? DId i mess it up? Truth is i'm too scared now to even dare to look within myself again, the more i feel the source the more i remember how i rejected it. I'm here for love, i know that. I've always been here for that reason. But am i one of those that couldn't find their way back to the kingdom? -_^ ?

If anyone can tell me anything that will help me through these tests , i would love to hear it. I love, i can't stop loving. I can't stand being away from that beautiful oneness, i can't stand the negativity anymore. But by the same token, i don't want to leave either. I want to be here for people. There are so many that will need us here. Maybe it's selfish, but i want to be here to help make a difference and shine love all around me. Maybe that's why i failed that one test, to sort of prolong my stay and complete ascension/reconnection. I fear that i can't trust myself anymore. Either way, right now, i have no idea what to do. WIll a wiser, fellow lover, please step up and share some wise words with me? :)

Yours truly,

G
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Now, now, now, and now.

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SHOUT IT OUT LOUD!!!

( that's usually how I like to get it on... :-o )

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thanks for posting this, OP. One of the best threads here.
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I just want to go Home.......
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Yea, I'll soon be off to to the pub too
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there's something I don't like about this. I hate the idea that we'll always be in ecstatic bliss after the shift. it would break me.

Sometimes I want to feel afraid.
can't we keep our survival horror video games?

Sometimes I want to feel melancholy.
there had better be slow Sunday afternoons still

Sometimes I want to feel righteous indignation.
we'd better still be able to see the injustices of the lower planes.

Sometimes I want to manipulate others.
we'd better still be able to play with the third density types.

Sometimes I want to feel animal pleasures.
there'd better still be drinking and rough sex.

All light and life and happiness all the time is just too damn much. Can we still have our movies and video games? Can we still drive our big V-8 cars? Can we still play paintball and compete?
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White buffalo rising are you there?????
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White buffalo rising are you there?????
 Quoting: spacenomad 562179


Well, of course I'm still around... Been through a lot of changes since we began this thread, as have the rest of you, I'm sure...

But man, have we ever seen some amazing changes or what?... besides all the difficult ones...

And, don't any of you believe all this "doom" crap, neither... We are simply going through some necessary adjustments that most certainly are prepatory to our Transformation... which really are that very same Transformation In Motion.

Greed and emptiness must give way to careing and support... The old ways are not our ways any longer.

Each and every one of us is going through such a change on a very personal level... which is to say on a very Planetary level, too... because of our Great Oneness...

There are indeed many voices out here being heard these days that would mislead you/us... Simply stick with what you feel, right there deep down... Give yourself time to breathe... It does not matter if others appear not to understand your need for this... Let them chatter away... Just take your space when you need it...

The end of all this will be much better than the beginning... and it is indeed more than worth reaching for.

That's my advice to the young 'un who wrote here last November... Don't worry about whether you are turning more toward the Light or dark... Take your space, give yourself some time alone... especially in those few quiet places left on this Mother Earth... and you will indeed see the clouds clearing, your voice and Heart becoming much stronger...

I mean, we have made it through century after century of deep despair and mass craziness... What's a few steps more, compared to all that?...

Hey, like it or not, we are all in this together, each and every one of us who call ourselves human... along with all the Life that surrounds us, animals, plants, trees, birds, clouds, earth, air, sky and stars... In all of this, there is indeed a singleness of Consciousness... It is to that we must turn our attention and intention.

And, it really does not take that many doing this for us all to get it... What's In One is in Us All, if ya knows what we mean...

Great talking with y'all again... Hopes you have One Wonderful Day!

Oh yeah...
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god, i could really use this.

i'm fucked up royally myself. I'm no more enlightened than another.

i don't know what to do next and i'm scared. -- or, more accurately, what i am present to this morning is fear.

i love you all. please forgive yourselves and others.

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