Wow. You must live in a concrete jungle, working some 9-5, everyday, city slicker lifestyle. You are a hollow shell of a person who could probably never survive if you had to fend for your own. To have no sort of spirituality means your lost. Try being a little more perceptive and pay attention to everything around you. I wish I could show everyone what changed me. I used to laugh at the thought of God, ghost, and spirit. I could take you to one of the oldest houses in New England that would wake you up to What is real. Scariest most humbling place. You dont have to believe to feel or see them, its a slap in the face how the fuck are you kinda house. The few people I brought now realize there is more to this life. Good luck to you anyway. Dont be so simple minded