"i]OP, am I going in the right direction with my liofe right now. Will my imediate problems resolve in such a way that I find agreeable"

your life is a joke. in the end it is death - and not some trolloping through some idylic field in heaven. It is non exsistence- a blink out so final and unameable that religions were created to resist the realization.

No hope, not even dark, not even blank.

Tag some tail and stop whining before you sink out of sight