OP, here's the good thing. The right person will come along. I know one other thing I'll share that you probably know. If you have a girlfriend, all the women want you. If you don't, women sense it and don't want a thing to do with you. It is the feast or famine phenom. Don't know why, but I know this from first hand experience. Don't worry about it, don't be bitter, just be happy with yourself and the cards will fall in place when the time is right. Good luck, you seem like a decent person. Don't worry about the trolls here that love to give people shit. Peace.