this is not to be self-aggrandizing, but suprieme rockefeller and i have the same thoughts/epiphanies. i had mine over my lifetime and i also downloaded that i am lucifer and have reached the same exact conclusions.

maybe there are many marduks and we are waking up to our own sins of hubris and wrath in order to redeem ourselves, and therefore, humanity, because we hold some pathway back to creation/source itself and can interface more directly with it. my latest meditations have been about the israel problem. israel is now a etheric domain that is held by enlil and its operations entail all of the tentacles of the beast, or zion. they include the supporters of the beast. i wanted to damn the whole lot of them. i even convinced myself that not only would it be good for me and otherselves who are of the law of one, by hanging on to the prophecy that the redeemer would seal all those who are possessed by the beast in hell, which i concluded had to mean the d.u.m.b.s.

then i real-eye-zed that no-thing is outside of god and the original impulse. what began the fall was my idea of separation, exacerbated by my penchant for denial. as marduks female counterpart, isis, i was the queen of de nile. this denial of the shadows created by light, allowed enlils power to become its own entity.

anyway, i just saw s.r.'s site and if i didn't know better, he's reading my mind and publishing my thoughts. i'm intrigued and a little wary, but will wait and see...