You do not believe God exist. No problem. But what do you believe? What do you know about yourself. Do you know it is possible for another person to proof you yourself did not exist. When you call someone a goat, the only way to you he/she is not a goat is to apply maturity by looking at the image of GOAT and MAN. Is there any similarity between the two.
That you have read all the book in the world does not give you even one solid proof. All the proof you listed I can refer to them as you Human Imaginary Problems (HIPs).

Have you ever sit down to view things from the right angle of life. I want to let you no I am not perturbed by the rules guiding your life. Do not be obsessed by human analogy, analysis and research. Everything under this very heaven have beginning (past), Presence (Now), Tomorrow (Future and there is end to everything. Things did not just be, everything have a source and there is a driving force behind everything.

Do not allow yourself be carried away by the scientific believe revolution that has blurred you from seen and believing that there GOD. To me you are entitled to your own opinion. If you don't believe there is GOD does not give you the right to condemn those who believed there is GOD. Those believe of yours are contained in the words (BIBLE) of the same GOD you called shit. God has given everyone the right to say what you like about Him.

I want you to know this very clear that it was not coincidence I have personally enjoy the miracles of the living God which you referred to as coincidence.

Those who are HIV positive that were healed, the blind that were able to receive sight by calling on the same God you rejected, the lame who walk, the dumb who can now speak, the deaf who can now hear, the dead who came back to life after some days in the mortuary etc. Who ever has given you the theory making you to believe there is no God has misled you into condemning yourself before the same God. One is very sure about that God, He is a merciful God who patiently relate with mankind. I have the conviction that one day GOD will reveal Himself to you for you to believe in Him, His power, His greatness, His ability and His sovereignty.